melancholy + ego issues - Aarni

[Guest guest]

You perhaps were expecting to be searching for your head that was blown off? -

lol! You were expecting to be walking within the grace of divinity simply for

the short practice of a technique and the waving of the masters hand?

 

You have been a member here for twenty four days.

 

You have been in the practice of the safeties for even less time. I appreciate

the drive and the the inner need to have this condition of Kundalini come upon

you and I honor that drive and guidance within you. Really I do!

 

If I can help it you will not be thrown into the deep end of the pool before you

can swim. So please pay attention to your swimming instructor and keep blowing

those bubbles! (practicing those safeties!)

 

At this stage we are often teaching people how not to urinate in the shallow end

of the pool. lol! Everyone gets to be a beginner. Everyone gets to be a child. -

blessings and blessings and more blessings to you Aarni! You will continue to

progress and from that progress will you be given that which you can handle at

that time.

 

You and the other blessed beginners here have no idea " as yet " for what comes

with the teachings and conditionings towards enlightenment. What abject JOY and

abject TERROR must be experienced in order to cross certain gates and thresholds

of conditioning.

 

Yes the Shaktipat will begin to realign your " thinking " This is one of the

" first steps " toward swimming in the deep end! - chrism

 

 

, " spiralingsnake "

<aarni.kimmo wrote:

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> I have been very melancholic this evening.

[Guest guest]

Hey! I never peed in a pool! Not even the shallow end This message put me in

a great mood.

 

My mind is patient, but there is another part of it that is really really

impatient ...like a divided personality in that respect. Intellectually I know

I should not be expecting to look for my off-blown head yet, but then there is

the other part... x)

 

Gratefully,

Aarni

 

 

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> You perhaps were expecting to be searching for your head that was blown off? -

lol! You were expecting to be walking within the grace of divinity simply for

the short practice of a technique and the waving of the masters hand?

>

> You have been a member here for twenty four days.

>

> You have been in the practice of the safeties for even less time. I appreciate

the drive and the the inner need to have this condition of Kundalini come upon

you and I honor that drive and guidance within you. Really I do!

>

> If I can help it you will not be thrown into the deep end of the pool before

you can swim. So please pay attention to your swimming instructor and keep

blowing those bubbles! (practicing those safeties!)

>

> At this stage we are often teaching people how not to urinate in the shallow

end of the pool. lol! Everyone gets to be a beginner. Everyone gets to be a

child. - blessings and blessings and more blessings to you Aarni! You will

continue to progress and from that progress will you be given that which you can

handle at that time...

[Guest guest]

Hey Aarni, I know where you're coming from. Ive been a member of this group for

quite a few months now, in fact it could be coming up on a year..? (has it been

that long??!)

 

My head doesnt get blown off, and its my third shaktipat. Its a steady path Im

finding. I also find that I make the most progress when I do things myself, the

shaktipat refocuses me on what I should be thinking and doing, then I spend time

afterwards doing it. It was the hardest part for me to accept that I wouldnt be

clicking my fingers and then speaking to God =)

 

The other hard part is not knowing your own progress. Are you one step closer?

Maybe two this time? Or have you not moved? Im currently trying to let go of

that side to me as well, the need to have a yard stick for everything

(scientific mind doesnt seem to work well with this!). The more I think about it

the more I feel that trying to measure my own progress is what actually ends up

holding me back.

 

Hopefully some of that might ring true with you as well Aarni?

 

Blessings and love (even writing blessing and love took time to actually mean

it! lol)

 

Andy

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