An update -Tiffany

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Yes you are ready for the next phase Tiffany. Unless you are absolutely

compelled to do so make no great or grand permanent decisions about your

friends. Nice going with your detachment and yes the energetic swings are going

to be intense do your best! They can have the effect you described upon your

fears but no worries " YOU KNOW " and this makes all the difference. - blessings

Tiffany

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I will definitely read skoogle's accounts now. In fact a miracle occurred last

night. For the fist night in 5 years I went to bed without having one single

drink. I have drank at least 3 beers a night every night (often even more than

that) out of habit since I was 22. Suddenly yesterday my body said NOPE. It

wouldnt let me eat any processed foods either and after only a handful of salad

containing avocado, tomatoes lettuce broccoli etc and only a simple homemade

vinaigrette I was satisfied for hours. I am a southern food fanatic! My body

wouldnt even let me physically chew even a tomato when it was done.

 

Also I only smoked like 6 cigarettes having a pack a day habit. Seriously,

anyone who knows what it is like will understand lol.

 

I have more energy than ever in my life. I woke up and my typical groggy state

is gone. I don't even need caffeine and I am feeling like I could hike right

now!

 

Also something interesting happened yesterday. I gave my higher self permission

to intervene and communicate last night upon intuition. I remember having those

nagging negative thoughts I have randomly throughout the day and then a voice

told me, " Don't worry we will handle this. " Then my mind went into typical

mind-chatter trying to analyze the whole kundalini thing, and it was just

saying, " Don't worry about it, all will be fine. "

 

So I went into an inevitable fear state and for the first time I was guided to

play with my fears. I was afraid; Will an entity pop up and scare me when I

break through? That voice said.. " Try this... why don't you imagine it did

happen. Feel it. Okay now that you see your worst fear, what about it? Then

what? An entity jumps out of a corner and say's BOO!!! So? Then what? Is it

going to eat you? Will it jump into your body and possess you? "

 

I smiled and kind of chuckled.

 

Then my mind was like, well what if I lose my mind? What if I become a freak? It

said... so? Then what? SO you are a freak and everyone looks at you funny...

and? Does it really matter what other people think? Do you realize that everyone

else is a freak too? Maybe they just hide it but they are. Those who judge only

judge themselves. "

 

Once again I smiled and felt calm.

 

Must say, when the energy wants you to do what it wants you to do, it WILL

happen. LOL!

 

Anyways off to read skoogles accounts.

 

-Tiffany S

 

 

 

 

 

 

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> Yes you are ready for the next phase Tiffany. Unless you are absolutely

compelled to do so make no great or grand permanent decisions about your

friends. Nice going with your detachment and yes the energetic swings are going

to be intense do your best! They can have the effect you described upon your

fears but no worries " YOU KNOW " and this makes all the difference. - blessings

Tiffany

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