Guest guest Posted November 4, 2009 Report Share Posted November 4, 2009 Dear and all, I have been thinking a lot today about free will... and about trusting that when K directs me it is K. Do I have free will any more.... did I hand my free will over when I committed to surrendering to Kundalini? And so is my free will still there but just now being run by K and with my own permission by virtue of my surrender???? I can not at this time eat dairy.... I suddenly do not want to eat dairy... but even if I did ( I actually tried again) I just could not. It is very very strange. I think the reason I am finding it so strange is that there is quite a lot of direction is been given at this time and I am slightly worried that I might be imagining some of it ... that my ego is playing with me and that this direction is not from K. How am I to know? Please do not laugh when I tell you this... well you probably will anyway so go right ahead... today I was directed to give away my shoes!! ( pause while you laugh...........................he he!) My Shoes for crying out loud ...what is that about? Am I actually cracking up and starting to imagne things?. Although I had no inclination or intention or even interest in becoming a vegan this diet is possibly a progression on from becoming a vegetarian and I seem to have no choice at all about it..... but my shoes. This might sound trivial but believe me it is not... the shoes are just one " weird " thing that is being requested of me. Is my ego having a laugh at me about the shoes or is it K who is having a laugh.... I tell myself that I have made an absolute committment to surrender to Kundalini but have I....am I really still resisting? If I do nothing about the " shoes " am I resisting. Chrism seriously would K ask me to give away my shoes... it sounds too trivial... and yet it would not be an easy thing to do at all. Direction would be gratefull listend to... and could you write something about kundalini and free will..that is if you have the opportunity and time to write., I would much appreciate it. Love Julia Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 4, 2009 Report Share Posted November 4, 2009 I would like to hear about free will too. I have often wondered if we really have it. Ben and I have discussed this some. It seems to me that people who are not into the spiritual side of life seem to have more free will than those who are more spiritually advance. But still if you go against law there is karma to pay either in this life or the next no matter who you are. It does seem the more spiritual you get the more stricter those laws are enforced. For the more advanced it is not only that, but we are asked to do such things as give away our shoes. Hehe! Is it just a test to see if we will obey? We have learned Spirit's voice, but when it comes to something out of the norm like that, it makes you wonder if it is really Spirit asking or your mind/ego playing tricks. I don't know the answer Julia, but have been where your at. Love, Linda , " Julia " <jajahern wrote: > > Dear and all, > > I have been thinking a lot today about free will... and about trusting that when K directs me it is K. >> Love Julia > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 4, 2009 Report Share Posted November 4, 2009 Once right before my " K'' opened i was directed to take a mouthfull of Coke(something i would never do) then swish the coke around in my mouth and spit it right out.............there were a few strange things like that ............then i started taking wheat grass.............the family at that time looked at me funny with grass in the house and me cutting it up to go in the juicer. Then shortly after BOOM mother K opened up...........so i think its to get us into the right resonance or frequency, and to test some obediance. No i dont think you are going Wacko, and the diets will change as does your vibratory rate!!! My Take richard. jajahern Wed, 4 Nov 2009 20:43:41 +0000 free will and... Dear and all, I have been thinking a lot today about free will... and about trusting that when K directs me it is K. Do I have free will any more.... did I hand my free will over when I committed to surrendering to Kundalini? And so is my free will still there but just now being run by K and with my own permission by virtue of my surrender???? I can not at this time eat dairy.... I suddenly do not want to eat dairy... but even if I did ( I actually tried again) I just could not. It is very very strange. I think the reason I am finding it so strange is that there is quite a lot of direction is been given at this time and I am slightly worried that I might be imagining some of it ... that my ego is playing with me and that this direction is not from K. How am I to know? Please do not laugh when I tell you this... well you probably will anyway so go right ahead... today I was directed to give away my shoes!! ( pause while you laugh...........................he he!) My Shoes for crying out loud ...what is that about? Am I actually cracking up and starting to imagne things?. Although I had no inclination or intention or even interest in becoming a vegan this diet is possibly a progression on from becoming a vegetarian and I seem to have no choice at all about it..... but my shoes. This might sound trivial but believe me it is not... the shoes are just one " weird " thing that is being requested of me. Is my ego having a laugh at me about the shoes or is it K who is having a laugh.... I tell myself that I have made an absolute committment to surrender to Kundalini but have I....am I really still resisting? If I do nothing about the " shoes " am I resisting. Chrism seriously would K ask me to give away my shoes... it sounds too trivial... and yet it would not be an easy thing to do at all. Direction would be gratefull listend to... and could you write something about kundalini and free will..that is if you have the opportunity and time to write., I would much appreciate it. Love Julia _______________ Ready. Set. Get a great deal on Windows 7. See fantastic deals on Windows 7 now http://go.microsoft.com/?linkid=9691818 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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