Heartbreak and the Kundalini

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Formed from Danielle's post.

 

 

Everything is amplified within the Kundalini awakening none more so than the

emotional traumas. Inside of our pain and our sorrow there can be confusion and

blame and deep, very deep, hurt and injury to our self worth and our self

expectations and our understandings of what love is expected to be. We can ask:

 

" Why? How? Did this happen? " " Why am I here alone? "

 

Yes I have authentic experience having been allowed to ask these very same

questions earlier in my process. Inside of this Kundalini amplification of

emotional isolation and pain the answers I give may not be enough to plug the

hole you may be experiencing at this time. And they shouldn't. They are there

for your personal process to discover. These rips into your heart are there for

the divine exaltation through the release of toxic programming and information.

A conduit of release from mundane concepts that cannot co exist with the

enlightenment process that comes with the Kundalini awakening.

 

But keep reading and the reasons will become clear that you must have this. It

is a necessary part of the process of Kundalini awakening.

 

When we come into this experience within the emotional heart attachments one of

the hardest lessons can be to detach from any kind of relationship that draws

our attentions away from the transformations occurring within. Romances can be

the

first thing to go.

 

Not always but it does occur often enough especially when the relationship may

not be as balanced as it could otherwise be. Or there is a karmic reason for

this to occur.

 

By this I am describing a relationship where one person loves too much or one

person loves too little or both expressions are being experienced within the

relationship.

 

These Kundalini induced changes are the initiation of needed balances and

reconciliations that we often cannot have while ensconced in a relationship.

Emotional attachments can often hide or relieve the issues that come up from a

source that is not of our own. We often need to be alone with this and authentic

in our feeling and experience of these inner heart issues. This can allow us to

come into our own answers and our own discernment of actions and reactions past

and present within the many experiential agendas of our emotional expressions.

 

Bouncing off of a group or distant individual is not the same as having another

person there twenty four hours a day and seven days a week. We in our stark

emotional nakedness to the forces that are coming to bear from within us would

naturally want to reach out for emotional sustenance and succor from another.

Yet for some processes of the Kundalini awakening this cannot be allowed as it

can rob us of the inner strengths that are being developed. Painful processes

yet extremely important processes.

 

We will always take a path of least resistance in some of the hard and harsh

emotionally traumatic experiences that can occur with the Kundalini awakening

transformations. Sometimes the best experiences that can occur are those that

happen to us and us alone. Alone at night in the depth of the darkness can we be

given certain lessons of being alone with just " our thoughts " and " our feelings "

and not be intertwined into those of another person. Or alone in the wilderness

we are given certain messages that if others were there with us we would miss

completely!

 

So Kundalini divinity will arrange for certain restraints upon an individual's

social discourse and emotional relationship in order to give the divine child

the opportunity to reclaim from an individual and singular point of reference

ways of understanding and experiences that are for them, and from them, to have

by themselves alone. To have another there would be too much of a distraction

and a potential source of attention that may not be appropriate or to the

persons benefit at this time in their process.

 

This isn't forever. But it is long enough for the work and the changes to be

given and the refinements to be attained. I spent much time in this as I could

not understand why I had to be alone and of what use that was as I was so

acclimated to having the other person with me before this part of the process

was to begin.

 

When we became separated – harshly separated - so that there was no chance of

return to the relationship. This was when this part of the painful emotional

transformation process began for me.

 

The heart is torn open and we meet our love as it flows down our chest. We bleed

our love through tears and through the agony of remorse or abandonment or

through merely being left alone.

 

Even within this pain it is a needed and necessary exposing of the limitations

and programming and karma that we release when this occurs. We release the

toxins of our emotional body within our heaving of despair and loneliness. From

these empty shores does the Kundalini divine begin to rebuild and restructure

our emotional body.

 

We become abandoned by our familiar love. We are given into an emotional

situation with a person where this " will " occur. With just the right person for

the task. We do not and cannot know it in advance as that would cheapen the

lesson. No, we enter into it with the innocence of a child opening our hearts to

the fullness of our love as much as we are able to do so. And just at the right

moment the person of our loving expression will leave. Or will in some way be

taken away from us. Leaving us to roil in the tumultuous crucible of heart

break.

 

We are left alone to wander through the classrooms of self doubt and self pity

and self hatred amid astonished heart rending emotional spasms of hurt and

rejection. If we come to know what is occurring then our travel through these

lessons can be more rapid but the lessons must be learned and the balances must

be attained if we are to proceed.

 

This knowledge does comes to us and we do progress. If we resist and struggle

to reclaim that which has been taken then our speed comes to a pace that allows

us to feel and experience the lessons within the pain that shape the way we come

through it and towards the understandings behind the teaching. Sometimes we will

struggle for some time in these areas. I know I did.

 

 

And after a time, the length of which is individual to us all, the divine

healing and understandings begin to shine forth. It is of great importance that

we be open and available to have the inner most areas of our emotional body

reconstructed. We must have our emotional needs and desires redirected. We must

be able to stand on our own emotional legs without the support of another in

order to walk within the exaltation that is forming within all of the bodies of

expression as given through the Kundalini awakening.

 

This is a big deal!

 

Most people never come out from under emotional bondage. They need too much or

need too little. With Kundalini comes a resurrection of balance within self

worth and knowledge. A grace of a divine understanding towards even greater

values of love will come that are outside of action and reaction. Outside of

need versus the satisfying of need. We are given far greater information and for

this to be given our expected formats of emotional expression and reception will

need to be transformed. So Kundalini does this whether we know it or understand

it or not.

 

And we are given opportunities to forgive. We forgive our self and anyone else

involved and this expression of divine love will become a very powerful balm for

the person.

 

So it isn't you and yet it is. Kundalini is at once part of you and at once

part of a totally different divine structure of life expression. It is the

aspect of your divinity that is

transforming you from the deepest inner core of your emotions. From your needs

as a person, to your expectations of love and what that means to you, to the

fear of being alone or abandoned that all people share.

 

You are in the advanced school of divine evolution. The real deal. And inside of

this advancement is the divine flame taking shape. Keep going my friend. There

is so much more to your love that is awaiting you're........transition. –

blessings and love to you. - chrism

[Guest guest]

Ahhh, the meat that has been missing from my sandwich....I will read this over

and over until it sinks in............

 

What a blessing to be given what we need exactly when we need it..........

 

great love to you............

 

Julie

 

--- On Thu, 9/17/09, <> wrote:

 

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Heartbreak and the Kundalini

 

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Formed from Danielle's post.

 

 

 

Everything is amplified within the Kundalini awakening none more so than the

emotional traumas. Inside of our pain and our sorrow there can be confusion and

blame and deep, very deep, hurt and injury to our self worth and our self

expectations and our understandings of what love is expected to be.. We can ask:

 

 

 

" Why? How? Did this happen? " " Why am I here alone? "

 

 

 

Y