? right ear

[Guest guest]

I probably should not even write this...but I am going to because I share the

good and amazing stuff I had better share soem of the other too.... Love ain't

flowing here just now!

...it has been building up for a day or two.... and it is outside of my

control... seriously, I am very in tune with my feelings and thoughts and these

feelings are not of my own manufacturing...

That sounds so stupid but honestly it is true.

... I am feeling very intolerant of my daughter who is aged 7. Intollerent is

not something I do at all, cross and cranky at times but never intollenent( eg.

she has a disability and is slower at things and I can't stand this at the

moment)

...it is like a little love switch has gone out and I can't turn it back on...

... the intollerent feeling is not one I want here even for a passing moment. The

cranky and cross and mad and sad feelings are here also very strongly and from

no where..... it is like they have come in, or have been given to me, just like

the love and bliss is given freely these have also been given....

 

last night at some stage during K movements ..A circular something came over my

right ear..it had clips or claws and sort of latched on covering my right

ear....and began to send in heat and stuff... that in itself was no problem, I

surrender when I become aware of things like this happening ...

today I am getting some transiant shooting pain in my right ear... again no

problem, I can do the pain thing... but I feel so cross and cranky...I can't

bear this intollerence with in me... could my emotions be connected up to my

right ear..please don't laugh at that, (although I am smiling a bit here)... I

know it sounds a bit nuts!

 

I actually know that it really does not matter if it is connected to the right

ear or not... I really don't care anyway... I just want this to pass and pass

quickly... I really seem to have no say in the feelings that are here and I

don't like it.

Maybe I am just having a sort of tantrum and I just don't know it...

I am probably to behave in a loving manner and act correctly regardless of how I

am feeling??? I suppose this is a K test... I am not sure I will pass this one

at all as I feel so lost just now.

.... roll on the end of it!!!!

End of sharing... Cranky Julia.

[Guest guest]

Hi Julia,

 

Imho, it sounds like a possible

entity attachment. I've experienced

things like that, and it does tend

to put me in a negative emotional

state without any evident reasons.

 

I have found visualizations to work

really well. I don't know if Shakti

helps, but it sure feels like it.

I visualize sissors and snip them

away from me. After the visualization

I experience no more problems in that

particular area.

 

Maybe that will help.

 

Love, dhyana

 

, " Julia " <jajahern

wrote:

>

> I probably should not even write this...but I am going to because I share the

good and amazing stuff I had better share soem of the other too.... Love ain't

flowing here just now!

> ..it has been building up for a day or two.... and it is outside of my

control... seriously, I am very in tune with my feelings and thoughts and these

feelings are not of my own manufacturing...

> That sounds so stupid but honestly it is true.

> ... I am feeling very intolerant of my daughter who is aged 7. Intollerent

is not something I do at all, cross and cranky at times but never intollenent(

eg. she has a disability and is slower at things and I can't stand this at the

moment)

> ..it is like a little love switch has gone out and I can't turn it back on...

> .. the intollerent feeling is not one I want here even for a passing moment.

The cranky and cross and mad and sad feelings are here also very strongly and

from no where..... it is like they have come in, or have been given to me, just

like the love and bliss is given freely these have also been given....

>

> last night at some stage during K movements ..A circular something came over

my right ear..it had clips or claws and sort of latched on covering my right

ear....and began to send in heat and stuff... that in itself was no problem, I

surrender when I become aware of things like this happening ...

> today I am getting some transiant shooting pain in my right ear... again no

problem, I can do the pain thing... but I feel so cross and cranky...I can't

bear this intollerence with in me... could my emotions be connected up to my

right ear..please don't laugh at that, (although I am smiling a bit here)... I

know it sounds a bit nuts!

>

> I actually know that it really does not matter if it is connected to the

right ear or not... I really don't care anyway... I just want this to pass and

pass quickly... I really seem to have no say in the feelings that are here and

I don't like it.

