Guest guest Posted September 13, 2009 Report Share Posted September 13, 2009 Chrism is this a continuing of dismembetment? About 30 minutes after falling asleep I began have this dream or whaterver. It seemed I was someone else and I was painting in bed. I think I had been painting a long time and I kept falling asleep painting. I kept waking up and falling asleep several times trying to get the painting finished. Then I became aware of this hugh bald guy coming into my room. I was in sleep paralysis amd could not move and he came over and sat on the edge of my bed and told me to relax. I was asleep in the wrong direction on the bed on my stomach (I never sleep on my stomach in real). He put his hand on the back of my neck and told me he was there to kill me and that there was nothing I could do about. I was not afraid, but then I woke up. I couldn't get back to sleep so I thought I might as well get up and post this. My energy is pulsing all over, here and there and I am burning up. I have not felt so much heat in a while. There is pressure in the middle of my back about 3rd chakra level and feeling squeasiness in my stomach. Well I downed a whole bottle of water while writing this, and am calmed down. I am going to see if I can go back to sleep now. It is almost time to get James up for work though. Linda , " " <> wrote: > > This was a dismemberment experience Linda. Congratulations! - chrism > > , " danceswithcats999 " <crazycats711@> wrote: > > After a few minutes a hand appeared holding something, which it put inside my chest, my heart I think. The hand and what it was holding just went right in. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 13, 2009 Report Share Posted September 13, 2009 More fear testing. You passed dear Linda! - Nice going. - chrism , " danceswithcats999 " <crazycats711 wrote: > > is this a continuing of dismembetment? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 13, 2009 Report Share Posted September 13, 2009 Thanks Chrism! It is amazing to be so calm when someone is telling you they are going to kill you. In sleep paralysis things seem so real. The time James was so upset he put his gun to my head, I was calm then in real time. It sort of felt the same. Linda , " " <> wrote: > > More fear testing. You passed dear Linda! - Nice going. - chrism Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 13, 2009 Report Share Posted September 13, 2009 Hi Linda, When I was first experimenting with astral projections, I started out with having these sleep paralysis episodes. They were horrible! I mean I would wake up, could not move, and see a huge guy with a bag on this head hitting me in the stomach with a huge axe. The first time I was petrified. After more and more episodes as I woke up during sleep paralysis I could right away tell myself " ok this is sleep paralysis, im going to probably see some crazy stuff " . I would then laugh at the huge guy with an axe and tell him that " It doesnt hurt. NA NA NANANA! " lol. After hearing this he started hitting my stomach harder and harder with his axe. Finally he just gave up and disappeared. And then the vibrations came.. Mike On Sun, Sep 13, 2009 at 4:32 AM, danceswithcats999 <crazycats711wrote: > > > is this a continuing of dismembetment? About 30 minutes after > falling asleep I began have this dream or whaterver. It seemed I was someone > else and I was painting in bed. I think I had been painting a long time and > I kept falling asleep painting. I kept waking up and falling asleep several > times trying to get the painting finished. Then I became aware of this hugh > bald guy coming into my room. I was in sleep paralysis amd could not move > and he came over and sat on the edge of my bed and told me to relax. I was > asleep in the wrong direction on the bed on my stomach (I never sleep on my > stomach in real). He put his hand on the back of my neck and told me he was > there to kill me and that there was nothing I could do about. I was not > afraid, but then I woke up. I couldn't get back to sleep so I thought I > might as well get up and post this. My energy is pulsing all over, here and > there and I am burning up. I have not felt so much heat in a while. There is > pressure in the middle of my back about 3rd chakra level and feeling > squeasiness in my stomach. > > Well I downed a whole bottle of water while writing this, and am calmed > down. I am going to see if I can go back to sleep now. It is almost time to > get James up for work though. > > Linda > > --- In <%40ya\ hoogroups.com>, > " " <> wrote: > > > > This was a dismemberment experience Linda. Congratulations! - chrism > > > > --- In <%40ya\ hoogroups.com>, > " danceswithcats999 " <crazycats711@> wrote: > > > > After a few minutes a hand appeared holding something, which it put > inside my chest, my heart I think. The hand and what it was holding just > went right in. > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 13, 2009 Report Share Posted September 13, 2009 Yes Linda you are doing well in this area. These lessons teach us to have trust inside some of our most powerful and often disturbing experiences. We are given examples of surrender that engender our ability to " Have no fear " no matter what is occurring knowing that we are being gifted the sheaths of the divine natures from which death has no reference except as a transformative vehicle. - blessings and brilliance and love and bliss to you dear Linda! The last time I had someone point a loaded pistol at me and order me to something I refused and invited him to pull the trigger. He was given to not accept the invitation. I do not recommend this for others but it was appropriate for me at the time. No fear is the best way. Prudence is also a virtue. Discernment is the guide that allows one to pass these narrow paths. - chrism , " danceswithcats999 " <crazycats711 wrote: > > Thanks Chrism! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 13, 2009 Report Share Posted September 13, 2009 Hi Chrism, >The last time I had someone point a loaded pistol at me and order me to something I refused and invited him to pull the trigger. He was given to not accept the invitation. I do not recommend this for others but it was appropriate for me at the time. No fear is the best way. Prudence is also a virtue. Discernment is the guide that allows one to pass these narrow paths. - chrism< Reading this makes me think of what you wrote on the card you gave me when we met in Venice ~ very wise words you say ~ no fear is the best way and prudence and discernment are also very important as well. Thank you for your very special gift of the Scatterfield and Shaktipat! Best, Angelina -- In , " " <> wrote: > > Yes Linda you are doing well in this area. These lessons teach us to have trust inside some of our most powerful and often disturbing experiences. We are given examples of surrender that engender our ability to " Have no fear " no matter what is occurring knowing that we are being gifted the sheaths of the divine natures from which death has no reference except as a transformative vehicle. - blessings and brilliance and love and bliss to you dear Linda! > > The last time I had someone point a loaded pistol at me and order me to something I refused and invited him to pull the trigger. He was given to not accept the invitation. I do not recommend this for others but it was appropriate for me at the time. No fear is the best way. Prudence is also a virtue. Discernment is the guide that allows one to pass these narrow paths. - chrism > > , " danceswithcats999 " <crazycats711@> wrote: > > > > Thanks Chrism! > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 13, 2009 Report Share Posted September 13, 2009 Living in God's grace is truly wonderful! Linda , " " <> wrote: > The last time I had someone point a loaded pistol at me and order me to something I refused and invited him to pull the trigger. He was given to not accept the invitation. I do not recommend this for others but it was appropriate for me at the time. No fear is the best way. Prudence is also a virtue. Discernment is the guide that allows one to pass these narrow paths. - chrism Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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