Guest guest Posted September 12, 2009 Report Share Posted September 12, 2009 Dear Chrism, I find that there exsists a sense of jealousy towards K awakened persons,even from our near and dear ones.I have informed you earlier,that my K was awakened accidently during Tm reiki initiation.I was delighted and told this to my sister in good faith.She did not express any opinion.In 2003 I went to her to have 3rd degree initiation.She refused and asked me to come after few days.I returned after a month to her home.Before initiation she asked me sarcastically,'so if your kundalini is awakened;why do you need to have 3rd degree initiation ?' I was upset,bit angry but still insisted,she should initiate me.Before she started initiatio I prayed to Ma kundalini,'If you have been really awakened in me,please teach this lady a good lesson, so that she will not doubt and insult me or utter such words again.' After initiation she asked me if I experienced anything? I said no,I have not.She was angry and bit frightened.She told me while she was initiating me she experienced vibrations,and electric current passing throgh her spine.I smiled.I knew Ma Kundalini had obliged me by teaching her a lesson. I felt a bit sorry for her.A lesson was needed to be taught to her for insulting K awakening.I still dont understand why some people have an envious attitude towards K awakened.Of course I have told only 2-3 persons regarding K awakening,but one of them is still jealous,my own sister.....................shrikant See the Web & #39;s breaking stories, chosen by people like you. Check out Buzz. http://in.buzz./ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 12, 2009 Report Share Posted September 12, 2009 Your post interests me in a number of ways. Why did you feel the need for the 3rd initiation if you had already felt the second one was successful? Was your 'demand' for the 3rd initiation ego based? It sounds to me as it was? Why the angry thoughts towards your sister? You already claim to be awakened and one of the safeties is for us to remove anger from our thoughts and fill the space with love instead. By not doing this we also open ourselves up to a lot of pain and distress, as well as causing pain to those we are angry with. I dont mean my words to be harsh. I would just ask that you think about your actions and the reasoning behind them. Why would you wish anything on your sister besides loving thoughts? Blessings, Skydancer x , shrikant phule <shrikantphule wrote: > > Dear Chrism, > I find that there exsists a sense of jealousy towards K awakened persons,even from our near and dear ones.I have informed you earlier,that my K was awakened accidently during Tm reiki initiation.I was delighted and told this to my sister in good faith.She did not express any opinion.In 2003 I went to her to have 3rd degree initiation.She refused and asked me to come after few days.I returned after a month to her home.Before initiation she asked me sarcastically,'so if your kundalini is awakened;why do you need to have 3rd degree initiation ?' > I was upset,bit angry but still insisted,she should initiate me.Before she started initiatio I prayed to Ma kundalini,'If you have been really awakened in me,please teach this lady a good lesson, so that she will not doubt and insult me or utter such words again.' > After initiation she asked me if I experienced anything? I said no,I have not.She was angry and bit frightened.She told me while she was initiating me she experienced vibrations,and electric current passing throgh her spine.I smiled.I knew Ma Kundalini had obliged me by teaching her a lesson. > I felt a bit sorry for her.A lesson was needed to be taught to her for insulting K awakening.I still dont understand why some people have an envious attitude towards K awakened.Of course I have told only 2-3 persons regarding K awakening,but one of them is still jealous,my own sister.....................shrikant > > > See the Web & #39;s breaking stories, chosen by people like you. Check out Buzz. http://in.buzz./ > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 12, 2009 Report Share Posted September 12, 2009 Hi Shrikant, I find I am what is called " awakened " but in the early stages. I still have jealousy, fears, anxiety, but with this awareness: Now that I am more awakened, I can see clearly that people are brought to me for my own healing...they are gifts to my own healing or purification brought from the Divine, and they are a reflection of what needs healing in me, so I bless these events and people brought to me, so I can see clearer what needs purification into the fire to allow it to then dissolve into the light, and I say thank you for this opportunity. Blessings, Lorree , shrikant phule <shrikantphule wrote: > > Dear Chrism, > I find that there exsists a sense of jealousy towards K awakened persons,even from our near and dear ones.I have informed you earlier,that my K was awakened accidently during Tm reiki initiation.I was delighted and told this to my sister in good faith.She did not express any opinion.In 2003 I went to her to have 3rd degree initiation.She refused and asked me to come after few days.I returned after a month to her home.Before initiation she asked me sarcastically,'so if your kundalini is awakened;why do you need to have 3rd degree initiation ?' > I was upset,bit angry but still insisted,she should initiate me.Before she started initiatio I prayed to Ma kundalini,'If you have been really awakened in me,please teach this lady a good lesson, so that she will not doubt and insult me or utter such words again.' > After initiation she asked me if I experienced anything? I said no,I have not.She was angry and bit frightened.She told me while she was initiating me she experienced vibrations,and electric current passing throgh her spine.I smiled.I knew Ma Kundalini had obliged me by teaching her a lesson. > I felt a bit sorry for her.A lesson was needed to be taught to her for insulting K awakening.I still dont understand why some people have an envious attitude towards K awakened.Of course I have told only 2-3 persons regarding K awakening,but one of them is still jealous,my own sister.....................shrikant > > > See the Web & #39;s breaking stories, chosen by people like you. Check out Buzz. http://in.buzz./ > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 13, 2009 Report Share Posted September 13, 2009 Respected Skydancer, Have you experienced curse? I have been under curse from 1973.Believe it or not.There are some people on this planet whose words come true.It so happened with me.My sister who gave me initiation was in