Guest guest Posted September 11, 2009 Report Share Posted September 11, 2009 I went to have a short nap while waiting for my work to begin yesterday, some beings visited me and as i was waking up it was as if they were in my room standing next to me, the last thing they were telling me as I woke up was " The next time he'll be leaving in a box " . They are talking about myfriend Neil who has diabetes. It freaked me out as I'm not used to these kind of mesages being given. I found out Neil still is not controling himself. Even though I and the doctors told him no white bread the first thing he does when he leaves hospital (with an already high blood sugar from the banana he ate earlier) was eat soup and a white piece of bread. I telephoned home straight away to warn my husband to keep an eye on Neil and make him check his blood sugar level. It was already double the healthy level. I suppose these dreams are coming so i can help Neil and try to guide him yes? I feel the angel of death looking over Neil and over my shoulder whispering in my ear . even though I am not afraid to die myself there is something unnerving about a friend coming to your house to die whilst miles away from home. I keep having that saying " not on my watch " going through my mind. Please prey for Neils ability to listen and take care of himself to grow. He has asked for prayers and healing. Thanks guys, love elektra x x x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 12, 2009 Report Share Posted September 12, 2009 Hi Dear Elektra, I will be thinking of your friend Neil and yourself when I take part in the sunday group meditation & healing. Please Elektra, if anything happens to your friend Neil, do not blame yourself. He knows full well what he is doing and you and your husband have given all the support you can. I do wish him well and how ever much healing is sent to him it will do no good if he is intent on doing things that are detrimental to his health and life threatening. Take care and try not to stress too much over him. He is in charge of his own destiny. Blessings, Skydancer x , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > I went to have a short nap while waiting for my work to begin yesterday, some beings visited me and as i was waking up it was as if they were in my room standing next to me, the last thing they were telling me as I woke up was " The next time he'll be leaving in a box " . They are talking about myfriend Neil who has diabetes. > It freaked me out as I'm not used to these kind of mesages being given. > > I found out Neil still is not controling himself. Even though I and the doctors told him no white bread the first thing he does when he leaves hospital (with an already high blood sugar from the banana he ate earlier) was eat soup and a white piece of bread. I telephoned home straight away to warn my husband to keep an eye on Neil and make him check his blood sugar level. It was already double the healthy level. > > I suppose these dreams are coming so i can help Neil and try to guide him yes? > > I feel the angel of death looking over Neil and over my shoulder whispering in my ear . > even though I am not afraid to die myself there is something unnerving about a friend coming to your house to die whilst miles away from home. I keep having that saying " not on my watch " going through my mind. > > Please prey for Neils ability to listen and take care of himself to grow. He has asked for prayers and healing. > > Thanks guys, love elektra x x x > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 12, 2009 Report Share Posted September 12, 2009 Hi Electra, I am in the medical profession, and really it is all fear-based as says, and people have their own path for reasons you or I do not know or for reasons he may not know yet. My sugggestion is to Love him, be of support in a different manner, but don't try to change him. I know for myself, I had to learn to let my patients be and accept them for where they are in their growth and as they are adults in their right mind, and they have choice, and really he is no different from others I have worked with. I learned to respect their decision, and it was not up to me to be their saviour, which once I learned this gave me immeasurable amounts of freed up energy to focus on just me and my growth. For me as I am not into accessing the healthcare industry, so I know once I was able to respect other's right to their own choice and decision, I was better able to have greater respect for my own choices. Tough love is a good honest approach if guided my the divine. If you have to take him to the hospital and pick him up, that it is encroaching on your lives, and he should be aware of it. and the other thing is that maybe the dream was more that the strong relationship you have had with him, needs to change form and part of that is coming forward--death being releasing the old, and embracing a different relationship form...one that may not be as close as you have been in many ways, but one that allows him and you more freedom to just be. Peace and blessings, Lorree , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > I went to have a short nap while waiting for my work to begin yesterday, some beings visited me and as i was waking up it was as if they were in my room standing next to me, the last thing they were telling me as I woke up was " The next time he'll be leaving in a box " . They are talking about myfriend Neil who has diabetes. > It freaked me out as I'm not used to these kind of mesages being given. > > I found out Neil still is not controling himself. Even though I and the doctors told him no white bread the first thing he does when he leaves hospital (with an already high blood sugar from the banana he ate earlier) was eat soup and a white piece of bread. I telephoned home straight away to warn my husband to keep an eye on Neil and make him check his blood sugar level. It was already double the healthy level. > > I suppose these dreams are coming so i can help Neil and try to guide him yes? > > I feel the angel of death looking over Neil and over my shoulder whispering in my ear . > even though I am not afraid to die myself there is something unnerving about a friend coming to your house to die whilst miles away from home. I keep having that saying " not on my watch " going through my mind. > > Please prey for Neils ability to listen and take care of himself to grow. He has asked for prayers and healing. > > Thanks guys, love elektra x x x > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 12, 2009 Report Share Posted September 12, 2009 Electra, Something came to me that is more directed by K--that behind every dis-ease is the more spiritual cause, and forms