Guest guest Posted September 1, 2009 Report Share Posted September 1, 2009 Respected and all, I had not introduced myself to the group which I wish to reveal.I am 58 years old ,retired from my job yesterday.I have a wife and 2 daughters one is married,stays in Germany.She teaches Yoga.My other daughter after graduation is learning Japanese for last 4 years.What you all(except Chrism) do not know that till 16th March 2001 I was an alcoholic.My wife suffers from O.C.D. thus to forget/supress my pain or feelings I started drinking.I progressed from 2 pegs to 12 pegs i.e. 720 m.l.daily.I hated to add water or dilute the spirit.I was admitted 7 times to hospital once to rehab for 35 days.People who came to visit me in the hospital felt that they are seeing me for the last time alive.I was accustomed to different vices so they expected I would die soon.Unfortunately I failed to their expectations.Doctors and experts tried to teach me how alcohol is bad for my health,Their advice was in vain. I was discharged from hospital on 16th March 2001 for the last time.I was given anta booze tablets.On 27th May I went to my sister as it was Sunday.She teachesTm Reiki,from Kathleen Milner.Till then I did not believe on such initiations etc of any kind.She forced me to join and gave me initiation.Some prayer sticks were lighted in front of photographs of Paramhansa Yogananda & shri Babaj. A strange thing happened.The smoke from those prayer sticks started coming in one line directly to my 3rd eye chakra.I knew this was my path.I started meditation from next day.I did many experiments of my own during meditation.I used to sweat (1oo m.l.aprx) daily.I had strange experiences.My k awakened itself and had many visions etc.Rest is history.From consuming spirit (alcohol) I have turned to spirituality.That is all about me,rest you know,I have not touched alcohol from 2001.Now I am happy I have not hidden my past from all of you ...............................shrikant Love Cricket? Check out live scores, photos, video highlights and more. Click here http://cricket. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 2, 2009 Report Share Posted September 2, 2009 wishing you a fruitful retirement shrikant.. dear shikrant. my terrible addiction i had to break attatchment to was property dealing. I would get very high and in the moment from business deals. it made me think that i was truely alive in those monents, and i was , but the truth was they were just that moments, that would require to be gratified again. I do still buy property and build businesses , i bought one only 2 days ago.This is how my family earns a living, but now there is change, i have lost my attatchment to getting high from property /real estate dealing. I have lost my attatchment, to their outcome. before i'd design them to the milimetre , everything homed to my ideals of perfection.My ego revelled in this, and more it literally made me feel in heaven my attatchment to it was so huge. this is just one of a thousand veils i've played in , shakti helped me to realise my personal maya. my addiction to real estate deals was caused by the pain of separation from the universe, it is an attempt to reach back into the one , the addiction would give only a temporary moment of feeling connected. it allowed me to be in the presence of heaven but only for a short time. the feeling , of wanting , then gratification , then the comming down and then the guilt was broken by me watching the thought patterns as they occur, and then breaking the chains by interupting these thought patterns, and changing them anyway i could, be it a mantra , anything that got my mind in a place away from the the chains of attatchment. then when i'd found a gap, a space,and one more veil of maya lifts,and shakti disperses them to the universe and you carry on lifting them in all areas of your life , until you feel stripped.... purple.. , shrikant phule <shrikantphule wrote: > > Respected and all, > I had not introduced myself to the group which I wish to reveal.I am 58 years old ,retired from my job yesterday.I have a wife and 2 daughters one is married,stays in Germany.She teaches Yoga.My other daughter after graduation is learning Japanese for last 4 years.What you all(except Chrism) do not know that till 16th March 2001 I was an alcoholic.My wife suffers from O.C.D. thus to forget/supress my pain or feelings I started drinking.I progressed from 2 pegs to 12 pegs i.e. 720 m.l.daily.I hated to add water or dilute the spirit.I was admitted 7 times to hospital once to rehab for 35 days.People who came to visit me in the hospital felt that they are seeing me for the last time alive.I was accustomed to different vices so they expected I would die soon.Unfortunately I failed to their expectations.Doctors and experts tried to teach me how alcohol is bad for my health,Their advice was in vain. > I was discharged from hospital on 16th March 2001 for the last time.I was given anta booze tablets.On 27th May I went to my sister as it was Sunday.She teachesTm Reiki,from Kathleen Milner.Till then I did not believe on such initiations etc of any kind.She forced me to join and gave me initiation.Some prayer sticks were lighted in front of photographs of Paramhansa Yogananda & shri Babaj. A strange thing happened.The smoke from those prayer sticks started coming in one line directly to my 3rd eye chakra.I knew this was my path.I started meditation from next day.I did many experiments of my own during meditation.I used to sweat (1oo m.l.aprx) daily.I had strange experiences.My k awakened itself and had many visions etc.Rest is history.From consuming spirit (alcohol) I have turned to spirituality.That is all about me,rest you know,I have not touched alcohol from 2001.Now I am happy I have not hidden my past from all of > you ...............................shrikant > > > Love Cricket? Check out live scores, photos, video highlights and more. Click here http://cricket. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 2, 2009 Report Share Posted September 2, 2009 Dear purple, I have great respect for you and your thoughts,they are yours and come through great experiences and deep knowledge,you have had.Some empty vessels/vehicles ? make more noise especially in our practical life.They are under veil, they have hidden ego,We should ignore them......................shrikant. --- On Wed, 2/9/09, purple_firefly111 <purple_firefly111 wrote: purple_firefly111 <purple_firefly111 Re: My INTRODUCTION Wednesday, 2 September, 2009, 2:46 PM wishing you a fruitful retirement shrikant.. dear shikrant. my terrible addiction i had to break attatchment to was property dealing. I would get very high and in the moment from business deals. it made me think that i was truely alive in those monents, and i was , but the truth was they were just that moments, that would require to be gratified again. I do still buy property and build businesses , i bought one only 2 days ago.This is how my family earns a living, but now there is change, i have lost my attatchment to getting high from property /real estate dealing. I have lost my attatchment, to their outcome. before i'd design them to the milimetre , everything homed to my ideals of perfection.My ego revelled in this, and more it literally made me feel in heaven my attatchment to it was so huge. this is just one of a thousand veils i've played in , shakti helped me to realise my personal maya. my addiction to real estate deals was caused by the pain of separation from the universe, it is an attempt to reach back into the one , the addiction would give only a temporary moment of feeling connected. it allowed me to be in the presence of heaven but only for a short time. the feeling , of wanting , then gratification , then the comming down and then the guilt was broken by me watching the thought patterns as they occur, and then breaking the chains by interupting these thought patterns, and changing them anyway i could, be it a mantra , anything that got my mind in a place away from the the chains of attatchment. then when i'd found a gap, a space,and one more veil of maya lifts,and shakti disperses them to the universe and you carry on lifting them in all areas of your life , until you feel stripped.... purple.. Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , shrikant phule <shrikantphule@ ...> wrote: > > Respected and all, > I had not introduced myself to the group which I wish to reveal.I am 58 years old ,retired from my job yesterday.I have a wife and 2 daughters one is married,stays in Germany.She teaches Yoga.My other daughter after graduation is learning Japanese for last 4 years.What you all(except Chrism) do not know that till 16th March 2001 I was an alcoholic.My wife suffers from O.C.D. thus to forget/supress my pain or feelings I started drinking.I progressed from 2 pegs to 12 pegs i.e. 720 m.l.daily.I hated to add water or dilute the spirit.I was admitted 7 times to hospital once to rehab for 35 days.People who came to visit me in the hospital felt that they are seeing me for the last time alive.I was accustomed to different vices so they expected I would die soon.Unfortunately I failed to their expectations. Doctors and experts tried to teach me how alcohol is bad for my health,Their advice was in vain. > I was discharged from hospital on 16th March 2001 for the last time.I was given anta booze tablets.On 27th May I went to my sister as it was Sunday.She teachesTm Reiki,from Kathleen Milner.Till then I did not believe on such initiations etc of any kind.She forced me to join and gave me initiation.Some prayer sticks were lighted in front of photographs of Paramhansa Yogananda & shri Babaj. A strange thing happened.The smoke from those prayer sticks started coming in one line directly to my 3rd eye chakra.I knew this was my path.I started meditation from next day.I did many experiments of my own during meditation.I used to sweat (1oo m.l.aprx) daily.I had strange experiences. My k awakened itself and had many visions etc.Rest is history.From consuming spirit (alcohol) I have turned to spirituality. That is all about me,rest you know,I have not touched alcohol from 2001.Now I am happy I have not hidden my past from all of > you ......... ......... ......... ....shrikant > > > Love Cricket? Check out live scores, photos, video highlights and more. Click here http://cricket. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 2, 2009 Report Share Posted September 2, 2009 I ONLY JUST READ YOUR INTRO SHIKRANT, YOU DID REALLY WELL TO BREAK THE CYCLE BROTHER. GLAD YOU'RE STILL WITH US TOTELL THE TALE X X X BLESS U X X X ELEKTRA Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 2, 2009 Report Share Posted September 2, 2009 Hi there All When i read this from you shrikant i realised that i have not really introduces myself to you all...was not really aware of how much needed to be said...so nowe i know...as much as you want to say!! my brother Nick from canada came to visit us in south africa ...I had been wanting to meditate quite seriously for the first time this year ...while we were having a chat I saw his vermillion aura around his left shoulder and head and then later on his right shoulder and head...i only told him about it the next day as i did nor want to spooil the mood of the conversation..then he told me about kundalini..so I started and i saw so many images at such a great speed that i felt like charlie chaplin had intervened with the movies that i was seeing...my brother told me just to request that the speed slow down and it did...then he told me about chrism and the group and now I am reading your messages and am involved in trying to progress...I did find that sometimes i cannot read the meanings of words that i should know in french and miss the words right infront of my eyes in english ...perhaps that is a message in itself!! I look forward to learning more from you all blessings and peace marie-anna On 9/1/09, shrikant phule <shrikantphule wrote: > > > > Respected and all, > I had not introduced myself to the group which I wish to reveal.I am 58 > years old ,retired from my job yesterday.I have a wife and 2 daughters one > is married,stays in Germany.She teaches Yoga.My other daughter after > graduation is learning Japanese for last 4 years.What you all(except Chrism) > do not know that till 16th March 2001 I was an alcoholic.My wife suffers > from O.C.D. thus to forget/supress my pain or feelings I started drinking.I > progressed from 2 pegs to 12 pegs i.e. 720 m.l.daily.I hated to add water or > dilute the spirit.I was admitted 7 times to hospital once to rehab for 35 > days.People who came to visit me in the hospital felt that they are seeing > me for the last time alive.I was accustomed to different vices so they > expected I would die soon.Unfortunately I failed to their > expectations.Doctors and experts tried to teach me how alcohol is bad for my > health,Their advice was in vain. > I was discharged from hospital on 16th March 2001 for the last time.I was > given anta booze tablets.On 27th May I went to my sister as it was > Sunday.She teachesTm Reiki,from Kathleen Milner.Till then I did not believe > on such initiations etc of any kind.She forced me to join and gave me > initiation.Some prayer sticks were lighted in front of photographs of > Paramhansa Yogananda & shri Babaj. A strange thing happened.The smoke from > those prayer sticks started coming in one line directly to my 3rd eye > chakra.I knew this was my path.I started meditation from next day.I did many > experiments of my own during meditation.I used to sweat (1oo m.l.aprx) > daily.I had strange experiences.My k awakened itself and had many visions > etc.Rest is history.From consuming spirit (alcohol) I have turned to > spirituality.That is all about me,rest you know,I have not touched alcohol > from 2001.Now I am happy I have not hidden my past from all of > you ...............................shrikant > > Love Cricket? Check out live scores, photos, video highlights and more. > Click here http://cricket. