Guest guest Posted October 13, 2009 Report Share Posted October 13, 2009 Master Chrism- I went outside for my meditation; found it difficult to do the 5th Tibetan. I puffed and grunted through repetition 18-21. Soon after entering into meditation, the tears fell. I felt like I was a frog sitting on a sinking lily pad. My back hurt, and I slumped. Realization: it's not my back; it's my heart that hurts. And the tears fell some more. I found myself in conversation with you. I said, it was so hard for me to trust before to a guide/teacher. My life was at stake. I was so afraid. It was so terribly difficult for me to trust in a process far beyond my knowing. I said, will you cradle me and not clutch me? My head spun, and the tears fell, and I said, I trust you my teacher, I trust you and this process of Shakti/Kundalini…completely, completely, completely. I was guided to my right side, where I was stretched out, and legs moved in tight to fetal position; my left arm was wrapped around the outside of my bended knees with right arm drawn in tight. And here I sobbed…stating completely, completely, completely. My eyes opened to the green agave plant, with its red/black needle tip. Sirens let out a scream down the road, and I thought of Craig and said to myself, we need people like you this world, Craig. I touched the agave warmed by the sun and noticed a little white and green spider staring back at me. I trust and love you Chrism, teacher through Shakti/Kundalini… completely, completely, completely. With Gratitude: Danielle Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 13, 2009 Report Share Posted October 13, 2009 this is really beautiful Danielle. I don't know what to call this feeling that I'm feeling but it's bringing tears to my eyes. your beautiful soul shines bright Danielle craig , " iamwaitingmoon " <iamwaitingmoon wrote: > > Master Chrism- > I went outside for my meditation; found it difficult to do the 5th Tibetan. I puffed and grunted through repetition 18-21. Soon after entering into meditation, the tears fell. I felt like I was a frog sitting on a sinking lily pad. My back hurt, and I slumped. Realization: it's not my back; it's my heart that hurts. And the tears fell some more. I found myself in conversation with you. I said, it was so hard for me to trust before to a guide/teacher. My life was at stake. I was so afraid. It was so terribly difficult for me to trust in a process far beyond my knowing. I said, will you cradle me and not clutch me? My head spun, and the tears fell, and I said, I trust you my teacher, I trust you and this process of Shakti/Kundalini…completely, completely, completely. I was guided to my right side, where I was stretched out, and legs moved in tight to fetal position; my left arm was wrapped around the outside of my bended knees with right arm drawn in tight. And here I sobbed…stating completely, completely, completely. My eyes opened to the green agave plant, with its red/black needle tip. Sirens let out a scream down the road, and I thought of Craig and said to myself, we need people like you this world, Craig. I touched the agave warmed by the sun and noticed a little white and green spider staring back at me. > > I trust and love you Chrism, teacher through Shakti/Kundalini… completely, completely, completely. > > With Gratitude: > Danielle > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 14, 2009 Report Share Posted October 14, 2009 Danielle- your words touch my soul and bring tears to my heart. I have felt this intense loving since first meeting chrism. It took me a while to understand what the deep longing feeling was and now I know. I found a path that embodies what I have been going thru and have adopted this as my way in terms of my guide and this program. It is called GURU YOGA. It has various meanings but I find the basic tenents fit my path well- complete devotion to a guide to find a way to one's own inner divine. I feel honored and blessed to have found chrism. I accept my path fully and though it is bumpy at times I will not waiver in my dedication to the course. I know in my heart and soul that this is where I have been headed all my life. This is my home now - Thank you for sharing your deepest feelings- your words beautifully state what many of us feel - some are not able to state them so eloquently. I join you in your surrender completely-completely-completely. May Kundalini Shakti hold you in her lovely hands always... e Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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