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I've been watching the energies flowing through me and noticed that excitement

and anxiety seem to have the same frequency. I'm wondering if it's because they

both leave the present moment, even though one the mind calls good, and the

other the mind calls bad, maybe all in all it's just painful to try to be

somewhere else other than now...

 

craig

 

 

, " phoenix.ing9 "

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> has anyone noticed that excitement is the same energetic frequency as

anxiety???

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> craig

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It doesn't feel the same to me, I feel other's anxiety more then any other

emotion it seems. Or perhaps because my co-worker has so much of it - I am

constantly blocking her stuff out.

I would be interested in what others say... but I have to say it doesn't

feel the same to me.

I am happy to have you bring up the topic...

Carla

 

2009/10/8 phoenix.ing9 <phoenix.ing9

 

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> has anyone noticed that excitement is the same energetic frequency as

> anxiety???

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> craig

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Have you tried just feeling it without trying to block it out and just simply

feel it and letting go of who or what may be triggering it? I've found out, in

my own experience, that when I try to resist the anxiety that it creates more

anxiety. If you rearrange the letters in anxiety you get 'any exit'. Any exit

from what? from the experience you are having in this moment. So I've noticed in

me that the anxiety that arises is conditioned energy that's ready to move out

and all I have to do is allow it by feeling it without condition. When I don't

want to feel the anxiety that creates more anxiety because I would rather feel

somehting else, and then it starts to sabotage my life (like my recent

adventure...). Well anyways, please forgive me if that doesn't resonate with

you, I've given up trying to control my experiences and am going on the faith

that the only way out is through, so we'll see how that goes, lol.

 

love to you Carla, and say down Craig if I was speaking out of turn :(

lol, jk, only say that if you were guided too...ok I'll shut up now...

craig

 

 

 

, " Carla & Patrick "

<bowenhealth wrote:

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> It doesn't feel the same to me, I feel other's anxiety more then any other

> emotion it seems. Or perhaps because my co-worker has so much of it - I am

> constantly blocking her stuff out.

> I would be interested in what others say... but I have to say it doesn't

> feel the same to me.

> I am happy to have you bring up the topic...

> Carla

>

> 2009/10/8 phoenix.ing9 <phoenix.ing9

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> >

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> > has anyone noticed that excitement is the same energetic frequency as

> > anxiety???

> >

> > craig

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You are funny Craig! :)

 

I think I know what you are saying... but it's a bit different for me. You

worded it well BTW.

 

I have released truckloads of crap, I am good at that. Past life, this life,

re-birth, re-death, you name it. But after two years of releasing I started

to take on too much of others people's stuff, unintentionally. It was all a

learning experience. It has been perhaps three weeks since I have released

stuff I picked up from the general public. Which is a big deal... it used to

be almost every day. It was sure an inspiration to change my thoughts - if

these people only knew how terrible their repetitive thoughts felt, ick. Not

that I am all beautiful thoughts, I am dealing with ego and such.

 

However, I have been feeling my own anxiety a lot this past two days. We

have a loonie landlord, we gave our notice, but the place we are trying to

buy... the deal might fall apart. Homeless with a horse, 2 dogs and a cat. I

will try to let go of MY anxiety...

 

So I have given up on finding someone with identical experiences. I am

learning via this group that we are all so unique (yet the same). I think I

was looking for someone to validate my experiences so I didn't feel like

such a freak and that the bizarre days could be normal... if someone else

felt this stuff too. Well, good bye normal! lol

 

I was really drawn into your email a couple weeks ago. I regretted not

writing (ego won that day) about you struggling with your EMT courses....

(right term?). I struggle with my courses, but it has to do with my faulty

beliefs.

 

I can't seem to stay on topic...I am going to click send before I click

delete.

 

thanks Craig, I always enjoy your writings.

Carla

 

2009/10/8 phoenix.ing9 <phoenix.ing9

 

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> Have you tried just feeling it without trying to block it out and just

> simply feel it and letting go of who or what m

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I really wish you luck on the place you are trying to buy. I'll have to tell

you, it's really hard to let go and move through anxiety when there's a big

threat out there, if that makes sense. That's cool you have a horse, I never

thought much of it, but I would to ride one someday.

 

I've been meaning to write what led up to me postponing my EMT class, the 11

weeks in which the 7th through 9th weeks I became acutely aware of my own

personal hell, more than I was ready due to my own arrogance. but anyways...

 

I'm pretty sure there are alot of strong empaths on this group (if anyone wants

to speak up, hint hint, nudge nudge). It's really good that you can decipher

between your own energies and other peoples. It must have been really hard to

wake up to that 2 years ago. Most people would probably go insane.

 

Love to you Carla and good luck with getting your new place :)

craig

 

 

 

 

, " Carla & Patrick "

<bowenhealth wrote:

>

> You are funny Craig! :)

>

> I think I know what you are saying... but it's a bit different for me. You

> worded it well BTW.

>

> I have released truckloads of crap, I am good at that. Past life, this life,

> re-birth, re-death, you name it. But after two years of releasing I started

> to take on too much of others people's stuff, unintentionally. It was all a

> learning experience. It has been perhaps three weeks since I have released

> stuff I picked up from the general public. Which is a big deal... it used to

> be almost every day. It was sure an inspiration to change my thoughts - if

> these people only knew how terrible their repetitive thoughts felt, ick. Not

> that I am all beautiful thoughts, I am dealing with ego and such.

>

> However, I have been feeling my own anxiety a lot this past two days. We

> have a loonie landlord, we gave our notice, but the place we are trying to

> buy... the deal might fall apart. Homeless with a horse, 2 dogs and a cat. I

> will try to let go of MY anxiety...

