Hello, I'm Diane

[Guest guest]

Hello, I'm Diane, a 68 year old married mom of 3, grandma of 8. I had a

spontaneous K experience in 1993, which recaptured what I had experienced in an

OOBE at age 3, where I had felt ageless and knew that the 3 year old body was

not me. I did not want to return to that 3 year old body, knew that I would

have to face very difficult circumstances,but I also " knew " that I would not

have to face the difficulties alone. That experience changed my life. The

spontaneous experience in 1993 occurred during deep prayerful meditation. I

also realize that my beginning to meditate at age 12, when I seemed to have

extraordinary power of concentration was probably elicited by a fall on

concrete in which I injured my coccyx coccyx. I fell again on ice injuring my

coccyx again 1963 during my first marriage while pregnant,and in 1964 had a

child who not only has an IQ of 165+ but is very well grounded and able to

function very successfully in an academic career as well as raise a family of 6

children. I've always wondered if she and her abilities were positively

affected by the K as it was strengthening within me. She was also miraculously

healed of a fatal disease for which she had been given only a 2% chance of

living 5 years in 1999. I knew what k was, but had no help in dealing with the

sensory manifestations which concerned me, so I stopped meditating, but still

have had experiences such as a clicking noise in my head with bliss and in

September was admitted to the hospital via the ER for chest pain. I was reading

your recent class chat, in which , was it William?, was also hospitalized for

chest pain, and I had the same tests, including 2 treadmill tests, the 2nd being

done with a nuclear isotope, but the finding was that my heart was normal; no

reason could be found for the chest pain. I haven't meditated for years now,

having a conflict within myself as to the sensory experiences, though I still

experience them to a degree anyway. I am a completely committed Christian, and

that too makes K problematic in my family since my older son is the senior

pastor of a large church. He doesn't know about k, and would never accept or

understand it. The same is true about my other son. My husband knows, but

doesn't understand, but my daughter knows and just accepts me k and all. This

was way too much to post, but I needed to give background. I would appreciate

any feedback any of you would care to give. Blessings and Love, Diane

[Guest guest]

Hello and a big K welcome to you " Grandma Diane " !!!

 

I don't know if there was a question in there for me, I was the " William " in the

chat who had the chest pain and had the nuclear stress test about 6 months ago.

All checked out well and all cleared up within a week after visiting my recently

deceased father-in-law's grave site and letting my emotions run their course.

Was there a very emotionally painful experience for you around the time of your

chest pain?

 

Today I am fine as ever, and haven't experienced any chest pain since I cleared

the issue that night at the cemetery. Hope you are too :^)

 

Welcome again, and in addition to the 'Safeties' and the vast resources here,

please take a look around in the files section, yourself being a Christian as I

am, I highly recommend the Philip St. Romain ebook there.

Blessings,

Bill

 

 

 

, " Diane "

<cdgbdronningen wrote:

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> Hello, I'm Diane, a 68 year old married mom of 3, grandma of 8. I had a

spontaneous K experience in 1993, which recaptured what I had experienced in an

OOBE at age 3, where I had felt ageless and knew that the 3 year old body was

not me. I did not want to return to that 3 year old body, knew that I would

have to face very difficult circumstances,but I also " knew " that I would not

have to face the difficulties alone. That experience changed my life. The

spontaneous experience in 1993 occurred during deep prayerful meditation. I

also realize that my beginning to meditate at age 12, when I seemed to have

extraordinary power of concentration was probably elicited by a fall on

concrete in which I injured my coccyx coccyx. I fell again on ice injuring my

coccyx again 1963 during my first marriage while pregnant,and in 1964 had a

child who not only has an IQ of 165+ but is very well grounded and able to

function very successfully in an academic career as well as raise a family of 6

children. I've always wondered if she and her abilities were positively

affected by the K as it was strengthening within me. She was also miraculously

healed of a fatal disease for which she had been given only a 2% chance of

living 5 years in 1999. I knew what k was, but had no help in dealing with the

sensory manifestations which concerned me, so I stopped meditating, but still

have had experiences such as a clicking noise in my head with bliss and in

September was admitted to the hospital via the ER for chest pain. I was reading

your recent class chat, in which , was it William?, was also hospitalized for

chest pain, and I had the same tests, including 2 treadmill tests, the 2nd being

done with a nuclear isotope, but the finding was that my heart was normal; no

reason could be found for the chest pain. I haven't meditated for years now,

having a conflict within myself as to the sensory experiences, though I still

experience them to a degree anyway. I am a completely committed Christian, and

that too makes K problematic in my family since my older son is the senior

pastor of a large church. He doesn't know about k, and would never accept or

understand it. The same is true about my other son. My husband knows, but

doesn't understand, but my daughter knows and just accepts me k and all. This

was way too much to post, but I needed to give background. I would appreciate

any feedback any of you would care to give. Blessings and Love, Diane

>

[Guest guest]

Welcome and know that you are in a good place here at the KAS1 ashram. The

members are ready and open to all questions and sharing of your concerns. You

need not feel so alone now -

 

Please check out the safeties here:

 

http://f1.grp.fs.com/v1/UOvxSnP2K6NMBiHoZByxutHlBgM2mcs-WuFRmA5jT6XEUkx9EAv\

OIqAxU4x_DTUcuZdOhzBXNnEMJnyF7NUICQ/the-safeties-ver2.5.pdf

 

If you have any questions please we are here to help.