> Maybe I am just having a sort of tantrum and I just don't know it...

> I am probably to behave in a loving manner and act correctly regardless of how

I am feeling??? I suppose this is a K test... I am not sure I will pass this one

at all as I feel so lost just now.

> ... roll on the end of it!!!!

> End of sharing... Cranky Julia.

>

[Guest guest]

Hi Julia, I can identify with what you going through. All summer I have been

fighting a sense of depression, that I do not know where it's coming from. I

have nothing to be depressed about that I can think of. It just keeps happening

ever few days or so. I get out of it by practicing inner joy, then next thing I

know it's back again. Maybe not so much a test, but things place in our path to

help in growing stronger spiritual muscles. I do not know how we are suppose to

tell if something is a test or an entity or lesson or what ever, but I guess

they actually all serve the same purpose. Just some rambling thoughts.

 

Love,

Linda

 

, " Julia " <jajahern

wrote:

 

I really seem to have no say in the feelings that are here and I don't like

it.

> Maybe I am just having a sort of tantrum and I just don't know it...

> I am probably to behave in a loving manner and act correctly regardless of how

I am feeling??? I suppose this is a K test... I am not sure I will pass this one

at all as I feel so lost just now.

> ... roll on the end of it!!!!

> End of sharing... Cranky Julia.

>

[Guest guest]

The indicator to me is the description of the

situation around the ear, and the effects of

that. Like a mosquito...buzz...inject...draw

from the host...itch. The itch can come in

many forms.

 

Just my opinion.

Love,

dhyana

 

 

 

, " danceswithcats999 "

<crazycats711 wrote:

>

> I do not know how we are suppose to tell if something is a test or an entity

or lesson or what ever, but I guess they actually all serve the same purpose.

Just some rambling thoughts.

>

> Love,

> Linda

>

[Guest guest]

Hi ya Julia!!

 

Hope you are feeling better! Just wanted to tell you from going through some

entity stuff (: what helped me. For one thing some of what I felt was really the

goddess but I didn't understand and was always trying to push it away and that

didn't work for me. You can discern what feels right to you, we are all

different but maybe this will help. I had much ear work done and actually still

do. Feels like something keeps turning and turning, as if a screwdriver is in

there twisting things around and something was on my ear. Now I understand the

Goddess was working on my ears to name one of many things she works on...(I am a

work in progress-poor Goddess lots of work for her)

 

Anyway its really nice because after, during, even now - I now hear music, and

the OM sounds, the sounds of my body inside...blood rushing, heart the internal

furance, began soon after that started hearing the bells and gongs and would

wake to the bells or gongs and then knew I was going to be shown something

important I needed. So I would lay back down and drift off and would have a

really important dream.

 

One for me was about illusions and how I was creating them. For example one was

me waking up to thousands of bugs falling on me (you see then I was in fear of

entity stuff and not completely surrendered yet) Anyway so all these bugs and I

heard clearly someone shout " Illusions " at me...and when doing this many of

those bugs disappeared. So I then began repeating this and each time those bugs

would disappear until finally they all disappeared.

 

My entity stuff really completely changed when I completely 100% surrendered to

whatever the divine brings me. I said whatever you bring me I must need it and I

accept completely everything and know you always have my best intentions at

heart. No more pushing away those feelings on my body - just kept repeating this

surrender and completely accepting it as a gift from the divine. I gave up all

my resistance and really really surrendered saying if this is my path I trust

and let go of control.

 

With doing this and really really feeling it and realizing that much was my fear

(which I knew for a long time but still wasn't quite ok that God/dess had my

best interests out..ha) and then the gong lesson and realizing this was my

illusions I created from my fear and to not allow myself anymore to have

feelings of victimhood and complete trust in God and to know that its all part

of my fear/illusions coming to me until I could surrender it, know it had no

power over me - actually I started looking at it like it wasn't real only

created by me, and then finally the last thing was agreeing to completely trust

whatever God brought me even if it was an entity I accept completely because I

know I am loved and may need this experience.

