This resonated something in me. For as well.

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Wow. How to answer all this? First we are in family court, he may lose his

parental rights. As far as energy work, I do it on myself to heal me and I do

meditations but the energy goes where it is needed as you know. So I wonder if I

could have set something off in him. I do distance Reiki work too. So energy is

abound at my house. LOL. I try to practice my KabbalahReiki meditations and

Kundalini as well. Usually he would be home when I did them. I wonder if he

could be awakening but if he is why is he mean? Shouldn't it bring him love and

peace? His symptoms started in Sept of 08. It started with stuttering, then

shaking, headaches, his eye sight started going in and out, he couldn't feel his

hands so he started dropping things, his gait was off, then he couldn't feel his

legs so he fell quite a bit. He got surgery on his shoulder in Dec and they

thought that would clear up the symptoms but it didn't. Then he got a bit

depressed because he couldn't do

things after his surgery like he use to. In May on the 5th. He started talking

to St. Michael and St. Gabriel. They wanted a favor he said. He told me he

scared away Gabriel but Michael wouldn't leave. He was on a walk one night and

when he came home he told me he turned Michael inside out. Then he started

telling me that he was never happy, which he never said before and he started

bring out conversations from the past like they were just happening. He started

talking to himself. He started verbally abusing me and then it got physical and

he tried killing me three times. He kept saying that our friends daughter wanted

him to do these things. They are now engaged to be married and we haven't even

started on a divorce. On May 14th, he undressed, got into bed, cuddled up

against me, kissed me goodnight and told me he loved me. The next morning when I

woke up he was sleeping like he was in a coffin. With his arms crossed over his

chest. When he opened his

eyes, there was pure hatred in them for me. I was the enemy now and that is

when the physical and trying to kill me started. There is so much I could tell

you but that would be a book.  I hope this is enough for now. I have tried to

reach his parents to tell them but I haven't heard anything from them. I have

sent letters and phone calls, I sent my relatives to their home and everything.

I don't think they know yet. As far as friends, they know but they don't want to

involved themselves because they are friends too with the one whose daughter he

is now with. She isn't right in the head either so. Her fantasy is to watch him

commit mass murder and then watch him fry in the electric chair. Nice eh. So far

she has kept him from doing anything the courts say because as she told his

attorney,'what can they really do to him. He is nuts.' So I don't know. I really

think tumor and if he doesn't get help soon. Well.

 

Hi Golden Cougar,

 

I know you are going through a very hard time. I don't know the answers. I want

to ask you though if any of his friends or family members know of his hit list

and such. The thing is your childrens father is obviously sick or something.

That now leaves one parent out. So as you are well aware you must do all you can

to keep yourself and them away from him - maybe in the future he will get better

but for now please be careful - not in a victim attitude though but in a " I am

that I am " you know " One with God " attitude of the inner strength that is in you

from the divine. I don't know you but I would first suggest that you do not

allow thoughts of powerlessness or victimization in. I am not at all suggesting

you are in any way - just trying to