photo for Shakipat ? -Julia

[Guest guest]

Julia:

From my personal experience, you did not know me from anyone in this world; we

had never met...and yet you opened your home and family up to me. I cannot think

of anything that displays love, trust, and openness more than this. As Chrism

has noted, not all are ready, can or will understand your experience. My journey

has taken me from one spectrum and is nearing the other.

 

All of my experience, ranging from terribly deceiving others to moments of

divine light, are mine; they are my truth...and there is nothing that I believe

in stronger than this, because I lived/live it. It is now a part of my every

day, literally in every breath.

I don't want others to have to experience the harshness of an awakening as a

crisis. I will do my part so that is not the case for others.

 

My coming to terms with my experience is very parallel to the sacred teachings

which have come to me in dreams and through interactions. These teachings and

information is sacred; not just something I would go blurting out for all to

hear and yet it could benefit all. Like Kundalini, not all are ready or able to

hear, or like myself, some may just not know or have any thing similar as a

frame of reference. And so, it may mean that I wait with this knowledge and

truth now, or I may share it. I currently trip and stumble and fall with it. I

experience fear and doubt but too everyday something and someone teaches me how

to carry and pass it on in a way that is healing to myself and others.

 

My experience is mine; it cannot be taken from me..if that means my face being

on a billboard which identifies me with that, then that it is. Indeed it is so

and integrated into self. If it means me sharing parts of my journey with the

few in my life who do get it, then I do. I try to find the balance; to

discern...who/what is nurturing, who is able to hear, who may be struggling as I

did...because I owe that to myself, to love myself completely. It is not other's

fear or lack of knowing that silenced/silences me, it is my own, and my

truth...is not fear.

(I do understand that one may chose not to disclose his/her identity as a group

member because of his/her profession or position/relation within a particular

community etc.)

 

My wordy thoughts...

 

-Danielle

 

.... but is the truth that I actually want to hide from everyone who just might

know me, my Kundalini awakening?

> If this is actually the case , and I think maybe really it is... then what is

this telling me, about me???

> I would really appreciate some clear thinking and input as I am feeling a bit

upset just now.

>

[Guest guest]

Thanks for your thoughts Danielle.... appreciated very much. 

Last night an " old " problem started up again in my throat.... a thyroglossial

cyst..

Throat.... expression....

I am feeling very stuck just now.

Love

Julia.

 

 

 

 

 

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Sunday, September 6, 2009 2:29:49 AM

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