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 2, 2009 Report Share Posted September 2, 2009 Dear Purple and shrikant, and all who suffer (or have suffered from addictions) Addictions are something you DO, not who you are. Finding your true self and your true nature takes some longer than others. And some unfortunate souls never find themselves. There is no hospital or medicine to treat soul sickness. There is no easy way to remove the layer upon layer of skin from the onion to get to the core, the soul of a divine child of God. We are heaped with layers of beliefs, attitudes, and wrong messages that do not resonate with our souls. We can choose to believe the lies, or we can find the courage to search deeply within ourselves to find that tiny spark that starts to glow, then ignite, then burst from our root through our spine, gently or forcefully opening the area of the crown that allows us to connect to our source. The kundalini fire is intense. It is energy not to be played with. It is powerful enough to transform a life from guilt, shame, and remorse to a life filled with happiness, peacefulness, and even blissfulness. I would not know that had I not experienced the fire, the burning away of pride, jealousy, sloth, and you know the rest. I would not share this if I did not believe in the power with my whole heart. I have lifted a veil, I have tipped an iceberg. There is more and more of the spiritual experience waiting if I follow some simple principles, and keep my mind, heart, and body pure............. I bow to those here on this website who seek the spiritual path, and who follow it once it is revealed. You are my brothers and my sisters. You are all my teachers. This is a miracle. The age of miracles has not passed. One needs only to " wake up " from sleep, become aware, and begin to experience. Prayer and meditation, caring for the temple that is your body, and lovingkindness to all living things............a simple recipe......... Blessings to those who have had to descend into Hades in order to rise as the Phoenix. Blessings to those who have not had to experience death in order to find this way of life. Blessings to those who have the power to heal, and use this power to the highest good of another human or animal......... I am honored to walk this path with you all. I am grateful for the presence of Chrism and others who have bonded together in this experience of kundalini. We have only begin to experience the most minute amount of the power that is available to us through this energy and the God-source. I remain your humble servant, Julie --- On Wed, 9/2/09, shrikant phule <shrikantphule wrote: shrikant phule <shrikantphule Re: Re: My INTRODUCTION Wednesday, September 2, 2009, 5:15 AM Dear purple, I have great respect for you and your thoughts,they are yours and come through great experiences and deep knowledge, you have had.Some empty vessels/vehicles ? make more noise especially in our practical life.They are under veil, they have hidden ego,We should ignore them........ ......... .....shrikant. --- On Wed, 2/9/09, purple_firefly111 <purple_firefly111@ .co. uk> wrote: purple_firefly111 <purple_firefly111@ .co. uk> [Kundalini-Awakenin g-Systems- 1] Re: My INTRODUCTION Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 Wednesday, 2 September, 2009, 2:46 PM wishing you a fruitful retirement shrikant.. dear shikrant. my terrible addiction i had to break attatchment to was property dealing. I would get very high and in the moment from business deals. it made me think that i was truely alive in those monents, and i was , but the truth was they were just that moments, that would require to be gratified again. I do still buy property and build businesses , i bought one only 2 days ago.This is how my family earns a living, but now there is change, i have lost my attatchment to getting high from property /real estate dealing. I have lost my attatchment, to their outcome. before i'd design them to the milimetre , everything homed to my ideals of perfection.My ego revelled in this, and more it literally made me feel in heaven my attatchment to it was so huge. this is just one of a thousand veils i've played in , shakti helped me to realise my personal maya. my addiction to real estate deals was caused by the pain of separation from the universe, it is an attempt to reach back into the one , the addiction would give only a temporary moment of feeling connected. it allowed me to be in the presence of heaven but only for a short time. the feeling , of wanting , then gratification , then the comming down and then the guilt was broken by me watching the thought patterns as they occur, and then breaking the chains by interupting these thought patterns, and changing them anyway i could, be it a mantra , anything that got my mind in a place away from the the chains of attatchment. then when i'd found a gap, a space,and one more veil of maya lifts,and shakti disperses them to the universe and you carry on lifting them in all areas of your life , until you feel stripped.... purple.. Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , shrikant phule <shrikantphule@ ...