my phone conference with

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Hey all,

I had my phone conference with tonight, first time speaking to him over

the phone and it went great. I'm feeling really enthused, he talked me into

going back into EMT school as soon as I can (instead of waiting a year or 2) and

in the meantime study everything from the book and get a job working in the

hospital. I was feeling kinda disoriented after leaving my class a couple weeks

ago, and now I feel the light reawakened in me and it's shinning bright, I've

been given my purpose again. And was telling me about how this need to be

of service in these traumatic scenarios is no accident, and I have to say, to be

of help in this way, to help those in their most dire need, my heart opens wide

and I just don't think it is something that my mind can understand, it can only

follow.

I'm scared too, but not in the same way as before, I feel like I have the help

that I need and I can really make it through this, all my projected fears, and

see that they can't touch who I really am.

 

We also talked about my practice, and a funny story of how when he was 17, he

hit a cow on his motorcycle going 75, flew 20 ft, landed on a barbed wire fence

and walked away after being unconscious for 30 minutes. The gift that we have,

this Kundalini, even before it awakens...I'm going to be working on seeing how

blessed I really am and how this Divinity has chosen me as well, basically work

on my self-confidence issues.

 

well anyways, I had a good conversation with and really enjoyed his sense

of humor and his encouragement. I just want to say Chrism, that I am truly

blessed to have you as a teacher, especially one that makes a weep and wail

noise when he picks up the phone hahaha.

 

blessings to you and I look forward to more private and group

communications with you and all the beautiful souls here

 

craig