blocks in the mental, emotional planes that maybe that is what needs to be prayed for or explored, as the end cause is just the disease name of Diabetes. If you look up Louise Hay " heal your life " book which I highly recommend was one of the first to talk about the mental issues behind dis-ease and this book has a list and affirmations, or people have other metaphysical causes of diabetes, etc you can locate by goggling...you will find more information on more of the root issues of his dis-ease. In one I read it said this about diabetes " Longing for what might have been. No sweetness left in life. " Peace, Lorree , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > I went to have a short nap while waiting for my work to begin yesterday, some beings visited me and as i was waking up it was as if they were in my room standing next to me, the last thing they were telling me as I woke up was " The next time he'll be leaving in a box " . They are talking about myfriend Neil who has diabetes. > It freaked me out as I'm not used to these kind of mesages being given. > > I found out Neil still is not controling himself. Even though I and the doctors told him no white bread the first thing he does when he leaves hospital (with an already high blood sugar from the banana he ate earlier) was eat soup and a white piece of bread. I telephoned home straight away to warn my husband to keep an eye on Neil and make him check his blood sugar level. It was already double the healthy level. > > I suppose these dreams are coming so i can help Neil and try to guide him yes? > > I feel the angel of death looking over Neil and over my shoulder whispering in my ear . > even though I am not afraid to die myself there is something unnerving about a friend coming to your house to die whilst miles away from home. I keep having that saying " not on my watch " going through my mind. > > Please prey for Neils ability to listen and take care of himself to grow. He has asked for prayers and healing. > > Thanks guys, love elektra x x x > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 12, 2009 Report Share Posted September 12, 2009 Elektra, I understand your worries. It is most difficult for me to let the ones whom I love the closest walk their own path when I see another path that I wish that they would take. Maybe that is part of their loving us, to give us the opportunity to face some of our own choices of how we interact with those we care so much about. BlessU Sam , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > I went to have a short nap while waiting for my work to begin yesterday, some beings visited me and as i was waking up it was as if they were in my room standing next to me, the last thing they were telling me as I woke up was " The next time he'll be leaving in a box " . They are talking about myfriend Neil who has diabetes. > It freaked me out as I'm not used to these kind of mesages being given. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 13, 2009 Report Share Posted September 13, 2009 Thanks for all the advice, its hard to let go but I've decided to step back . I am getting a lot of dreams for him mind you and guidance, so I suppose he has come to me for a reason, but I think I'm just going to be an example for him to watch rather then a stern teacher! Lets just hope he finds his way. Thanks again guys, much love elektra x x x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 13, 2009 Report Share Posted September 13, 2009 I realised the thing that bothers me most is that he does it while living in my house. When something terrible happens to him he is unconcious but I have to deal with it. If he dies in my house, I'll have to find him and then tell his Mum and family, I'm finding it very selfish and upsetting. If he didn't live in my house right now I'd say , go ahead, eat yourself to death, but if you are living in my home surely you can show me some care by not killing yourself!!! Thats not unreasonable is it? Today we found out he had gone out and bought all the wrong foods again and had a blood sugar of 600, fatal levels. I am very angry (mixed with my already lingering sadness), I blew up at him and told him how I feel. Please send me some prayers as my emotions are so sensitive right now. Thanks all, love elektra x x x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 13, 2009 Report Share Posted September 13, 2009 Electra....imho, I would be doing the tough love talk now, as he is living in your sacrad space, and his behaviors are affecting you...there is no way for it to not, as that is your sacred space, your home. If he wants to kill himself, that is his right, but it does not need to be in your home, and he needs to be aware of this. Maybe it is time for him to move on. I have seen too many people lose their own health, by living with others that really do not care about anyone, but themselves. My thoughts and prayers are with you! Lorree , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > I realised the thing that bothers me most is that he does it while living in my house. When something terrible happens to him he is unconcious but I have to deal with it. If he dies in my house, I'll have to find him and then tell his Mum and family, I'm finding it very selfish and upsetting. > If he didn't live in my house right now I'd say , go ahead, eat yourself to death, but if you are living in my home surely you can show me some care by not killing yourself!!! Thats not unreasonable is it? > > Today we found out he had gone out and bought all the wrong foods again and had a blood sugar of 600, fatal levels. I am very angry (mixed with my already lingering sadness), I blew up at him and told him how I feel. Please send me some prayers as my emotions are so sensitive right now. > > Thanks all, love elektra x x x > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 13, 2009 Report Share Posted September 13, 2009 This happens everywhere in our world. People make the choice to die in a specific way. You can ask him to leave yes? You do have control. As we walk our world we are inside of the many experiences of those around us on energetic levels. We can remember to give our service and love and yet in doing so to honor the choices others make. This is also an act of love and it may not agree with our own choices. Tell him to contact his parents and friends now so that when he passes they will have been forewarned. - blessngs - chrism , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > If he dies in my house, I'll have to find him and then tell his Mum and family, I'm finding it very selfish and upsetting. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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