>

> So I have given up on finding someone with identical experiences. I am

> learning via this group that we are all so unique (yet the same). I think I

> was looking for someone to validate my experiences so I didn't feel like

> such a freak and that the bizarre days could be normal... if someone else

> felt this stuff too. Well, good bye normal! lol

>

> I was really drawn into your email a couple weeks ago. I regretted not

> writing (ego won that day) about you struggling with your EMT courses....

> (right term?). I struggle with my courses, but it has to do with my faulty

> beliefs.

>

> I can't seem to stay on topic...I am going to click send before I click

> delete.

>

> thanks Craig, I always enjoy your writings.

> Carla

>

> 2009/10/8 phoenix.ing9 <phoenix.ing9

>

> >

> >

> > Have you tried just feeling it without trying to block it out and just

> > simply feel it and letting go of who or what m

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yes, i've noted that too! I get the same tight pain feeling in my throat when I

am over excited as when I am anxious. I came to the same conclusion as you,

that both are projections to the future and bring you out of the present.

very interesting... how it's not a question so much of good or bad, happy or sad

but of honesty and integrity withnin the moment.... acceptance of what comes and

staying with it...

 

lucia

 

, " phoenix.ing9 "

<phoenix.ing9 wrote:

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> I've been watching the energies flowing through me and noticed that excitement

and anxiety seem to have the same frequency. I'm wondering if it's because they

both leave the present moment, even though one the mind calls good, and the

other the mind calls bad, maybe all in all it's just painful to try to be

somewhere else other than now...

>

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hi Craig, this resonated with me when I read it.... excitement and anxiety on

the same frequency had never occured to me before, but recently...like

yesterday... I actually noted that excitment and too much " fizz " bring me away

from the tasks I need to do... ie I want to run from what I am doing in the

now.... when anxiety is present I want to run from the now also.... that is an

exciting thought (no pun intended..he he) I think you may be right... I will

observe that more and get back to you...thank you for sharing that... Love

Julia.

 

, " phoenix.ing9 "

<phoenix.ing9 wrote:

>

> I've been watching the energies flowing through me and noticed that excitement

and anxiety seem to have the same frequency. I'm wondering if it's because they

both leave the present moment, even though one the mind calls good, and the

other the mind calls bad, maybe all in all it's just painful to try to be

somewhere else other than now...

>

> craig

>

>

> , " phoenix.ing9 "

<phoenix.ing9@> wrote:

> >

> > has anyone noticed that excitement is the same energetic frequency as

anxiety???

> >

> > craig

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It's funny Craig, in some ways 2 years of releasing didn't seem hard...

perhaps I surrendered to the releases? I was always thankful for them, for I

knew it meant I wasn't going to carry it anymore. I'm finding my current ego

battle much more work..

You are probably right about the insane part, if a person is not ready it

could be freaky. Patrick was by my side through it all, he has great

courage. we decided last night we are going to try and get married this

weekend before it gets too cold. We want to get married on the beach where

two rivers flow into one. We don't even have rings :)

Since the conference I feel like I am coming out of a shell with this group.

Thanks all.

love,

Carla

 

2009/10/8 phoenix.ing9 <phoenix.ing9

 

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>

> I really wish you luck on the place you are trying to buy. I'll have to

> tell you, it's really hard to let go and move throug

>

 

 

 

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oh, what a nice simbolic place, the two rivers :)  I like how it sounds!congrats

carla,lucia

--- Ven 9/10/09, Carla & Patrick <bowenhealth ha scritto:

 

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Data: Venerdì 9 ottobre 2009, 14:57

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

It's funny Craig, in some ways 2 years of releasing didn't

seem hard...

 

perhaps I surrendered to the releases? I was always thankful for them, for I

 

knew it meant I wasn't going to carry it anymore. I'm finding my current ego

 

battle much more work..

 

You are probably right about the insane part, if a person is not ready it

 

could be freaky. Patrick was by my side through it all, he has great

 

courage. we decided last night we are going to try and get married this

 

weekend before it gets too cold. We want to get married on the beach where

 

two rivers flow into one. We don't even have rings :)

 

Since the conference I feel like I am coming out of a shell with this group.

 

Thanks all.

 

love,

 

Carla

 

 

 

2009/10/8 phoenix.ing9 <phoenix.ing9@ >

 

 

 

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>

 

> I really wish you luck on the place you are trying to buy. I'll have to

 

> tell you, it's really hard to let go and move throug

 

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Congratulations Carla! That's really cool. You should take pictures if your

comfortable with that and share them with us :).

 

craig

 

 

, " Carla & Patrick "

<bowenhealth wrote:

>

> It's funny Craig, in some ways 2 years of releasing didn't seem hard...

> perhaps I surrendered to the releases? I was always thankful for them, for I

> knew it meant I wasn't going to carry it anymore. I'm finding my current ego

> battle much more work..

> You are probably right about the insane part, if a person is not ready it

> could be freaky. Patrick was by my side through it all, he has great

> courage. we decided last night we are going to try and get married this

> weekend before it gets too cold. We want to get married on the beach where

> two rivers flow into one. We don't even have rings :)

> Since the conference I feel like I am coming out of a shell with this group.

> Thanks all.

> love,

> Carla

>

> 2009/10/8 phoenix.ing9 <phoenix.ing9

>

> >

> >

> > I really wish you luck on the place you are trying to buy. I'll have to

> > tell you, it's really hard to let go and move throug

> >

>

>

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