As the pendulum swings- Danielle

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Hello Danielle,

Everything is amplified especially emotional traumas. We can ask

" Why did this happen? " " Why am I here alone? " Yes Danielle I have also been

allowed to ask these very same questions earlier in my process and inside of

this amplification of emotional abandonment the answers from me may not make

enough sense to plug the hole you feel.

 

And they shouldn't. They are for your personal process to discover.

 

When we come into this experience within the heart attachments one of the

hardest lessons can be to detach from any kind of relationship that draws our

attentions away from the transformations occurring within. Romances can be the

first thing to go. Not always but it does occur.

 

These changes are the bringing of very needed balances and reconciliations that

we often cannot have while ensconced in a relationship that can often hide or

relieve the issues that come up from a source that is not our own. We often need

to be alone with this. To come into our own answers and our own discernment

which you have been doing so very well Danielle! You are asking all of the good

questions!

 

Bouncing off of a group or distant individual is not the same as having another

person there twenty four seven. We in our stark nakedness to the forces that are

coming to bear within us would naturally want to reach out for emotional

sustenance and succor from another. For some processes this cannot be allowed as

it can rob us of the inner strengths that are being developed.

 

We will always take a path of least resistance in some of the hard and harsh

emotional experiences that can occur with the Kundalini. Sometimes the best

experiences that can occur are those that happen to us and us alone. Alone at

night in the depth of the darkness can we be given certain lessons or alone in

the wild are certain messages given that if others were with us we would miss

completely!

 

So Kundalini divinity will arrange for certain restraints upon an individuals

social discourse and emotional relationships in order to give the divine child

the opportunity to reclaim from an individual and alone point of reference a way

of understanding and experience that is for them, and from them, to have alone.

To have another there would be too much of a distraction and a potential source

of attention that may not be to the persons benefit at this time in their

process.

 

This isn't a forever. But it is long enough for the work and the changes to be

given and the refinements to be attained. Took me much time in this as I could

not understand why I had to be alone and of what use that was as I was so

acclimated to having the other person with me before this part of the process

was to begin.

 

When we became separated - harshly - so that there was no chance of return to

the relationship. This was when this part of the painful emotional

transformation process for me began.

 

The heart is torn open and we meet our love as it flows down our chest.

 

And after a time the divine healing and understandings begin there.

We must be open and available to have the inner most areas of our emotional body

reconstructed. We must have our emotional needs and desires redirected. We must

be able to stand on our own emotional legs without the support of another in

order to walk within the exaltation that is forming within.

 

This is a big deal!

 

Most people never come out from emotional bondage. They need to much or need to

little. With Kundalini comes a resurrection of balance and knowledge and the

grace of a divine understanding of the greater values of love outside of action

and reaction. Outside of need versus satisfaction of need. We are given far

greater information and for this to be given our expected formats of emotional

expression and reception will need to be transformed.

 

So we are abandoned by familiar love. We are given into a scenario with a person

where this " will " occur.

 

We are left alone to wander through the classrooms of self doubt and self pity

and self hatred amid astonished heart rending emotional spasms of hurt and

rejection. If we know what is occurring then our travel through these lessons

can be swift. If we resist and struggle to reclaim that which has been taken

then our speed comes to a pace that allows us to feel and experience the lessons

within the pain that shape the way we come through it and towards the

understandings behind the teaching. Sometimes we will struggle in these areas. I

did.

 

So my friend it wasn't you and it was. It was an aspect of your divinity that is

transforming you from the deepest inner core of your emotions. From your needs

as a person to your expectations of love to your fear of being alone that all

people share. You are in the advanced school. And inside of this advancement is

the divine flame taking shape. Keep going my friend. There is much more to your

love that is awaiting you're........

 

About the circular motions yes this is the Kundalini unwinding within you though

it is a combination of the first AND the second as both come into this range of

expression. Please allow yourself to have the orga & ms. They will often come fast

and furious and let them go! Let yourself be in extreme orgasm & c pleasure all

day long. Wear the plastic underwear if needed. This is natural to your process

and not to be restricted. - blessings to you! - chrism

 

 

, " iamwaitingmoon "

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