Guest guest Posted October 6, 2009 Report Share Posted October 6, 2009 Hey gang, It's been a major holiday in China, like Christmas for the Chinese, Mid Autumn Festival and also the 60 year holiday of CPR. i have been traveling and working and also struggling a little with myself. I have been having really bad allergies on going since I gave up smoking and drinking and I realised that perhaps I was raising my vibration to much at once and so I consciously decided to lower my vibration after much inner turmoil as I cannot stand the damage being done to my skin, it was really really bad. I actually smoked and drank a little , stopped praying and now my skin is getting better. Strange but true. I just think I did too much at once too quickly. I thought I could handle it but I couldn't not for so many months. I got a bit mad at my yoga for making me more ill then healthy. Now I have had a chance to heal I will get back to normal.Whatever normal may be! Then , last night, I had a dream where I was looking for a healer I used to know, I couldn't remember her name, I asked everyone to remember my old friend and healer's name but no one knew. I finally found my old girlfriend Gail and she remembered the name was Sefa, she spelled it out to me, S, E, F, A so I would know. I then found out Sefa is an ancient Egyptian goddess of humidity and liqiud also flooding. Weird? I will talk with her and see what she wants with me, I hope she will help me as my physical weaknesses are grating on me and wearing me down at the moment, to have permanently open sore , red, itchy skin on your hands and legs drains your whole system. So that's me right now, struggling on the inside to find some peace and balance, love elektra x x x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 6, 2009 Report Share Posted October 6, 2009 Dear Lekky, Hi our Lekky Lek! I'm sorry to hear that things are a bit rough right now. I'm sure all this traveling around does not make it so easy on you. Supporting you in all you do and encounter in your life as you always do all of us here. Thinking of you and wishing things get easier and you soon have some time to yourself and some peace. We are all sending you love and encouragement! Throwing you a rope to help dust yourself off and shine brightly as you always do...Hold on to that rope and I'll give a shout out when I need a little lassoing. (is that a word? ha) Love to you girl! Debs (: , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 7, 2009 Report Share Posted October 7, 2009 Hi Elektra first, love and blessings to you.. (or should that be " wode pengyou niehau " .. lol..(in chinese, that means 'my friend you good' Life on K. can be tough, particularly with travelling and working and healing going on. What comes to mind first is the concept of self-love, which I like to reframe as 'self-friendship'. For me, it means that no matter what is happening, i bring the intention to befriend and be gentle on my experience, as though I were listening to a good friend who is talking about his or her issues. So, in the midst of all your difficulty and skin problems, (and as crazy as it may seem), welcome them. Let it be ok that you are not peaceful and balanced. I usually go through a process of wrestling with God in prayer for whhat I want, and then surrendering, where I accept that if this is His will for me, then so be it, and in the suurrendering, there is a deep opening to myself and embrace without agenda. Its interesting what you say about Sefa. One of the way in which God appears in many dreams and biblical stories is as the coming of the rain which ends the (spiritual) drought and brings healing of the soul And the smoking and drinking.. thats also ok. I went through about 4 years of K. stuff where sometimes it was too much and teh frequencies and vibrations were too high, and they would kick out all kinds of stuff within me. As my deep unconsccious resistances to life emerged, sometimes I couldnt face them and I would want to avoid the present, and I did that by drinking and smoking at times. As the old self gets broken and transformed, often the step before that is tremendous resistance and pain. However, if you trust the process, the phases of resistance will pass as healing continues... Sending you prayers and love Bruce Kundalini- interesting what > > Hey gang, > > It's been a major holiday in China, like Christmas for the Chinese, Mid Autumn Festival and also the 60 year holiday of CPR. > > i have been traveling and working and also struggling a little with myself. > I have been having really bad allergies on going since I gave up smoking and drinking and I realised that perhaps I was raising my vibration to much at once and so I consciously decided to lower my vibration after much inner turmoil as I cannot stand the damage being done to my skin, it was really really bad. I actually smoked and drank a little , stopped praying and now my skin is getting better. Strange but true. I just think I did too much at once too quickly. I thought I could handle it but I couldn't not for so many months. I got a bit mad at my yoga for making me more ill then healthy. > > Now I have had a chance to heal I will get back to normal.Whatever normal may be! > > Then , last night, I had a dream where I was looking for a healer I used to know, I couldn't remember her name, I asked everyone to remember my old friend and healer's name but no one knew. I finally found