 

With all these things...which took some time for me because I knew how to scare

myself (:...I always still felt this one thing on me...this one thing that would

twist things about like my ear ect. Well this thing (ha) then became the Goddess

that I was resisting and turned into waves of bliss and now she sings to me so

beautifully.

 

I am realizing there can be no resistance to anything...and when I accept it as

anything in my life from God/Goddes and surrender to WHATEVER it is (still

learning this) then it all becomes so blissful, so beautiful, so easy, and those

things I thought were " bad " turn into beauty into ease into love.

 

So hope this helps in some way - btw even emotions which I sorta just wrote

about how I am learning to surrender those. First I would mention to eat

watermelon because like me you may be in need of this which will help the

adrenals and the emotions.

 

The other thing is to with all sincerity to put yourself in the passenger seat

- pray/or mediate upon this...that you completely trust that all these emotions

are up for their release and you surrender them over to God/dess and allow this

divinity to be in the drivers seat while you move aside and surrender all these

feelings. Do not resist them but if you can feel it and take a little time to

lay down relax even 5 minutes and surrender it all - move into the passenger

seat gladly because divinity only wants whats best for you.. You will feel a

peace come over.

 

Doesn't mean it won't come back but as I have been continuing to do this -

things are getting easier. In love and acceptance of everything I feel I try to

surrender it...its been hard because I do like to repress and I really thought

before I was surrendering but realized this girl this ego wants to be in charge

and finally I'm getting it that I must move over - thats its only this me this

ego that causes pain in my life - so Come on Deb move the heck over - let go of

all control cuz I'm not in control anyway! ha

 

 

Anyway she's not having anymore of repression because those feelings just come

back stronger and stronger like a wild tiger. (shoot maybe that was what a dream

was about!) So taking the time everyday because things were much for me to state

and intend that I happily move over (cuz really its just a mess with me driving

ha) But you'll know what is good for you, this is just whats helping me...

 

 

love you Julia - thinking of you and wishing you the best - catch my Chi ball

girl!!!

Debs (:

 

 

 

, " Julia " <jajahern

wrote:

>

[Guest guest]

Thank you all for the replies to cranky Julia.  She is not yet being as she

likes to be but that is ok too...  The intolerant feeling passed..my daughter

got sick that night and I was offered the opportunity to act from a place of

love or intolerence and thank God intolerenance was not the choice I made. 

I am not " myself " though either... the love ain't flowing...

I am reminded of when I was totally abandoned before.... that was not a nice

place at all....

lonely is a party compared to being alone.....

 that is something I do not want to happen again but I am trying not to attach

to that...to accept that what is given for me to experience is what I need...not

easy!  

There is a low vibration here in me, it is like an empty space, I will call it

depression for the want of a better word but it is not the clinical type at

all.... I am functioning normally.  

I will try and explain a bit more...I can see and feel my body as seperate.... I

can observe the " depression " being present..I feel the " depression " as seperate

from me ..  As I observe it I have no interest in it..  it matters not

wheither the depression stays or goes... this is the thing that I can't really

express as i don't have the words.... 

I guess it really is about the " i " experiencing and " I " observing, but this is

not a practice this is the real mcCoy.... and again i am not sure it is

somewherre one should really strive to be!!!!

I was on the cusp of this before and I ran like mad away from it.....  i is

screaming at me to run again.....  i does not want to experience being so

detatched, to watch my family and life from the outside.... see Julia being

happy but not feeling it .... I really can't explain this very well so I will

finish up here.

Debs thank you for all that you said.....  my ears are getting worked on quite a

bit .... as is my face and my head and sometimes the area between the eyes.... I

am not sure if it is all k or entity at times but I have no fear about entities

at this time... I actually feel so " whateva " about entities it probably is

one..lol!

