My Experience Monday

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I had a big scare Monday! I was at my computer looking for something I needed

for a project I am wanting to do and I was having problems with it freezing up.

My energy was strong and I was getting frustrated because of it freezing up. (It

and I need to release energy, hehe!)

 

Anyway, while I was looking I came across this website for a strange looking

yoga called nauli (sp) yoga. I watched a few videos and thought I would see if I

could do it. I thought it would be good to learn because it said it was good for

digestion and metabolism. I don't think I did it right, but in the trying my

energy got stronger and my computer was freezing up even more so. Then there was

this noise and my computer shut off and on two times quickly and went dead and

so did the house electricity for a second. There was electricity all in the air

around me. I thought I had been electrocuted! I felt strange all over. I am

sore all over yesterday and into today.

 

After I got my self together a little, I went and turned on the TV to see if

there was a storm, I wasn't hearing one. The TV showed there were storms about

30 miles north of me, but clear skies here except for a few cotton ball clouds.

 

I then went to call chrism to have him check me, to see if I was OK. I tried to

dial the number and the phone flew out of my hand and went dead. I had to plug

it into the charger to be able to call. said I was ok. I think I ask him

several time, " are your sure? " Sorry Chrism! I wasn't doubting you, it was

because I was feeling so freaking weird and quivering inside and still I am

feeling strange today. My legs still felt like jello or rubber legs. He told

me to drive to the hospital and send my energy out to the people there. I

didn't know if I could drive with the way I was, but I did. I was sending out

to people passing in their cars all the way there, too.

 

After I was at the hospital a long while, I then went on over to the park and

walked around and sent to people there until it got dark out. I was a little

tired when I finally arrived back to the house, so I laid down, but my legs and

arms began jerking and my insides started doing flip-flops. After about an hour

or so of that, I when outside to walk in the grass again, then this strong urge

hit me to lay down in the grass, so I did. I didn't care if there was a snake or

spider or water bug roach or whatever was in the grass in the dark. I laid there

on my back and looked at the moon awhile and listened to all the crickets that

were everywhere. I went and laid in the grass several times Monday night.

 

The earth smelled very earthy, hehe! My nose has been very hyper these last few

days. The grass was damp and cool and it felt so good just laying there on the

ground. I spent that time giving thanks and being grateful that I was there

being able to do that.

There is some tension in my neck and across the whole front of my chest sort of

aches. I am trying to stay relaxed. That on and off thing in my head is really

going strong.

 

Today I am still having the pain across my chest, but the pain in my right

kidney has stopped. I think this mostly affected me on the right side.

Yesterday my right hand was in a lot of pain. I keep getting the tingling and

fizzes all over much like that one day before shaktipat began.

 

My right eyes was doing a funky drawing up sensation. I am having a hard time

functioning mentally. I had to tell James about it because I kept having him to

repeat what he was saying. I was having a hard time focusing on the words coming

out.

 

This wasn't my first time to be shock by electricity. There have been several

times, actually. Once I was cleaning my stove and did a no! no! and the

electricity shot an arc of light up into the air and blew a hole in my stove.

Except for the grace of God it could have been me with the hole. I felt and saw

the electricity that time too but it didn't go into me. I have come close to

being hit my lightening a few times too. Close enough I could feel the energy in

the air.

 

I have been wondering and giving a lot of thought why this happen. I don't know

I am really quiet confused about it all. One day during shaktipat, I think it

was the 3rd day. I went over all the things to surrender and I stayed with each

one until I felt I did really surrender. One of the hardest ones was, could I

give up my computer. I thought about how I use to live before the computer and

it was ok, but the computer has enriched my life and I am grateful that I still

have one today. I would give it up though if I had to and make do. To get a

new one I would have to go get a job that pays money. Hehe!

 

I want to thank you for the shaktipat Chrism, this was my 11th one. I thank you

for all of them. They have all been very special. I do appreciate with all my

heart, all that you do for us and for being here. I will make visit to the

hospital and park often to send my energy out to help those in need. I do want

to be of service to others, in all the ways I can. I hope I am doing it right.

I do feel the energy flow through me and out whenever I send. I didn't

understand your e-mail. Maybe I can understand it another day.

 

I have been practicing being more out going and speaking with people who come my

way, even if sometimes it is only to look in their eye and a smile. I send them

my love and bless their day. I have probably initiated conversation with half

the people in my neighborhood this last year or so. I on purpose do it when I am

out shopping, too. Can a person change from an introvert to an extrovert? I

don't think so, we introverts need our alone time to be able to function out

there for a little while....

 

I am thankful I am still alive.

 

Blessings & love,

Linda

[Guest guest]

Dear Linda,

I can well understand you getting a big scare from what happened..wow! It is

amazing the phenonema(sp) that occur. You did soooooo well. " Why " questions

rise for me as well... For the most part I can let them go.... some of them are

just curious whys.

However I can understand you wanting to know a bit more about why the Electricty

is so Electric around you! Does it worry you greatly?

Thank you for sharing that and I love your example of talking to people on

purpose and spreading your love around.

 

Lots of love Julia

 

, " danceswithcats999 "

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