> wrote: > > Respected and all, > I had not introduced myself to the group which I wish to reveal.I am 58 years old ,retired from my job yesterday.I have a wife and 2 daughters one is married,stays in Germany.She teaches Yoga.My other daughter after graduation is learning Japanese for last 4 years.What you all(except Chrism) do not know that till 16th March 2001 I was an alcoholic.My wife suffers from O.C.D. thus to forget/supress my pain or feelings I started drinking.I progressed from 2 pegs to 12 pegs i.e. 720 m.l.daily.I hated to add water or dilute the spirit.I was admitted 7 times to hospital once to rehab for 35 days.People who came to visit me in the hospital felt that they are seeing me for the last time alive.I was accustomed to different vices so they expected I would die soon.Unfortunately I failed to their expectations. Doctors and experts tried to teach me how alcohol is bad for my health,Their advice was in vain. > I was discharged from hospital on 16th March 2001 for the last time.I was given anta booze tablets.On 27th May I went to my sister as it was Sunday.She teachesTm Reiki,from Kathleen Milner.Till then I did not believe on such initiations etc of any kind.She forced me to join and gave me initiation.Some prayer sticks were lighted in front of photographs of Paramhansa Yogananda & shri Babaj. A strange thing happened.The smoke from those prayer sticks started coming in one line directly to my 3rd eye chakra.I knew this was my path.I started meditation from next day.I did many experiments of my own during meditation.I used to sweat (1oo m.l.aprx) daily.I had strange experiences. My k awakened itself and had many visions etc.Rest is history.From consuming spirit (alcohol) I have turned to spirituality. That is all about me,rest you know,I have not touched alcohol from 2001.Now I am happy I have not hidden my past from all of > you ......... ......... ......... ....shrikant > > > Love Cricket? Check out live scores, photos, video highlights and more. Click here http://cricket. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 2, 2009 Report Share Posted September 2, 2009 Dear Shrikant, recently you gave me the words " I know, I know not " and I want to thank you for that message... your explanation has had a positive effect with me. like Chrism said recently... the biggest room in the house the one for improvement & after reading the email we exchanged I think I know where that room is. love and celebration to you!for retirement... your life experience.. your communication... Anna shrikantphule Wed, 2 Sep 2009 15:45:37 +0530 Re: Re: My INTRODUCTION Dear purple, I have great respect for you and your thoughts,they are yours and come through great experiences and deep knowledge,you have had.Some empty vessels/vehicles ? make more noise especially in our practical life.They are under veil, they have hidden ego,We should ignore them......................shrikant. --- On Wed, 2/9/09, purple_firefly111 <purple_firefly111 wrote: purple_firefly111 <purple_firefly111 Re: My INTRODUCTION Wednesday, 2 September, 2009, 2:46 PM wishing you a fruitful retirement shrikant.. dear shikrant. my terrible addiction i had to break attatchment to was property dealing. I would get very high and in the moment from business deals. it made me think that i was truely alive in those monents, and i was , but the truth was they were just that moments, that would require to be gratified again. I do still buy property and build businesses , i bought one only 2 days ago.This is how my family earns a living, but now there is change, i have lost my attatchment to getting high from property /real estate dealing. I have lost my attatchment, to their outcome. before i'd design them to the milimetre , everything homed to my ideals of perfection.My ego revelled in this, and more it literally made me feel in heaven my attatchment to it was so huge. this is just one of a thousand veils i've played in , shakti helped me to realise my personal maya. my addiction to real estate deals was caused by the pain of separation from the universe, it is an attempt to reach back into the one , the addiction would give only a temporary moment of feeling connected. it allowed me to be in the presence of heaven but only for a short time. the feeling , of wanting , then gratification , then the comming down and then the guilt was broken by me watching the thought patterns as they occur, and then breaking the chains by interupting these thought patterns, and changing them anyway i could, be it a mantra , anything that got my mind in a place away from the the chains of attatchment. then when i'd found a gap, a space,and one more veil of maya lifts,and shakti disperses them to the universe and you carry on lifting them in all areas of your life , until you feel stripped.... purple.. Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , shrikant phule <shrikantphule@ ...> wrote: > > Respected and all, > I had not introduced myself to the group which I wish to reveal.I am 58 years old ,retired from my job yesterday.I have a wife and 2 daughters one is married,stays in Germany.She teaches Yoga.My other daughter after graduation is learning Japanese for last 4 years.What you all(except Chrism) do not know that till 16th March 2001 I was an alcoholic.My wife suffers from O.C.D. thus to forget/supress my pain or feelings I started drinking.I progressed from 2 pegs to 12 pegs i.e. 720 m.l.daily.I hated to add water or dilute the spirit.I was admitted 7 times to hospital once to rehab for 35 days.People who came to visit me in the hospital felt that they are seeing me for the last time alive.I was accustomed to different vices so they expected I would die soon.Unfortunately I failed to their expectations. Doctors and experts tried to teach me how alcohol is bad for my health,Their advice was in vain. > I was discharged from hospital on 16th March 2001 for the last time.I was given anta booze tablets.On 27th May I went to my sister as it was Sunday.She teachesTm Reiki,from Kathleen Milner.Till then I did not believe on such initiations etc of any kind.She forced me to join and gave me initiation.Some prayer sticks were lighted in front of photographs of Paramhansa Yogananda & shri Babaj. A strange thing happened.The smoke from those prayer sticks started coming in one line directly to my 3rd eye chakra.I knew this was my path.I started meditation from next day.I did many experiments of my own during meditation.I used to sweat (1oo m.l.aprx) daily.I had strange experiences. My k awakened itself and had many visions etc.Rest is history.From consuming spirit (alcohol) I have turned to spirituality. That is all about me,rest you know,I have not touched alcohol from 2001.Now I am happy I have not hidden my past from all of > you ......... ......... ......... ....shrikant > > > Love Cricket? Check out live scores, photos, video highlights and more. Click here http://cricket. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 2, 2009 Report Share Posted September 2, 2009 Dear Julie, This is so beautiful, thank you.. Love & Blessings to you, edgar ________________________________ Julie <jewelport Wednesday, September 2, 2009 6:48:53 AM Re: Re: My INTRODUCTION I am honored to walk this path with you all. I am grateful for the presence of Chrism and others who have bonded together in this experience of kundalini. We have only begin to experience the most minute amount of the power that is available to us through this energy and the God-source. I remain your humble servant, Julie --- On Wed, 9/2/09, shrikant phule <shrikantphule@ .co. in> wrote: Recent Activity * 2 New Members * 7 New PhotosVisit Your Group Give Back for Good Get inspired by a good cause. Y! Toolbar Get it Free! easy 1-click access to your groups. Start a group in 3 easy steps. Connect with others. .. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 2, 2009 Report Share Posted September 2, 2009 Julie, Thank you, that was just beautifully written! I have some tears forming, I want to share this with my sister if you don't mind. She has struggled for almost 10 yrs with her addiction. I wish she could experience this Kundalini like I did/do. As a former addict, I thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing your story shirkant. It is a miracle that you are here! May God continue to bless you. Laura , Julie <jewelport wrote: > > Dear Purple and shrikant, and all who suffer (or have suffered from addictions) > > Addictions are something you DO, not who you are. Finding your true self and your true nature takes some longer than others. And some unfortunate souls never find themselves. There is no hospital or medicine to treat soul sickness. There is no easy way to remove the layer upon layer of skin from the onion to get to the core, the soul of a divine child of God. We are heaped with layers of beliefs, attitudes, and wrong messages that do not resonate with our souls. We can choose to believe the lies, or we can find the courage to search deeply within ourselves to find that tiny spark that starts to glow, then ignite, then burst from our root through our spine, gently or forcefully opening the area of the crown that allows us to connect to our source. The kundalini fire is intense. It is energy not to be played with. It is powerful enough to transform a life from guilt, shame, and remorse to a life filled with happiness, peacefulness, and > even blissfulness. I would not know that had I not experienced the fire, the burning away of pride, jealousy, sloth, and you know the rest. I would not share this if I did not believe in the power with my whole heart. I have lifted a veil, I have tipped an iceberg. There is more and more of the spiritual experience waiting if I follow some simple principles, and keep my mind, heart, and body pure............. > > I bow to those here on this website who seek the spiritual path, and who follow it once it is revealed. You are my brothers and my sisters. You are all my teachers. This is a miracle. The age of miracles has not passed. One needs only to " wake up " from sleep, become aware, and begin to experience. Prayer and meditation, caring for the temple that is your body, and lovingkindness to all living things............a simple recipe......... > > Blessings to those who have had to descend into Hades in order to rise as the Phoenix. Blessings to those who have not had to experience death in order to find this way of life. Blessings to those who have the power to heal, and use this power to the highest good of another human or animal......... > > I am honored to walk this path with you all. I am grateful for the presence of and others who have bonded together in this experience of kundalini. We have only begin to experience the most minute amount of the power that is available to us through this energy and the God-source. > > I remain your humble servant, > > Julie > > --- On Wed, 9/2/09, shrikant phule <shrikantphule wrote: > > shrikant phule <shrikantphule > Re: Re: My INTRODUCTION > > Wednesday, September 2, 2009, 5:15 AM > > > > > > Dear purple, > > I have great respect for you and your thoughts,they are yours and come through great experiences and deep knowledge, you have had.Some empty vessels/vehicles ? make more noise especially in our practical life.They are under veil, they have hidden ego,We should ignore them........ ......... .....shrikant. > > > > --- On Wed, 2/9/09, purple_firefly111 <purple_firefly111@ .co. uk> wrote: > > > > purple_firefly111 <purple_firefly111@ .co. uk> > > [Kundalini-Awakenin g-Systems- 1] Re: My INTRODUCTION > > Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 > > Wednesday, 2 September, 2009, 2:46 PM > > > > > > > > wishing you a fruitful retirement shrikant.. > > > > dear shikrant. > > my terrible addiction i had to break attatchment to was property dealing. > > I would get very high and in the moment from business deals. > > it made me think that i was truely alive in those monents, and i was , but the truth was they were just that moments, that would require to be gratified again. > > > > I do still buy property and build businesses , i bought one only 2 days ago.This is how my family earns a living, but now there is change, i have lost my attatchment to getting high from property /real estate dealing. I have lost my attatchment, to their outcome. > > > > before i'd design them to the milimetre , everything homed to my ideals of perfection.My ego revelled in this, and more it literally made me feel in heaven my attatchment to it was so huge. > > > > this is just one of a thousand veils i've played in , shakti helped me to realise my personal maya. my addiction to real estate deals was caused by the pain of separation from the universe, > > it is an attempt to reach back into the one , the addiction > > would give only a temporary moment of feeling connected. > > > > it allowed me to be in the presence of heaven but only for a short time. the feeling , of wanting , then gratification , then the comming down and then the guilt was broken by me watching the thought patterns as they occur, and then breaking the chains by interupting these thought patterns, and changing them anyway i could, be it a mantra , anything that got my mind in a place away from the the chains of attatchment. > > > > then when i'd found a gap, a space,and one more veil of maya lifts,and shakti disperses them to the universe and you carry on lifting them in all areas of your life , until you feel stripped.... > > > > purple.. > > > > Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , shrikant phule <shrikantphule@ ...