An update

[Guest guest]

I havent responded since the shaktipat so I thought I would update on my

progress.

 

Yesterday I finally broke through a gigantic block. I started the day in tears,

realizing all the repressed emotions from s3xual abuse etc and felling them

completely for the first time in my life.

 

When it was over I felt light. As if this huge weight was lifted from me. Since

then I feel heavy sensations. Intense energy.

 

Today my root has been vibrating as well as the sacral chakra. My forehead has

been twitching strongly and I feel a sensation in that area as how it feels when

someone holds a finger right next to your nose without touching it. It is a

ticklish uncomfortable sensation.

 

My temples are popping and I am having sporadic headaches in various places as

the energy moves around up there. I feel something push up from the bottom of

the crown of my skull. Like my brain is physically moving.

 

My telepathy and empathy is going crazy. I am able to send telepathic and

emotional messages at this point that have been validated shortly thereafter. I

am having prophetic dreams about the most mundane things, like my daughter

dumping my makeup everywhere 2 days before she did.

 

The synchronicity has increased and my adrenaline has been pushing me in and out

of panic attacks. I am trying to stay detached as it is a physical issue, and I

hope this ceases. I sometimes find myself in a fear state without warning. I

hope this passes. I know this is typical though and am trying to keep my ego at

bay and from taking control.

 

I felt this need to only eat power foods and my energy is loving it. When catchy

music comes on my body starts vibrating like crazy and uncontrollably. Also, my

ears have been ringing here and there.

 

I suddenly have no more desire for money anymore. Not in the sense that I " know "

it is a delusion, but that I just stopped worshipping the almighty dollar. I

dont care about the big house, I dont pray to win the lottery. I have suddenly

made plans on how to get things done without daydreaming. I guess I have become

more realistic.

 

I have also been in control of my finances suddenly. I no longer buy dumb stuff

and I have been focusing on my family. Especially my spouse.

 

I feel detached from the world and see both the horrors and beauty as one. It is

a rollercoaster and I am finding that this path is not one of bliss and

perfection. I am more critical of people around me and don't feel like I have

any connection with former friends. I have nothing in common with them anymore.

I have not discarded them in hopes this is just a phase.

 

My life has seemed to fix itself in the past few days, dramatically. Things seem

to have fallen into place. I am being shown the majestic power of the divine in

many ways. From what is on tv to what I happen to fall upon online or in life.

 

I feel something big coming. Am I ready? I guess I wont know until I jump into

the water.

 

 

Anyways, this is my update.

 

-Tiffany

[Guest guest]

blessings to you Tiff, everything is just a phase with K, it keeps on moving and

transforming I guess :-))

Good to hear of your progress,

love elektra x x x