Guest guest Posted September 22, 2009 Report Share Posted September 22, 2009 Blessings and much love for you Warren! You are going well and you are inside of great changes whether or not they have become tactile for you as yet. Let us review a little here: You have been a member here and practicing the safeties since a bit after September sixth 2009. It is now the twenty second of September 2009. So about fifteen days yes? Give or take. You have had one day of Shaktipat. One day of a seven day process. You state that you feel no difference in the dynamics of your body. I am not surprised as it takes some time within a conditioning environment for specific results to be received. This " time period " is different for everyone and so I do not place a barrier against instantaneous results for you as your time period may in fact be very quick. You say you have no expectation and yet I feel that you do. This is ok as it can help you to continue to practice and follow the directions. Sometimes we need expectations and sometimes we do not. I have found that those who are young to this energetic divine do need to have some expectations as it helps them to feel they CAN receive. After a time though expectation is not healthy as it is a function of the ego and ego doesnt understand the Kundalini divine. Please realize that you are very young to this practice, this " specific practice " for Kundalini development and the dynamics of Kundalini preparation. Even so you come with certain gifts already intact! Let us see how things go for you my friend and let us pray for slow incremental developments. - blessings and virtue for you Warren. - chrism , " wtw11171 " <wtw11171 wrote: > > Blessings Chrism!!! > > I have not felt much more then normal with my sexual energy. Perhaps tomorrow I will feel the heat/cold but I am not putting any expectation on this. Thank you. > > Warren > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 22, 2009 Report Share Posted September 22, 2009 Blessings Chrism!!! Yes you are correct in what you are saying. I am not here very long and should not be expecting anything. There is a part of me that is excited. I am sure there is some expectation on my part. I know there is a part of me that longs to feel embraced by the Divine. There is also the voice that will say nothing will occur here. I am trying to be disciplined and listen to nothing. I know that I must continue to practice the safeties, pray, meditate and just let go. I apologize for my impatience, Thy Will be done. Warren Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 22, 2009 Report Share Posted September 22, 2009 No need to apologize! it is natural to feel this way and you are not alone in these feelings! - lol. No I write to you in order to help you understand that there are environmental conditioning factors behind the safety protocols. The reasons for these are many and one cannot say that your divine expression isnt going to be rapid. My " hopes " are that it will not be but only your divine knows for sure. We as individuals do not really understand what it is to have the divine expressing through the physical flesh. It isnt always roses and cupcakes as there are sometimes lifetimes of dross to release. This can come out in various ways and is part of the purification process. The process isnt always easy even when you know it is occurring and doubly disturbing if you dont! We are given the task of readying the temple for the enlightenment process to begin. From this point we are challenged by our fears. We as sentient adults do not really know all of the fears that we have within. Somethings just get buried from childhood. It is in these areas as well as the adult areas that fear balances are given. When we walk hand in hand with the divine we come " up " to that level. It doesnt come down to ours. Part of coming up to that level is the surrender of fear, of ego controls, of the need for sensate validation, attachements, social programming, the requirement of monetary power and position and many other areas of surrender. All these things go into the crucible of our enlightenment and are burned into the purities that they need to become. It can be a very difficult path at first because of the tactile phenomena and its strangeness. Just the emotional expressions becoming so dominant are enough to cause a person to seek medical help. So please know this my friend. These are very strong interactive and permanent areas of purification and balance. Some have written that Kundalini is like placing a ten your old child in the cockpit of an F-18 fighter jet and letting them go! I feel it is far more dangerous. Remember your family. Remember your employment. Remember that there are responsibilities to living a life in this society at this time in this society. Slow is good. No apologies needed my friend. - lol! - chrism - Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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