 

Love Julia

 

 

 

 

________________________________

flowerpowers7777 <flowerpowers7777

 

Tuesday, October 6, 2009 7:47:18 PM

Re: ? right ear

 

 

Hi ya Julia!!

 

Hope you are feeling better! Just wanted to tell you from going through some

entity stuff (: what helped me. For one thing some of what I felt was really the

goddess but I didn't understand and was always trying to push it away and that

didn't work for me. You can discern what feels right to you, we are all

different but maybe this will help. I had much ear work done and actually still

do. Feels like something keeps turning and turning, as if a screwdriver is in

there twisting things around and something was on my ear. Now I understand the

Goddess was working on my ears to name one of many things she works on...(I am a

work in progress-poor Goddess lots of work for her)

 

Anyway its really nice because after, during, even now - I now hear music, and

the OM sounds, the sounds of my body inside...blood rushing, heart the internal

furance, began soon after that started hearing the bells and gongs and would

wake to the bells or gongs and then knew I was going to be shown something

important I needed. So I would lay back down and drift off and would have a

really important dream.

 

One for me was about illusions and how I was creating them. For example one was

me waking up to thousands of bugs falling on me (you see then I was in fear of

entity stuff and not completely surrendered yet) Anyway so all these bugs and I

heard clearly someone shout " Illusions " at me...and when doing this many of

those bugs disappeared. So I then began repeating this and each time those bugs

would disappear until finally they all disappeared.

 

My entity stuff really completely changed when I completely 100% surrendered to

whatever the divine brings me. I said whatever you bring me I must need it and I

accept completely everything and know you always have my best intentions at

heart. No more pushing away those feelings on my body - just kept repeating this

surrender and completely accepting it as a gift from the divine. I gave up all

my resistance and really really surrendered saying if this is my path I trust

and let go of control.

 

With doing this and really really feeling it and realizing that much was my fear

(which I knew for a long time but still wasn't quite ok that God/dess had my

best interests out..ha) and then the gong lesson and realizing this was my

illusions I created from my fear and to not allow myself anymore to have

feelings of victimhood and complete trust in God and to know that its all part

of my fear/illusions coming to me until I could surrender it, know it had no

power over me - actually I started looking at it like it wasn't real only

created by me, and then finally the last thing was agreeing to completely trust

whatever God brought me even if it was an entity I accept completely because I

know I am loved and may need this experience.

 

With all these things...which took some time for me because I knew how to scare

myself (:...I always still felt this one thing on me...this one thing that would

twist things about like my ear ect. Well this thing (ha) then became the Goddess

that I was resisting and turned into waves of bliss and now she sings to me so

beautifully.

 

I am realizing there can be no resistance to anything...and when I accept it as

anything in my life from God/Goddes and surrender to WHATEVER it is (still

learning this) then it all becomes so blissful, so beautiful, so easy, and those

things I thought were " bad " turn into beauty into ease into love.

 

So hope this helps in some way - btw even emotions which I sorta just wrote

about how I am learning to surrender those. First I would mention to eat

watermelon because like me you may be in need of this which will help the

adrenals and the emotions.

 

The other thing is to with all sincerity to put yourself in the passenger seat -

pray/or mediate upon this...that you completely trust that all these emotions

are up for their release and you surrender them over to God/dess and allow this

divinity to be in the drivers seat while you move aside and surrender all these

feelings. Do not resist them but if you can feel it and take a little time to

lay down relax even 5 minutes and surrender it all - move into the passenger

seat gladly because divinity only wants whats best for you.. You will feel a

peace come over.

