Guest guest Posted September 25, 2009 Report Share Posted September 25, 2009 Namaste, Andrew I've got that scientific mind going on too, but luckily my thinking has shifted toward the right hemisphere during the last year. Also, I guess attributes like impatience and unwavering male determinance aka " tunnel vision " aren't all bad as they brought me here so fast. Maybe you too? But now could be the right time for me too to start taming them. How have you changed during the time you have been here? How did you end up here? Btw, I don't always write " blessings " or " love " in the end of a message because it would not always be sincere. I'm getting there. Blessings =), Aarni , " Andrew " <andyrpreston wrote: > > Hey Aarni, I know where you're coming from. Ive been a member of this group for quite a few months now, in fact it could be coming up on a year..? (has it been that long??!) > > My head doesnt get blown off, and its my third shaktipat. Its a steady path Im finding. I also find that I make the most progress when I do things myself, the shaktipat refocuses me on what I should be thinking and doing, then I spend time afterwards doing it. It was the hardest part for me to accept that I wouldnt be clicking my fingers and then speaking to God =) > > The other hard part is not knowing your own progress. Are you one step closer? Maybe two this time? Or have you not moved? Im currently trying to let go of that side to me as well, the need to have a yard stick for everything (scientific mind doesnt seem to work well with this!). The more I think about it the more I feel that trying to measure my own progress is what actually ends up holding me back. > > Hopefully some of that might ring true with you as well Aarni? > > Blessings and love (even writing blessing and love took time to actually mean it! lol) > > Andy > x > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 26, 2009 Report Share Posted September 26, 2009 I ended up here through initially starting Reiki. Strange as it sounds my dog had arthritis and I was desperate to do something to ease his pain. A friend suggested I try taking up Reiki to help him, so I did. I guess that set me off down a path I wouldnt otherwise have gone down. A year later I came across a website offering kundalini reiki, I didnt have any idea what the first word meant so I did a bit of digging, and here I am. Theres a lot more too it than that but thats the very short version =) Ive changed in so many ways, all of them good. My relationship with my wife has improved (I don't think I was that great a person before...), Im a much better person all round, I live with others in mind and I finally feel like Im not desperately searching for answers because they are all here!! How about yourself? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 26, 2009 Report Share Posted September 26, 2009 Hello Again! That last part about " Im not desperately searching for answers because they are all here!! " is exactly how I've been feeling lately. It's strange to find all the answers to my questions in one place. Especially after looking actively for them for 2 years Which brings me to how I ended up here. I tried homeopathy about 2 years ago and it put me first in a total physical collapse. Soon after my body had crumbled, so did the mind. The society structures here offered no help for deppression except pills How great is that! So I had to start looking for answers my self. I'm so grateful for the internet! It's like back then I was Neo and chose to swallow the red pill Almost everything I thought was everything was nothing. Illusion. Thinking back, many of the symptoms I associated with the depression actually had something to do with kundalini. If I only had known then! I think reiki and depression are pretty common ways to start on this path. Personally I probably needed the harsh lesson because my paradign of the universe was so incompatible with kundalini (agnostic, darwinist). I was thinking of becoming and english teacher at one point too. I hope it's enjoyable to you, and wish you the best in the future =) Aarni , " Andrew " <andyrpreston wrote: > > I ended up here through initially starting Reiki. Strange as it sounds my dog had arthritis and I was desperate to do something to ease his pain. A friend suggested I try taking up Reiki to help him, so I did. I guess that set me off down a path I wouldnt otherwise have gone down.... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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