Intention to open and receive Shaktipat

[Guest guest]

Chrism,

 

I am here to state my declaration to open and receive the Shaktipat transmission

this upcoming Autumn Equinox.

 

My journey as of late has led me to the conclusion that the state of my body

requires purification. I am taking herbal remedies to detox, which have helped

greatly, making dietary changes, and doing juice fasts. All of these steps I

feel are helping to prepare the body for the necessary change.

 

In terms of meditation I have been focusing on a) controlling intent through

concentration (I'm still very mindless and unconscious) and b) bringing

attention out of the head into the belly or " dan tien " to ground myself. The

tongue is always up, but the eyes are not, since I want to balance the lower

body first. Do you think this is a wrong approach? That was the advice given to

me by a Qi Gong teacher who told me my top 3 chakras are overly developed

compared to my lower chakras and recommended I focus on deep breathing into the

lower abdomen to help 'ignite the fire'.

 

I feel that the 'lower' aspects of psyche are where the blockages are right now.

My short term goal is to overcome heedlessly jumping into negative emotions like

fear and anger. This is how I am trying to be aware of the the safeties, because

I know Kundalini has no room for a fearful and angry individual, which I can be

at times.

 

Lately I've been feeling cold tingles up my left leg into my pelvis. ever since

I did a full moon group meditation. feels very nice I can feel internal

changes happening which are affecting my mood and disposition. I feel that i'm

moving along gradually, slowly, but nicely.

 

I am also getting a spontaneous movement during meditation. My body wants to

move forward and backward, from the hips. and sometimes sways counter-clockwise.

this has been going on for over a month but has increased lately. I am just

relaxing into this.

 

*I would like to open myself to receive transmission from you, to help further

clear blockages and invite the transformation which I seek to bring me closer to

my true nature I give you permission to do whatever is necessary to make that

happen. and I thank you again for sharing this gift with us.