love with a boy 5 years younger than her.I was an orthodox person then.I objected to their love affair.They told me that their love was platonic,not physical.I knew that was bull.s..t. Finding me as an obstacle in her venture,she cursed me.she wrote a letter to me.'Shrikant ! I curse you,You will never have a happy married life.'Her words have been true to date.I got married in 1979.After birth of my 2nd daughter my wife is suffering from obsessive compulsive disorder to date.My married life is annihiliated.Only by reading spiritual books I survived.In 1993 I gave her a book,Autobiography of aYogi,when she came to my home.Till then I was not on speaking terms with her.After reading that book she changed.She learned Reiki.In 2001 she initiated me.I was reborn.Now consider above story,I will eplain your queries. Different Symbols are given at 1st,2nd and third degree of reiki.I had gone to her for perfection in Reiki.I knew only symbols of 1st and 2nd degree.My demand for 3rd initiation was not ego based at all but to learn new symbols. The angry thoughts were as she had doubt to my K awakening which was Shaktipat from divine.I have not carried that anger in present.Had my thoughts not filled with love,I would have not gone to a person who destroyed my married life by cursing me.I have suffered pain and not caused pain to her.I always give healing to everyone irrespective of their attitude.How many would have followed my example in real life? \ Yours sincerely \ shrikant ________________________________ ionaskydancer <ionaskydancer Sunday, 13 September, 2009 3:28:46 AM Re: Jealousy towards K awakened persons Your post interests me in a number of ways. Why did you feel the need for the 3rd initiation if you had already felt the second one was successful? Was your 'demand' for the 3rd initiation ego based? It sounds to me as it was? Why the angry thoughts towards your sister? You already claim to be awakened and one of the safeties is for us to remove anger from our thoughts and fill the space with love instead. By not doing this we also open ourselves up to a lot of pain and distress, as well as causing pain to those we are angry with. I dont mean my words to be harsh. I would just ask that you think about your actions and the reasoning behind them. Why would you wish anything on your sister besides loving thoughts? Blessings, Skydancer x Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , shrikant phule <shrikantphule@ ...> wrote: > > Dear Chrism, > I find that there exsists a sense of jealousy towards K awakened persons,even from our near and dear ones.I have informed you earlier,that my K was awakened accidently during Tm reiki initiation.I was delighted and told this to my sister in good faith.She did not express any opinion.In 2003 I went to her to have 3rd degree initiation.She refused and asked me to come after few days.I returned after a month to her home.Before initiation she asked me sarcastically, 'so if your kundalini is awakened;why do you need to have 3rd degree initiation ?' > I was upset,bit angry but still insisted,she should initiate me.Before she started initiatio I prayed to Ma kundalini,'If you have been really awakened in me,please teach this lady a good lesson, so that she will not doubt and insult me or utter such words again.' > After initiation she asked me if I experienced anything? I said no,I have not.She was angry and bit frightened.She told me while she was initiating me she experienced vibrations,and electric current passing throgh her spine.I smiled.I knew Ma Kundalini had obliged me by teaching her a lesson. > I felt a bit sorry for her.A lesson was needed to be taught to her for insulting K awakening.I still dont understand why some people have an envious attitude towards K awakened.Of course I have told only 2-3 persons regarding K awakening,but one of them is still jealous,my own sister...... .......... ......shrikant > > > See the Web & #39;s breaking stories, chosen by people like you. Check out Buzz. http://in.buzz. / > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 13, 2009 Report Share Posted September 13, 2009 Thank you Loree..............shrikant ________________________________ lorree000 <lorree000 Sunday, 13 September, 2009 6:16:06 AM Re: Jealousy towards K awakened persons Hi Shrikant, I find I am what is called " awakened " but in the early stages. I still have jealousy, fears, anxiety, but with this awareness: Now that I am more awakened, I can see clearly that people are brought to me for my own healing...they are gifts to my own healing or purification brought from the Divine, and they are a reflection of what needs healing in me, so I bless these events and people brought to me, so I can see clearer what needs purification into the fire to allow it to then dissolve into the light, and I say thank you for this opportunity. Blessings, Lorree Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , shrikant phule <shrikantphule@ ...> wrote: > > Dear Chrism, > I find that there exsists a sense of jealousy towards K awakened persons,even from our near and dear ones.I have informed you earlier,that my K was awakened accidently during Tm reiki initiation.I was delighted and told this to my sister in good faith.She did not express any opinion.In 2003 I went to her to have 3rd degree initiation.She refused and asked me to come after few days.I returned after a month to her home.Before initiation she asked me sarcastically, 'so if your kundalini is awakened;why do you need to have 3rd degree initiation ?' > I was upset,bit angry but still insisted,she should initiate me.Before she started initiatio I prayed to Ma kundalini,'If you have been really awakened in me,please teach this lady a good lesson, so that she will not doubt and insult me or utter such words again.' > After initiation she asked me if I experienced anything? I said no,I have not.She was angry and bit frightened.She told me while she was initiating me she experienced vibrations,and electric current passing throgh her spine.I smiled.I knew Ma Kundalini had obliged me by teaching her a lesson. > I felt a bit sorry for her.A lesson was needed to be taught to her for insulting K awakening.I still dont understand why some people have an envious attitude towards K awakened.Of course I have told only 2-3 persons regarding K awakening,but one of them is still jealous,my own sister...... .......... ......shrikant > > > See the Web & #39;s breaking stories, chosen by people like you. Check out Buzz. http://in.buzz. / > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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