Iona's Shaktipat - ()

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Hi Chrism,

 

Thank you for officially accepting me as your student. It means a lot to me.

Thank you also for a wonderful Shaktipat which is slowly coming to an end over

the next few days. On the first night of the Shaktipat I had quite a violent

dream. I felt in control of the dream but also felt I needed it to play out as

my mind had planned.

 

Basically a man was attacking my husband, John, and about to stab him with a

very sharp, evil looking knife. In order to stop him being killed, I killed the

man. I then seemed to spend the rest of the dream on the run from police because

everyone said I should. before the dream ended I decided to give myself up and

explained with Johns help, what had gone on. I 'knew' that the advice given me

by well meaning friends was not the right thing for me and I was fully prepared

to face any consequences of my actions.

 

Yesterday morning I felt a very strong energy from John. It was a painful,

negative energy. I asked him what was wrong and he insisted everything was okay.

I did not push it as I've learnt that many men like to retreat into their

'caves' and brood over things rather than be open like women usually are.

Finally at 10pm he told me a cousin had died from a drug overdose. He hated the

pain his cousin had caused the rest of the family while stealing to keep up his

'habit'. But at the same time John was upset at his death and the upset that

would cause.

 

I fully understand his emotional dilemma, and I'm glad I waited for him to

express it in his own way in his own time. What I found shocking was the

strength of my empathic connection. I could feel it in my chest and my gut as if

I'd been punched. I'm aware of being empathic and I avoid crows and busy shops

because of this, but it's the first time I felt it as strongly in my home.

 

Thanks for listening and I will continue practising the safeties as always. They

have made me a much happier more contented person.

 

Blessings, Iona x