Guest guest Posted September 16, 2009 Report Share Posted September 16, 2009 Chrism and Everyone: Morning meditation: I pull over the pool floaty and sat upon it. I had just begun to settle in and a cicada beetle buzzed over me…my nutty Labrador, apparently thinking she was doing me a favor (which in the long run I guess she did), snapped at the bug and chomped into my right index finger and thumb. I let out a huge @!*@, and this in turn caused me to burst out crying (because I seldom curse like that and it came out like an explosion). I put the dogs inside and attempted again to settle in to my " alone time " . I had been thinking about feelings of abandonment…about the lack of closure and how tormenting this feeling is; how quickly I turn the blame and guilt upon myself because I don't know or understand the true reason for the disappearance of my confident and friend who had grown so close to my heart. And apparently too, I'm mad. It plagues my thoughts daily and my soul feels torn. I think a part of me is just mad because I know that I have to face and experience it...and inside I'm throwing a tandrum wanting to know why?! Would anyone be able to share please how they may have gotten through something similar? It's a brand new feeling for me (although " oddly " parallels the feelings that came up in a past life memory). I was trying to settle my thoughts and breathe into a calm place, but my mind was a swirling and my eyes kept popping open. When I looked down, the printing on the floaty mat read " Sunrays™-not to be used as a lifesaving device. " So I took with me and contemplated upon this. As I was meditating I got a picture of the moon. The moon shed large crystalline tears which dropped into the ocean, and as they hit the water they caused large waves which I watched crash upon the rocks and then settle into a calm within time of reaching the shore. Any thoughts? Chrism: These past couple of days while meditating, my body starts to sway like a pendulum, and then moved in a clockwise motion. The sensation of the movement up my spin is amazing…which leaves me with kriyas in my pelvic area. The circular, back and forth movement is something new to me, but it's literally like an uncoiling so I've been trying to let it runs its course. It's a bit challenging for me to write this, because I'm a private person…but given that it is the second chakra, I am wondering if I'm suppose to try to re-direct the energy from moving into an org*@m, or just let what happens happens. If I'm to get through these blocks I guess I just need to ask. (Gosh help me…now I have my name signed to this post and to the cosmic c@@chie.) On a different and green note, I was listening to talk radio from Valentine's Day. I really enjoyed the love blessing and was hopeful of finding this in the posts/files. I have not been so fortunate as to locate it. Can anyone direct me to it please (if it is indeed written out). Happy uncoilings and blessings. -Danielle Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 16, 2009 Report Share Posted September 16, 2009 You are just too cute really, you made me smile with your post! heehee :-)) Enjoy the energy love, I think you can just let it do its thing and don't try to redirect or change it in anyway, thats the joy of being female. love elektra x x x I guess I just need to ask. (Gosh help me…now I have my name signed to this post and to the cosmic c@@chie.) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 16, 2009 Report Share Posted September 16, 2009 Thanks Elektra. Perhaps there should be an additional warning label added to the k-files...i.e. one may wish to wait a while after having experienced k-activity during meditation before posting a question. What on earth did I write this morning to 1600 eyes! Thanks, K-Ma...no rocks apparently go unturned in this journey. (Shaking my head.) -Danielle , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > > You are just too cute really, you made me smile with your post! heehee :-)) > Enjoy the energy love, I think you can just let it do its thing and don't try to redirect or change it... > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 17, 2009 Report Share Posted September 17, 2009 I have shared my deepest and most personal things on this website, i think its the honesty and openness that makes this such an amazing place, no one is judging, only expanding with love at the beauty of sharing and caring x x x love ya elektra x x x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 17, 2009 Report Share Posted September 17, 2009 Hey Danielle, It's funny but i have the same exact things happen to me while meditating the last couple of weeks. The Kriyas in the pelvic area and these intense s & xual energy rising up..hehe no pun intended..i just wanna let it go and flow but as Chrism says no need to spill anything and waste the precious energy. in light & love, edgar  Chrism: These past couple of days while meditating, my body starts to sway like a pendulum, and then moved in a clockwise motion. The sensation of the movement up my spin is amazing…which leaves me with kriyas in my pelvic area. The circular, back and forth movement is something new to me, but it's literally like an uncoiling so I've been trying to let it runs its course. It's a bit challenging for me to write this, because I'm a private person…but given that it is the second chakra, I am wondering if I'm suppose to try to re-direct the energy from moving into an org*@m, or just let what happens happens. If I'm to get through these blocks I guess I just need to ask. (Gosh help me…now I have my name signed to this post and to the cosmic c@@chie.) -Danielle Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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