my old girlfriend Gail and she remembered the name was Sefa, she spelled it out to me, S, E, F, A so I would know. I then found out Sefa is an ancient Egyptian goddess of humidity and liqiud also flooding. Weird? I will talk with her and see what she wants with me, I hope she will help me as my physical weaknesses are grating on me and wearing me down at the moment, to have permanently open sore , red, itchy skin on your hands and legs drains your whole system. > > So that's me right now, struggling on the inside to find some peace and balance, love elektra x x x > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 8, 2009 Report Share Posted October 8, 2009 Hi Electa,, it was great seeing you last night at the conference...still humming after it here! Anyway I heard saying last night that perhaps your Skin difficulties were more about the enviornment you are in rather than K working.... so I would like share a bit about homeopathy and what that says about dkin stuff. I am not suggesting you use homeopathy but its philosaphy and laws are energy based and holistic and worth looking at how skin prioblems are viewed... at least I think so, but if not valuable to you then no harm done. this will be a longish post..... One of the laws of homeopathy is the law of cure...it states that cure takes place from.... the top of the body down wards from the inside outwards from the most important organs to the least important . another law states (I am going to quote now from a book I have...) " Functional symptoms are produced by the vital force in exact proportion to the profundity of the disturbance and functional symptoms come before structural change. " " in homeopathic medicine skin conditions are viewed as manifistations of general imbalance, of poor metabolic function. Rather than treating the obvious and visual symptoms such as itchiness, blisters, scaliness etc- the whole constitution is treated. Supressing symptoms at skin level may cause the underlying imbalance to express itself in the internal and often more important organs.... In general skin problems are not helped by sugar, refined carbs, chocolate, tea, coffee, alcohol, spices or perfumed cosmetics. or by constipation or lack of exercise both of which slow down the elimination of toxins.... To mosturize the skin use pure olive oil or calendula cream,(Elektra, this cream is very good and does not supress symptoms) if using on the face apply them very sparingly, excessive washing tends to dry the skin, but skin brushing with a dry loofah or soft bristle brush , is very beneficial..it gently massages the blood and lymph vessels in the dermis it speeds up the elimination of toxins. allways brush towards the heart, with a brisk flicking motion. Avoid brushing the face.... Facial gymnastics.. systematically exercising the main muscle group in the face.. also help keep the skin youthful and supple. You have got some good replies and suggestions, I hope that you may also find something useful in the above information Elektra... Last year I had a skin erruption and I also had Shingles two times... getting shingles twice is a tad unusual... so there was definitly huge imbalance here...obviously I needed it a second time as I was not paying attention first time round..lol. Skin stuff can be very difficult to tollerate and draining too, I soooo understand you wanting to rid yourself of it. I consoled myself that my erruption was good because whatever needed to go was now going, I was having a cure because the " disturbance " was now " dripping " off my skin and would soon leave my body...I did make some dietary changes like the above suggestions which were helpful. Lots of love coming your way..Julia. x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 8, 2009 Report Share Posted October 8, 2009 Wow, Bruce, you just spoke the truth, that was what I am going through , a struggle between old and new. Body with Spirit. The pleeing, Then the beakdown, then the forgiveness for myself, the unification inside, the surrender and new found love and joy. I know myself that these phases may still come and go and I have learned to trust and accept my self no matter what as it allows the Love to flow. When I stop trusting myself I lose my mind literally. I always find my centre again within the madness, Love is my centre. You really hit it on the head and helped me a lot to clarify what I've been going through. Thanks Brother, with love elektra x x x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 8, 2009 Report Share Posted October 8, 2009 Thats great E, it's a pleasure to be of service.. love Bruce , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > Wow, Bruce, you just spoke the truth, that was what I am going through , > a struggle between old and new. > Body with Spirit. > > The pleeing, Then the beakdown, then the forgiveness for myself, the unification inside, the surrender and new found love and joy. > > I know myself that these phases may still come and go and I have learned to trust and accept my self no matter what as it allows the Love to flow. When I stop trusting myself I lose my mind literally. I always find my centre again within the madness, > Love is my centre. > > You really hit it on the head and helped me a lot to clarify what I've been going through. > Thanks Brother, with love elektra x x x > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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