Guest guest Posted November 2, 2009 Report Share Posted November 2, 2009 To and all Toward the end of my personal chat with last night spoke those four words to me, " Don't be a stranger " . My mind just sort of froze there and began swirling because of those words. I didn't hear much after that, his telling me bye and all. It was hard to concentrate. I don't call very often or e-mail because I do not want to take up his time unless it is absolutely neccessary. I don't want him to feel like I am a stranger to him, though. Hehe! I was a little shocked because I do not feel like a stranger, but a very close friend. There is hardly a minute of my day that I am not thinking about him and the group and Kundalini. Even that day he and drove up in my driveway and I met him for the first time, he did not feel like stranger even then. I felt like I had known him and forever! Many mornings these days, I start my day seeing the golden orb and I smile and say good morning to and Shakti, especially now since Deb pointed out that the golden light visits her and what she knew it to be. Hehe! My little i can be dense at times. All those times prior to that, when I saw the golden orb, I just wondered what it was suppose to symbolized. Now I speak to it believing it to be Chrism's Shakti and it just pulses and glows bigger and brighter and I feel great all over, knowning divinity's presense it there with me. On those day when it appears, I just stand there for 10 or 15 minutes talking with you and Shakti feeling your love and in return send love back. It is a great way to start the day...a connect with and Shakti time before I began my day. Some days when it is not there, I still just stand there in a standing medtitaion and many times it will began appearing after a few minutes. After much thought, I just really feel bad, because I mostly call or e-mail Chrism only when I am needing help, which isn't fair to Chrism. I am so sorry Chrism. It sure isn't because I don't want to talk with you, in fact, it is the other way around. I would love to talk in person every day, if that were possible. I am going to be working a lot these next nine days on my gratitude, not just thinking, feeling, and speaking it, but put more action behind it. And honesty, I have always thought of my self as being an honesty person in most of my speaking and doings, but as someone (I think Sandra) on the group posted yesterday made me realize that ommitting something out of fear of what others may think of me would be a form of dishonesty. And my trust issue. I have a lot of work and growing to do. I do thank you with all that is within me for all you do for me and all here on the group. I am grateful to you all. I read every single post every day even though I do not always make a reply. Not just here on the main group, but most of the other groups as well. I pray for all the prayer request and send healing to those who ask to be sent to. I am here everyday. I am no stranger. Love & blessings, Linda Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 2, 2009 Report Share Posted November 2, 2009 FWIW, you are no stranger to me, Linda. I carry you in my heart and thoughts every day. (It is a fullmoon my friend, and although Deb is not readily available to remind you of this...I am. I look forward to hearing of your dancing with the moonbeams.) Love & Hugs: Danielle , " danceswithcats999 " <crazycats711 wrote: > > To and all > Toward the end of my personal chat with last night spoke those four words to me, " Don't be a stranger " . Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 2, 2009 Report Share Posted November 2, 2009 Dear Linda, Thanks for this post of yours, and I'm glad you're here everyday. Love, Sandra , " danceswithcats999 " <crazycats711 wrote: > > To and all > Toward the end of my personal chat with last night spoke those four words to me, " Don't be a stranger " . My mind just sort of froze there and began swirling because of those words. I didn't hear much after that, his telling me bye and all. It was hard to concentrate. > > I don't call very often or e-mail because I do not want to take up his time unless it is absolutely neccessary. I don't want him to feel like I am a stranger to him, though. Hehe! I was a little shocked because I do not feel like a stranger, but a very close friend. There is hardly a minute of my day that I am not thinking about him and the group and Kundalini. Even that day he and drove up in my driveway and I met him for the first time, he did not feel like stranger even then. I felt like I had known him and forever! > > Many mornings these days, I start my day seeing the golden orb and I smile and say good morning to and Shakti, especially now since Deb pointed out that the golden light visits her and what she knew it to be. Hehe! My little i can be dense at times. All those times prior to that, when I saw the golden orb, I just wondered what it was suppose to symbolized. Now I speak to it believing it to be Chrism's Shakti and it just pulses and glows bigger and brighter and I feel great all over, knowning divinity's presense it there with me. On those day when it appears, I just stand there for 10 or 15 minutes talking with you and Shakti feeling your love and in return send love back. It is a great way to start the day...a connect with and Shakti time before I began my day. Some days when it is not there, I still just stand there in a standing medtitaion and many times it will began appearing after a few minutes. > > After much thought, I just really feel bad, because I mostly call or e-mail Chrism only when I am needing help, which isn't fair to Chrism. I am so sorry Chrism. It sure isn't because I don't want to talk with you, in fact, it is the other way around. I would love to talk in person every day, if that were possible. > > I am going to be working a lot these next nine days on my gratitude, not just thinking, feeling, and speaking it, but put more action behind it. And honesty, I have always thought of my self as being an honesty person in most of my speaking and doings, but as someone (I think Sandra) on the group posted yesterday made me realize that ommitting something out of fear of what others may think of me would be a form of dishonesty. And my trust issue. I have a lot of work and growing to do. > > I do thank you with all that is within me for all you do for me and all here on the group. I am grateful to you all. I read every single post every day even though I do not always make a reply. Not just here on the main group, but most of the other groups as well. I pray for all the prayer request and send healing to those who ask to be sent to. I am here everyday. I am no stranger. > > Love & blessings, > Linda > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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