Guest guest Posted October 21, 2009 Report Share Posted October 21, 2009 I am feeling very weepy and sad. I am just in from a busy meeting but no real reason to feel like this! I think that maybe my little ego is prodding me to say I should be more appreciated.... people moan and groan at these meetings and demand appreciation for what they do.... | think my little ego might be feeling a bit left out...lol but not really!! What ever the trigger, the sadness is very big here... I am feeling so low....I want to cry and cry .... surrendering to this is not easy for me at all... but I am willing to surrender and be led... this feels like a direction and I am not comfortable at all...... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 21, 2009 Report Share Posted October 21, 2009 " Tears, Idle Tears " by Alfred, Lord Tennyson Tears, idle tears, I know not what they mean, Tears from the depth of some divine despair Rise in the heart, and gather to the eyes, In looking on the happy autumn-fields, And thinking of the days that are no more. Fresh as the first beam glittering on a sail, That brings our friends up from the underworld, Sad as the last which reddens over one That sinks with all we love below the verge; So sad, so fresh, the days that are no more. Ah, sad and strange as in dark summer dawns The earliest pipe of half-awaken'd birds To dying ears, when unto dying eyes The casement slowly grows a glimmering square; So sad, so strange, the days that are no more. Dear as remembered kisses after death, And sweet as those by hopeless fancy feign'd On lips that are for others; deep as love, Deep as first love, and wild with all regret; O Death in Life, the days that are no more! Hugs and a hanky: Danielle , " Julia " <jajahern wrote: > > I am feeling very weepy and sad. I am just in from a busy meeting but no real reason to feel like this! Julia Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 22, 2009 Report Share Posted October 22, 2009 Low and weepy. I had been feeling that way for about 9 days, yesterday it begun to subside without any strong reason. For me those periods of sadness come quite often but luckily they always pass too. It's pretty hard though to find hope in knowing that they pass while the emotions are washing over. There is crap happening in my life, but nothing bad enough to make me cry so the crying must be from old emotions surfacing/blockages opening. With the saddness I always get unlovedness and the feeling I'm not appreciated, that you mentioned. Usually after the crying spells I feel better than I did before them. I hope (and believe) it will be that way for you too. When I feel like I want to cry and cry and cry ....I do just that Also the emotional safeties (forgiveness, trust, etc.) help. I may be a bit unclear with my writing today as my brain is not functioning properly ...add that to an examination period and you've got a disaster... Anyway, my heart is with you. Aarni , " Julia " <jajahern wrote: > > I am feeling very weepy and sad. I am just in from a busy meeting but no real reason to feel like this! I think that maybe my little ego is prodding me to say I should be more appreciated.... people moan and groan at these meetings and demand appreciation for what they do.... | think my little ego might be feeling a bit left out...lol but not really!! > What ever the trigger, the sadness is very big here... I am feeling so low....I want to cry and cry .... surrendering to this is not easy for me at all... but I am willing to surrender and be led... this feels like a direction and I am not comfortable at all...... > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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