> wrote: > > > > > > Respected and all, > > > I had not introduced myself to the group which I wish to reveal.I am 58 years old ,retired from my job yesterday.I have a wife and 2 daughters one is married,stays in Germany.She teaches Yoga.My other daughter after graduation is learning Japanese for last 4 years.What you all(except Chrism) do not know that till 16th March 2001 I was an alcoholic.My wife suffers from O.C.D. thus to forget/supress my pain or feelings I started drinking.I progressed from 2 pegs to 12 pegs i.e. 720 m.l.daily.I hated to add water or dilute the spirit.I was admitted 7 times to hospital once to rehab for 35 days.People who came to visit me in the hospital felt that they are seeing me for the last time alive.I was accustomed to different vices so they expected I would die soon.Unfortunately I failed to their expectations. Doctors and experts tried to teach me how alcohol is bad for my health,Their advice was in vain. > > > I was discharged from hospital on 16th March 2001 for the last time.I was given anta booze tablets.On 27th May I went to my sister as it was Sunday.She teachesTm Reiki,from Kathleen Milner.Till then I did not believe on such initiations etc of any kind.She forced me to join and gave me initiation.Some prayer sticks were lighted in front of photographs of Paramhansa Yogananda & shri Babaj. A strange thing happened.The smoke from those prayer sticks started coming in one line directly to my 3rd eye chakra.I knew this was my path.I started meditation from next day.I did many experiments of my own during meditation.I used to sweat (1oo m.l.aprx) daily.I had strange experiences. My k awakened itself and had many visions etc.Rest is history.From consuming spirit (alcohol) I have turned to spirituality. That is all about me,rest you know,I have not touched alcohol from 2001.Now I am happy I have not hidden my past from all of > > > you ......... ......... ......... ....shrikant > > > > > > > > > Love Cricket? Check out live scores, photos, video highlights and more. Click here http://cricket. > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 2, 2009 Report Share Posted September 2, 2009 My dear teacher , how i love your story of your emergance from the soma of the poppy field..im crying tears of love and happiness for you and us all. shrikant, you are an honourable, gentleman of great courage , you have your Phoenix already , thankyou for what you taught me in this short time..and helping me unearth some more veils.. love to all purple... , Julie <jewelport wrote: > > Dear Purple and , and all who suffer (or have suffered from addictions) > > Addictions are something you DO, not who you are. Finding your true self and your true nature takes some longer than others. And some unfortunate souls never find themselves. There is no hospital or medicine to treat soul sickness. There is no easy way to remove the layer upon layer of skin from the onion to get to the core, the soul of a divine child of God. We are heaped with layers of beliefs, attitudes, and wrong messages that do not resonate with our souls. We can choose to believe the lies, or we can find the courage to search deeply within ourselves to find that tiny spark that starts to glow, then ignite, then burst from our root through our spine, gently or forcefully opening the area of the crown that allows us to connect to our source. The kundalini fire is intense. It is energy not to be played with. It is powerful enough to transform a life from guilt, shame, and remorse to a life filled with happiness, peacefulness, and > even blissfulness. I would not know that had I not experienced the fire, the burning away of pride, jealousy, sloth, and you know the rest. I would not share this if I did not believe in the power with my whole heart. I have lifted a veil, I have tipped an iceberg. There is more and more of the spiritual experience waiting if I follow some simple principles, and keep my mind, heart, and body pure............. > > I bow to those here on this website who seek the spiritual path, and who follow it once it is revealed. You are my brothers and my sisters. You are all my teachers. This is a miracle. The age of miracles has not passed. One needs only to " wake up " from sleep, become aware, and begin to experience. Prayer and meditation, caring for the temple that is your body, and lovingkindness to all living things............a simple recipe......... > > Blessings to those who have had to descend into Hades in order to rise as the Phoenix. Blessings to those who have not had to experience death in order to find this way of life. Blessings to those who have the power to heal, and use this power to the highest good of another human or animal......... > > I am honored to walk this path with you all. I am grateful for the presence of and others who have bonded together in this experience of kundalini. We have only begin to experience the most minute amount of the power that is available to us through this energy and the God-source. > > I remain your humble servant, > > Julie > > --- On Wed, 9/2/09, shrikant phule <shrikantphule wrote: > > shrikant phule <shrikantphule > Re: Re: My INTRODUCTION > > Wednesday, September 2, 2009, 5:15 AM > > > > > > Dear purple, > > I have great respect for you and your thoughts,they are yours and come through great experiences and deep knowledge, you have had.Some empty vessels/vehicles ? make more noise especially in our practical life.They are under veil, they have hidden ego,We should ignore them........ ......... .....shrikant. > > > > --- On Wed, 2/9/09, purple_firefly111 <purple_firefly111@ .co. uk> wrote: > > > > purple_firefly111 <purple_firefly111@ .co. uk> > > [Kundalini-Awakenin g-Systems- 1] Re: My INTRODUCTION > > Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 > > Wednesday, 2 September, 2009, 2:46 PM > > > > > > > > wishing you a fruitful retirement shrikant.. > > > > dear shikrant. > > my terrible addiction i had to break attatchment to was property dealing. > > I would get very high and in the moment from business deals. > > it made me think that i was truely alive in those monents, and i was , but the truth was they were just that moments, that would require to be gratified again. > > > > I do still buy property and build businesses , i bought one only 2 days ago.This is how my family earns a living, but now there is change, i have lost my attatchment to getting high from property /real estate dealing. I have lost my attatchment, to their outcome. > > > > before i'd design them to the milimetre , everything homed to my ideals of perfection.My ego revelled in this, and more it literally made me feel in heaven my attatchment to it was so huge. > > > > this is just one of a thousand veils i've played in , shakti helped me to realise my personal maya. my addiction to real estate deals was caused by the pain of separation from the universe, > > it is an attempt to reach back into the one , the addiction > > would give only a temporary moment of feeling connected. > > > > it allowed me to be in the presence of heaven but only for a short time. the feeling , of wanting , then gratification , then the comming down and then the guilt was broken by me watching the thought patterns as they occur, and then breaking the chains by interupting these thought patterns, and changing them anyway i could, be it a mantra , anything that got my mind in a place away from the the chains of attatchment. > > > > then when i'd found a gap, a space,and one more veil of maya lifts,and shakti disperses them to the universe and you carry on lifting them in all areas of your life , until you feel stripped.... > > > > purple.. > > > > Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , shrikant phule <shrikantphule@ ...> wrote: > > > > > > Respected and all, > > > I had not introduced myself to the group which I wish to reveal.I am 58 years old ,retired from my job yesterday.I have a wife and 2 daughters one is married,stays in Germany.She teaches Yoga.My other daughter after graduation is learning Japanese for last 4 years.What you all(except Chrism) do not know that till 16th March 2001 I was an alcoholic.My wife suffers from O.C.D. thus to forget/supress my pain or feelings I started drinking.I progressed from 2 pegs to 12 pegs i.e. 720 m.l.daily.I hated to add water or dilute the spirit.I was admitted 7 times to hospital once to rehab for 35 days.People who came to visit me in the hospital felt that they are seeing me for the last time alive.I was accustomed to different vices so they expected I would die soon.Unfortunately I failed to their expectations. Doctors and experts tried to teach me how alcohol is bad for my health,Their advice was in vain. > > > I was discharged from hospital on 16th March 2001 for the last time.I was given anta booze tablets.On 27th May I went to my sister as it was Sunday.She teachesTm Reiki,from Kathleen Milner.Till then I did not believe on such initiations etc of any kind.She forced me to join and gave me initiation.Some prayer sticks were lighted in front of photographs of Paramhansa Yogananda & shri Babaj. A strange thing happened.The smoke from those prayer sticks started coming in one line directly to my 3rd eye chakra.I knew this was my path.I started meditation from next day.I did many experiments of my own during meditation.I used to sweat (1oo m.l.aprx) daily.I had strange experiences. My k awakened itself and had many visions etc.Rest is history.From consuming spirit (alcohol) I have turned to spirituality. That is all about me,rest you know,I have not touched alcohol from 2001.Now I am happy I have not hidden my past from all of > > > you ......... ......... ......... ....shrikant > > > > > > > > > Love Cricket? Check out live scores, photos, video highlights and more. Click here http://cricket. > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 2, 2009 Report Share Posted September 2, 2009 I consider myself as an ignoble,insignificant person.It is God who has showered his mercy upon me.It is his will to bring me to this stage.It was in his plan.I had no willpower,otherwise I would have not been admitted 7 times.I do not know or am not sure if he has activated my K or not;but he has blessed me with some power of sort by which I am connected to him sometimes.............................shrikant --- On Wed, 2/9/09, purple_firefly111 <purple_firefly111 wrote: purple_firefly111 <purple_firefly111 Re: My INTRODUCTION Wednesday, 2 September, 2009, 11:04 PM My dear teacher , how i love your story of your emergance from the soma of the poppy field..im crying tears of love and happiness for you and us all. shrikant, you are an honourable, gentleman of great courage , you have your Phoenix already , thankyou for what you taught me in this short time..and helping me unearth some more veils.. love to all purple... Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , Julie <jewelport@. ..> wrote: > > Dear Purple and , and all who suffer (or have suffered from addictions) > > Addictions are something you DO, not who you are. Finding your true self and your true nature takes some longer than others. And some unfortunate souls never find themselves. There is no hospital or medicine to treat soul sickness. There is no easy way to remove the layer upon layer of skin from the onion to get to the core, the soul of a divine child of God. We are heaped with layers of beliefs, attitudes, and wrong messages that do not resonate with our souls. We can choose to believe the lies, or we can find the courage to search deeply within ourselves to find that tiny spark that starts to glow, then ignite, then burst from our root through our spine, gently or forcefully opening the area of the crown that allows us to connect to our source. The kundalini fire is intense. It is energy not to be played with. It is powerful enough to transform a life from guilt, shame, and remorse to a life filled with happiness, peacefulness, and > even blissfulness. I would not know that had I not experienced the fire, the burning away of pride, jealousy, sloth, and you know the rest. I would not share this if I did not believe in the power with my whole heart. I have lifted a veil, I have tipped an iceberg. There is more and more of the spiritual experience waiting if I follow some simple principles, and keep my mind, heart, and body pure........ ..... > > I bow to those here on this website who seek the spiritual path, and who follow it once it is revealed. You are my brothers and my sisters. You are all my teachers. This is a miracle. The age of miracles has not passed. One needs only to " wake up " from sleep, become aware, and begin to experience. Prayer and meditation, caring for the temple that is your body, and lovingkindness to all living things...... ......a simple recipe...... ... > > Blessings to those who have had to descend into Hades in order to rise as the Phoenix. Blessings to those who have not had to experience death in order to find this way of life. Blessings to those who have the power to heal, and use this power to the highest good of another human or animal...... ... > > I am honored to walk this path with you all. I am grateful for the presence of and others who have bonded together in this experience of kundalini. We have only begin to experience the most minute amount of the power that is available to us through this energy and the God-source. > > I remain your humble servant, > > Julie > > --- On Wed, 9/2/09, shrikant phule <shrikantphule@ ...