7th day

[Guest guest]

Shaktipat has been an experience I will treasure and thank you for the

gift of it.

So many things have happened during this time since the scatterfield was

placed.... quite a lot of it I do not understand at all.... The " sequences " of

events did not occur as I would perhaps have antisipated them to.... I am

getting better at accepting what is given, when it is given... although I am

still far far away from really being in the now of is!!

I am living a duel or split or paralell life(s).... There are times when these

absolutly merge into one and this is to be more and more the case. This is

difficult to articulate.

I learned during the Shaktipat about the escape hatches I have used.. those

became clear to me and k has revealed such to me that " turning back " or stopping

or denying is not something I would choose to do. I have in the past " ignored "

the devine experiences because to fully embrace them would mean to continue

forward on this path and for me that was as scarey as meeting those darker

entities !! I know, hard to make sense of..lol.

I would like to share a bit about today...

This morning I had to drive to a meeting a few hours in the car. I was not

looking forward to it at all and I knew I would be somewhere " not nice " at

11am. As I drove out towards the country my head began to tingle ... I became

aware of absolutly every single thing that existed on the journey... not just

every single tree but the branches and the leaves... not just the green verges

at the side of the road but each blade of grass... every bird in a flock... each

head and body and wing and feather on the wing... I was aware of the earth, of

mother earth I could feel her pulsate through my feet..even though I was

actually driving the car... I can not describe the joy of all that was, and I

was driving a car at the very same time.... merged but seperate. Sound came to

my throat and again it vibrated from me in the car. some hours had passed and I

began to near the city.. I seemed to be able to tune in and out of this

" place " .... I needed to tune out and to stay tuned out so I played some music

for a while.... anyway I won't go on and on as I have written enough but I

wanted to share some of it.. and say thank you.

I sure hope some of that makes some sence...lol!

Love Julia.

[Guest guest]

it surely does make sense, I have heard many talk about this beautiful

experience of feeling/seeing/knowing every blade of grass, every leaf, every

grain of sand!!! Sounds really wonderful, glad you had a lovely drive, I bet

that made your meeting kind of fuzzy and warm.

love elektra x x x

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Yes, Julia...I understand COMPLETELY and it all makes sense...that is MANY

blades of grass in your lush surroundings!

 

It is so lovely to hear of your experiences. From a reader's perspecitive,

personally I feel like I anxiously await the turning to the next page to read

on. Please continue to share. I learn so much from others' postings. Thank you

for this.

 

Love and Light-

Danielle

 

, " Julia " <jajahern

wrote:

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> I am living a duel or split or paralell life(s).... There are times when these

absolutly merge into one...

.... I became aware of absolutly every single thing that existed on the

journey...

> Love Julia.

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