Lucia's dream

[Guest guest]

Hi Lucia, I just wanted to say congratulations on opening up to your husband. I

think part of the opening process is making yourself vulnerable in the way that

you did. The rewards can be great when you find acceptance.

I think the girl/ girls in your dream is you and you are feeling the opening of

energy from opening your throat and expressing yourself. The ages of the girls

probably shows you some of the stages of your life that you closed up. The

issue you felt in the dream was whether or not you could trust was it not,

similar to the situation in life. I certainly wouldnt worry about it being an

entity. It probably wants to be integrated with you as parts of ourself that

split off want to be whole again. Thats my interpretation anyway.

 

Ciao,

Love Ana

 

 

 

 

 

, " lari.lu " <lari.lu

wrote:

>

> hi elektra,

> I cant help you with your dream, but I just had a similar one last night...

real intense.

>

> I was at home, and there was this girl, about teenage, 15 or so, and she was

lost, she was saying she had gotten lost in the night and couldent get home, so

she had come there. I was asking her about it, s it ws not clear, so I neeled

near her. as I did so she shrinked till she was abou th size of an 8 year old,

she could not speak.

>

> I put my head near her, and I had this starnge feeling she was reading my

mind, I could se thoughts forming in my mind, that she was pulling out somehow.

>

> she lied down on the floor and pushed my head in to her abdomen.

>

> it was so strange.. when the top of my head hit her belly (lower stomach,

about 2nd chakra levl) it was as if my head sunk in to her and my whole body

was enveloped.. like dunking your head under water.

> and waves of energy spread form my head and neck and shoulders downwards,

strong.

>

> but I got scared she was going to posess me or somethin, (I think the posts

about possession impressed me a bit) and caused myself to surface a bit toward

consciousness before I let go completely. I then tried to surrender to it, but

had lost it and was now completely awake.

>

> I wonder if that is just a fear of letting go, is there any possibility of a

similar situaton being a risk? in a dream? was it showing me some fear I have,

of loosing control...

> my feeling of fear stemmed from the feeling that if something went wrong it

would not be reversible... I know it's 'surrender surrender surrender' but is

there a risk? is it true or must I discern?

> the energy was definitely there, it was a real reponse.

>

> I think I'm afraid that if I dont know what I am doing I might regret the

consequenses, but then I cant know what I am doing 100% as I dont at all, and

cant know, till I experience. how can I know if the girl is dangerous or not?

>

> haha another long post! I'm getting so wordy lol

>

> hugs

> lucia

>

>

> , Elektra Fire

<elektra.fire@> wrote:

> >

> > Whats confusing me is that recently in my dreams, whenever I see snakes I

become really scared, more scared then I am in real life. I don't know what to

do, I like snakes and wear a snake necklace, I even have two in my tattoo on my

back. Why am I so terrified in my dream?

> >

> > Love elektra x x x

>

[Guest guest]

dear ana,

I think you are right about that.. I have dreamed this shrinking girl once

before already, and the ages she took on were then too, teenage and about 8 and

that that time 3/4 yrs old as well.

 

that time, I started out with her angry at me, screaming, throwing objects, and

then as I started conshiously saying I loved her, and telling her my feelings

she strated shrinking and then she was in my arms, we were laghing, I was

carring her home, running in mud..

 

I think this second dream is the follow up of that one in a way.. as if now I

am not only asked to accept and love her, but to blend with her, become one with

her, to become one myslef. there is fear because the feeling of such change in

me is a bit scary, and a part of is still holding on.

 

and yes, those ages she takes on, they are significant... they are ages in which

I started realizing that the way I am was not acceptable to the rest of the

world, ages in which, for different reasons, I started the process of self

modulation so satisfy others.

 

also the fact that my head was pushed in to her abdomen I think is

significative... I have been having a lot of sensations in that area, the lower

abgomen, both awake and in dreams.

I feel that these last days of release and letting go and opening up have to do

with the 2nd chackra too.. it's just a feeling I have, but there was a lot of

guilt involved, guilt with being who I am, at the point I am.. not being good

enough, and it being my fault. ... so many facets, it's amazing.

 

so now my abdomen is all warm and buzzing, expecially when I express myself, it

feel as if my words were being pushed out form my belly, insted of coming out of

a tight throat. I used to always second think what i was going to say and often

end up not saying it.

 

so, yes, it's good, no need to fear!!

 

I had another scary scary dream last night! a huge tiger jumped out of the

woods right in front of me!

I was completely terrified, and started running away, but she just placidly

followed me... so I thought, if I dont show her I'm scared, she wont attack me..

so I was very still... but wow, her teeth! they were cast in iron braces, and I

was afraid she was going to go for my throat..

then a girl jumped out of the woods too, and she was her tamer or how do you

call them, so I was able to go away. (running of course

 

I like it though that even though I'm so scared, there always seems to be a part

of me that says, are you sure it's necessary? I'm sure it's a good sign

 

love to all, and thanks ana!

 

lucia

 

, " anastojo " <brent.ana

wrote:

>

> I think the girl/ girls in your dream is you and you are feeling the opening

of energy from opening your throat and expressing yourself. The ages of the

girls probably shows you some of the stages of your life that you closed up.

The issue you felt in the dream was whether or not you could trust was it not,

similar to the situation in life. I certainly wouldnt worry about it being an

entity. It probably wants to be integrated with you as parts of ourself that

split off want to be whole again. Thats my interpretation anyway.

>

> Ciao,

> Love Ana

>