Bridled/Free

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All:

I'm uncertain yet what I'm experiencing. Last night I started feeling grumpy,

and this morning the tears are falling...and boy do I have a lot of head

pressure with a dizzy drunken head feeling. I was driving home from work and

noticing all the car names, and thinking what if all of us who are sitting on

our bums in these cars actually put into action what was written on the car.

What if we put some of the creative energy that goes into naming the car (which

I appreciate the creativity and thought process behind this) into doing what the

name represents. I wrapped up my evening by falling asleep in meditation. I have

in my thoughts that I'm bound to experience many challenges and " tests " ...the

tears and grumpiness seems to happen after I've experienced an amazing bliss. I

wonder if its my burning off and letting go in some way. It provides me with a

great contrast to appreciate and take note of for sure.

 

Our office is being remodeled and last week I was placed in a storage room with

8 other staff; furniture stacked floor to ceiling, creating our tempory work

space cubicles. I've gone from the luxury of a private space with 8 floor to

ceiling windows (a funny story in itself how it become my office and for which I

give thanks for every day. I encourage the staff to come use " my " office

whenever they wish to), to a shared storage box with no windows at all. My

environment makes me feel caged...I know it's temporary...I think it parallels

my bridled bird feeling of today.

 

Interestingly, the contrasting feelings of caged/free of today have come through

in a few squeeky and buttery note combinations on the rent a cello.

 

Love:

Danielle