Guest guest Posted November 4, 2009 Report Share Posted November 4, 2009 Warren- I read your post and my thoughts have been with you. I wanted to share too that something pushes my buttons with your writing-almost every time. I don't mean to sound harsh-it is a fact for me, and I have not figured it out. I too know that it is not about you but something in me. I am just voicing it because it is in the " Christ-related " reference and latin words that trigger this for me. What I experience in the written words is incongruent with the love and blessings that you share and the extend of the love for the divine which shines when you express...It is something about the written words that sends me off balance and teetering...it has been the oddest and challenging of things for me. I know if it my issue, I just am not understanding it at all. If you or anyone has any insight, please do share. I would like to unravel it, and/or face the fear if that is what it is because it is not making sense to me. Thank you and sincere blessings to you. -Danielle Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 4, 2009 Report Share Posted November 4, 2009 Dear Danielle, Have you had any experiences with Catholic rites? Love, Sandra , " iamwaitingmoon " <iamwaitingmoon wrote: > > Warren- > I read your post and my thoughts have been with you. I wanted to share too that something pushes my buttons with your writing-almost every time. I don't mean to sound harsh-it is a fact for me, and I have not figured it out. I too know that it is not about you but something in me. I am just voicing it because it is in the " Christ-related " reference and latin words that trigger this for me. What I experience in the written words is incongruent with the love and blessings that you share and the extend of the love for the divine which shines when you express...It is something about the written words that sends me off balance and teetering...it has been the oddest and challenging of things for me. I know if it my issue, I just am not understanding it at all. If you or anyone has any insight, please do share. I would like to unravel it, and/or face the fear if that is what it is because it is not making sense to me. > > Thank you and sincere blessings to you. > > -Danielle > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 4, 2009 Report Share Posted November 4, 2009 No, I'm not at all familiar. I am familar with the ways of the land and the teachings of the earth. Shakti did not wait long to assist me in understanding this further...wow, what an intense morning of seeing and feeling. This is merely my fear surfacing-some deep deep-real and illusioned fear. Are you familiar with those Omen/Dameon movies? As a child I viewed a couple and they scared me more than anything in this world or beyond ever could. I mean so beyond anything I can ever articulate. This same is true for the " exorcist " and matters of " demon possession " . Though connected to this, too this appears to be about a situation I experienced as a young child. As I child I had some pychic phenomena and ability to communicate with animals, had preminitions etc....the house aid in S. Africa thought I had bad spirits in me and tried to exorcise them from me via Witch-Doctoring. Well, this wasn't the case; I just could tune into a higher frequency and experienced the phenomena that I do again now as an adult. I spent many years as a child (and adult for that matter) suppressing these gift and turning my back to it. The feeling of the fear of that experience of the " witch-docting exorcism " though is surfacing; I was just a little girl and it was scary...and it still sits in my jaw and neck as " issues in my tissues " . Thank you Warren for being a catalyst in helping this to surface-regardless of your awareness of this or not. I think Shakti has trusted in you for such a surfacing and expression of this fear through me because your faith is so apparently strong and secure...and any projection or questions I had would be reflected back upon my self, which is exactly where it needed to be. This is major/necessary surfacing for me. THANK YOU. Scratching my head...I'm forever in awe with this process and journey. -Danielle , " caraleen98 " <caraleen98 wrote: > > Dear Danielle, > Have you had any experiences with Catholic rites? > Love, Sandra > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 4, 2009 Report Share Posted November 4, 2009 Those movies scared me even as an adult, I can imagine what they much do to children. I did not allow my kids to watch them, but they went behind my back and watched them anyways. Lots of phoenomena began happening around my house that time. Those movies are mild compared to what children are allowed to watch these days. I have to wonder what it is doing to them. A child who lived close by, a younger brother of a woman my daughter works with, went and laid on the railroad track recently and let the train hit him. You hear of things like that a lot anymore. I have to wonder if they are being possessed to be able to do such an act. Linda , " iamwaitingmoon " <iamwaitingmoon wrote: > Are you familiar with those Omen/Dameon movies? As a child I viewed a couple and they scared me more than anything in this world or beyond ever could. I mean so beyond anything I can ever articulate. This same is true for the " exorcist " and matters of " demon possession " . > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 4, 2009 Report Share Posted November 4, 2009 I cant take those movies even now, let alone as a child! once we were watching " the arisctocats " at school, it was first grade... I had to leave the room because it made me cry, the piece where they put the mom and the kittens in the oven, I just could not bare it!I grew up without a tv so was probably overly sensitive.I wonder if it works somehow like addictions, the more you are exposed, the more it takes for you to " feel it " , so the level of fear and violence is increased and ones perception of it decreases... I'm sure it has effect on some deeper level though...so sorry to hear about the boy.. lucia <<<<<Those movies are mild compared to what children are allowed to watch these days. I have to wonder what it is doing to them. A child who lived close by, a younger brother of a woman my daughter works with, went and laid on the railroad track recently and let the train hit him. You hear of things like that a lot anymore. I have to wonder if they are being possessed to be able to do such an act. Linda<<<<<<< Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 4, 2009 Report Share Posted November 4, 2009 Yes we are all mirrors for eachother. Not only of looks and behavioral characteristics but of experiences as well. The " Witch Doctor " experience was an experience that has placed a challenge within you for similar themes. I am sure this is what is occurring and you are doing very well to be able to process it as you have been doing! We are each others keeper and in that idea we are here to help our Kundalini family through their special and transforming challenges. Releasing the toxic programming from that experience of the Witch Doctor is a blessings and yes the release can be triggered by the mere word. This will pass Danielle. It will pass into the pages of your experience and what part it played for your development into the Kundalini will be honored. Remember that this experience was a gift. A way of future recognition and reconciliation with trauma's that pre exist this life expression in you. The divine is great Danielle! And so are you! - chrism , " iamwaitingmoon " <iamwaitingmoon wrote: > > Warren- > I read your post and my thoughts have been with you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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