ramblings and dream

[Guest guest]

Had a short dream last night. Was at work in my office playing solitaire. my

<black> secretary came in and I was trying to close it out and she said, you

shouldn't be doing that. Then she said Allen (my boss) wanted to see me. I

closed the solitaire that seemed to take some effort and went into his office.

he was on the phone with a skullcap or whatever those Jewish caps are called

(hes jewish) and told the person he had to go so he could talk to me. He looked

younger. End of dream.

 

I've been doing my forgiveness practice and am discovering several things. One,

when I forgive someone that does something that irritates me in the moment, I

almost immediately am aware that I've done the same thing at some time in my

hurriedness, in my lack of consideration, or whatever & find it easier to

forgive them & then myself for past similar situations. also, in forgiving

various things in the past, I'm finding some things to be grateful for. I had

an abortion over twenty years ago and remember this " angel " of a man came into

my life shortly thereafter that was so kind and loving. He was only in my life

for a short time but was a soothing presence after a very painful experience. I

ran into him over ten years later in another state at an art festival selling

his stuff. Then, in forgiving the person who hit me in a 'hit and run'

accident, two men came from nowhere, one directing traffic & calling an

ambulance (people told me he never gets involved) and another off-duty cop took

everything out of my car so it wouldn't be stolen (the accident was in the heart

of Detroit).

 

Spent some time downloading messenger on my desk top computer & hope I can

hear Sunday. love and blessings to everyone,

Jan

[Guest guest]

My thoughts on your dream Jan:

 

Solitaire is a game played alone, a black female assistant (Divine Mother?)

comes in to call you to a higher power " the boss man " , Divine Masculine?

A messsage about reunion needing to happen/in the process of happening.

 

Love and happy divine marriages, elektra x x x