> wrote: > > shrikant phule <shrikantphule@ ...> > Re: [Kundalini-Awakenin g-Systems- 1] Re: My INTRODUCTION > Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 > Wednesday, September 2, 2009, 5:15 AM > > > > > > Dear purple, > > I have great respect for you and your thoughts,they are yours and come through great experiences and deep knowledge, you have had.Some empty vessels/vehicles ? make more noise especially in our practical life.They are under veil, they have hidden ego,We should ignore them........ ......... .....shrikant. > > > > --- On Wed, 2/9/09, purple_firefly111 <purple_firefly111@ .co. uk> wrote: > > > > purple_firefly111 <purple_firefly111@ .co. uk> > > [Kundalini-Awakenin g-Systems- 1] Re: My INTRODUCTION > > Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 > > Wednesday, 2 September, 2009, 2:46 PM > > > > > > > > wishing you a fruitful retirement shrikant.. > > > > dear shikrant. > > my terrible addiction i had to break attatchment to was property dealing. > > I would get very high and in the moment from business deals. > > it made me think that i was truely alive in those monents, and i was , but the truth was they were just that moments, that would require to be gratified again. > > > > I do still buy property and build businesses , i bought one only 2 days ago.This is how my family earns a living, but now there is change, i have lost my attatchment to getting high from property /real estate dealing. I have lost my attatchment, to their outcome. > > > > before i'd design them to the milimetre , everything homed to my ideals of perfection.My ego revelled in this, and more it literally made me feel in heaven my attatchment to it was so huge. > > > > this is just one of a thousand veils i've played in , shakti helped me to realise my personal maya. my addiction to real estate deals was caused by the pain of separation from the universe, > > it is an attempt to reach back into the one , the addiction > > would give only a temporary moment of feeling connected. > > > > it allowed me to be in the presence of heaven but only for a short time. the feeling , of wanting , then gratification , then the comming down and then the guilt was broken by me watching the thought patterns as they occur, and then breaking the chains by interupting these thought patterns, and changing them anyway i could, be it a mantra , anything that got my mind in a place away from the the chains of attatchment. > > > > then when i'd found a gap, a space,and one more veil of maya lifts,and shakti disperses them to the universe and you carry on lifting them in all areas of your life , until you feel stripped.... > > > > purple.. > > > > Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , shrikant phule <shrikantphule@ ...> wrote: > > > > > > Respected and all, > > > I had not introduced myself to the group which I wish to reveal.I am 58 years old ,retired from my job yesterday.I have a wife and 2 daughters one is married,stays in Germany.She teaches Yoga.My other daughter after graduation is learning Japanese for last 4 years.What you all(except Chrism) do not know that till 16th March 2001 I was an alcoholic.My wife suffers from O.C.D. thus to forget/supress my pain or feelings I started drinking.I progressed from 2 pegs to 12 pegs i.e. 720 m.l.daily.I hated to add water or dilute the spirit.I was admitted 7 times to hospital once to rehab for 35 days.People who came to visit me in the hospital felt that they are seeing me for the last time alive.I was accustomed to different vices so they expected I would die soon.Unfortunately I failed to their expectations. Doctors and experts tried to teach me how alcohol is bad for my health,Their advice was in vain. > > > I was discharged from hospital on 16th March 2001 for the last time.I was given anta booze tablets.On 27th May I went to my sister as it was Sunday.She teachesTm Reiki,from Kathleen Milner.Till then I did not believe on such initiations etc of any kind.She forced me to join and gave me initiation.Some prayer sticks were lighted in front of photographs of Paramhansa Yogananda & shri Babaj. A strange thing happened.The smoke from those prayer sticks started coming in one line directly to my 3rd eye chakra.I knew this was my path.I started meditation from next day.I did many experiments of my own during meditation.I used to sweat (1oo m.l.aprx) daily.I had strange experiences. My k awakened itself and had many visions etc.Rest is history.From consuming spirit (alcohol) I have turned to spirituality. That is all about me,rest you know,I have not touched alcohol from 2001.Now I am happy I have not hidden my past from all of > > > you ......... ......... ......... ....shrikant > > > > > > > > > Love Cricket? Check out live scores, photos, video highlights and more. Click here http://cricket. > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 3, 2009 Report Share Posted September 3, 2009 Blessings to you dear Shrikant. You are gifted by your path into the awakening and so are we all! - chrism Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 3, 2009 Report Share Posted September 3, 2009 Blessings to you Marie Anna and to you wonderful brother Nick. - chrism Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 3, 2009 Report Share Posted September 3, 2009 Dear Shrikant, I agree we are all so fortunate to have you with us...I know you have been through much and now everything you have been through can help others - this gives those going through the same things the inspiration, courage and upliftment to help them! Happy to know you Shrikant! Debs (: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 3, 2009 Report Share Posted September 3, 2009 Hi Marie-Anna, Thank you for telling us about yourself. Beautiful opening - thank you for sharing and so happy to read about you! I like how you " asked " and it was " given " (the slowing down) Much love to you and your brother! Debs (: , marie-anna marais <flowertheresa wrote: > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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