 

Doesn't mean it won't come back but as I have been continuing to do this -

things are getting easier. In love and acceptance of everything I feel I try to

surrender it....its been hard because I do like to repress and I really thought

before I was surrendering but realized this girl this ego wants to be in charge

and finally I'm getting it that I must move over - thats its only this me this

ego that causes pain in my life - so Come on Deb move the heck over - let go of

all control cuz I'm not in control anyway! ha

 

Anyway she's not having anymore of repression because those feelings just come

back stronger and stronger like a wild tiger. (shoot maybe that was what a dream

was about!) So taking the time everyday because things were much for me to state

and intend that I happily move over (cuz really its just a mess with me driving

ha) But you'll know what is good for you, this is just whats helping me....

 

love you Julia - thinking of you and wishing you the best - catch my Chi ball

girl!!!

Debs (:

 

Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , " Julia " <jajahern@.. .>

wrote:

>

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Reads to me like the anxiety levels are being increased due to the infusion of

Kundalini upon the adrenals. IF you can get some watermelon please do. If not

then listen to the " how beautiful " chant and see if that can help you to regain

your loving expression.

 

It isnt always easy to walk in loving patience and compassion. It can be a real

challenge sometimes! So just realize that this is indeed the Kundalini and do as

you are doing - surrender and place your trust in the divine. As you do so

match that divine love coming through by doing as much as you can to EMULATE

that love expression as best you can.

 

The clamp over the right ear or either of the ears is a common Kundalini

infusion response and communication feature. This can continue for a time well

into the years after the initial changes have been made. Not always with the

heat though usually with an absence of hearing as if an invisible hand has been

placed over the ear. This is sometimes accompanied by a tone or a ringing though

none of this is painful it can be not only an s & s of more Kundalini

transformations but also as a way of communication from entities or guidance. A

receiving of information that the mental and ego mind cannot as yet access.

 

You are doing well my dear! - Keep going and surrendering! - blessings Julia!

[Guest guest]

Dear chrism, i have been keeping the local store in business with all the

watermellon I have been buying ! I have been eating lots of it for weeks

now.... it seems very necessary to eat it.

The heat in the ear was just as the clamp(good word)had attached, there has not

been heat as such since. There is a sort of high pitched back ground noise in

the right ear and a clicking in the left ear... not constant but there quite a

bit. A mouse has arrived into our house and John bought a plug in electric

thingy that only mice and snimals can hear and they don't like it so they

leave...he opened the back door of the house so the mouse would run out!!... but

last night after going to bed and lying quietly I could hear that noise....

various clicking and fuzzing sounds, we had to unplug it!!!!

So while the mental and ego mind can not yet access the information, the

physical ear is definitly functioning at a new level!

I was not aware of anxiety.. as i would have previously experienced

anxiety...but if I stay with that possibility, it is true that I am projecting

possibilities and pondering on them, I am projecting and absorbing what might

occur iin the future and making a drama out of it...of course this is

anxiety....I will stop doing that and put my focus and endevors on what you

suggest.

Mush love and thanks for advice. Julia

 

 

, " "

<> wrote:

>

> Reads to me like the anxiety levels are being increased due to the infusion of

Kundalini upon the adrenals. IF you can get some watermelon please do. If not

then listen to the " how beautiful " chant and see if that can help you to regain

your loving expression.

>

>

[Guest guest]

This happened to me earlier this year. It was early morning, I was in bed but

not asleep. Suddenly it seemed that I had been immersed in water in that all

background noises (clock, furnace, refrigerator) were subdued or eliminated.

Then in the loudest and clearest possible way, a tone came through. I've been

hearing tones in one ear or the other for years but never in such a dramatic

fashion.

 

Carolyn

 

 

, <> wrote:

>

>The clamp over the right ear or either of the ears is a common Kundalini

infusion response and communication feature. This can continue for a time well

into the years after the initial changes have been made. Not always with the

heat though usually with an absence of hearing as if an invisible hand has been

placed over the ear. This is sometimes accompanied by a tone or a ringing though

none of this is painful it can be not only an s & s of more Kundalini

transformations but also as a way of communication from entities or guidance. A

receiving of information that the mental and ego mind cannot as yet access.