 

I suggest you read the articles on the main site and browse the files. There is

much information contained in the writings that may trigger some knowing for

you.

 

Blessings to you Diane:

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[Guest guest]

Diane,

 

Welcome!

 

Blessings,

 

David

[Guest guest]

Welcome Diane,

I would like to welcome you here and I would also suggest that it

is safe for you to have the Kundalini in a much more awakened state now. It is

calling you. I invite you to begin your prayers and meditations again and as you

follow the safety protocols

http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com/the-safeties.html

allow the blossoming of your inner divine into its flower of God for which it is

meant to be in you.

 

No accidents with the tail bone injuries and the OBE experience while so young.

No accidents with the resurgence in 93 or the brilliant daughter who out of all

the kids accepts your Kundalini.

 

No accident that God has placed this gift upon you from birth. Christianity is

rich in the Kundalini traditions it merely calls them by different names. Read

St. Therese of Avila or St Francis of Azizzi or St John of the Cross or St

Philip of Neri. Yes I know many saints and how could a person be listed in such

compamy? Well they didnt start out as saints they had to have the Fire of Christ

come upon them. The Holy Fire the Fire of God the Holy Ghost of the divine

transformation.

 

They had to have an idea of the Trinity. A respect and love of God in Gods

infinite creations and in the idea that we are the flesh of God as we surrender

to Gods divine loving imperative.

 

Christianity can compliment and support this awakening within you. Just ask the

Christians here in this community! Try not to let the terminologies confuse or

frighten you. God comes in all languages, cultures, environments and societies

and so does the divine Kundalini.

 

Blessings and welcome again Diane! - chrism

 

, " Diane "

<cdgbdronningen wrote:

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> Hello, I'm Diane, a 68 year old married mom of 3, grandma of 8.

[Guest guest]

Hi Diane,I am a christian grandma of 4 who is also K active. You are not alone

here. There are many of us who have similar circumstances. I even have an

exceptional daugther. I do not know her IQ, but she was borned with what is

called a photograghic memory. I could read her a book one time, this was when

she was way before school age, and she could then turn right around and tell the

story back to me word for word. Hehe! I only had to read the story to her

once,then she would read to me. She never forgets anything she reads or what is

said in movies she watches.

 

Welcome to our K family, Diane.

 

Blessings & love,

Linda

 

, " Diane "

<cdgbdronningen wrote:

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> Hello, I'm Diane, a 68 year old married mom of 3, grandma of 8. I had a

spontaneous K experience in 1993,

[Guest guest]

Hello and welcome Diane, Thank you for sharing your story.

I am a christian also. I do admit that at times I have found it a struggle to

integrate the K experience into my Christian up bringing... there seemed to be

no frame of reference in my tradition...

 

I believe that Kundalini has also shown me God of other religions...If I was

to say I have been touched by Vishnu or Krisna I hope no one will take

offence... but I think I have.... God is God regardless of how WE view him.

His expression of light and truth is given / received by us in different

traditions but I think Kundalini itself is traditionless as such.. ..sometimes

I can really see that and sometimes it slips away from me.

 

Ooops hope I did not go on to much there.... I do not want to put you off..lol !

Welcome again.

Love Julia

 

 

 

 

 

, " Diane "

<cdgbdronningen wrote:

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>

> Hello, I'm Diane, a 68 year old married mom of 3, grandma of 8. I had a

spontaneous K experience in 1993, which recaptured what I had experienced in an

OOBE at age 3, where I had felt ageless and knew that the 3 year old body was

not me. I did not want to return to that 3 year old body, knew that I would

have to face very difficult circumstances,but I also " knew " that I would not

have to face the difficulties alone. That experience changed my life. The

spontaneous experience in 1993 occurred during deep prayerful meditation. I

also realize that my beginning to meditate at age 12, when I seemed to have

extraordinary power of concentration was probably elicited by a fall on

concrete in which I injured my coccyx coccyx. I fell again on ice injuring my

coccyx again 1963 during my first marriage while pregnant,and in 1964 had a

child who not only has an IQ of 165+ but is very well grounded and able to

function very successfully in an academic career as well as raise a family of 6

children. I've always wondered if she and her abilities were positively

affected by the K as it was strengthening within me. She was also miraculously

healed of a fatal disease for which she had been given only a 2% chance of

living 5 years in 1999. I knew what k was, but had no help in dealing with the

sensory manifestations which concerned me, so I stopped meditating, but still

have had experiences such as a clicking noise in my head with bliss and in

September was admitted to the hospital via the ER for chest pain. I was reading

your recent class chat, in which , was it William?, was also hospitalized for

chest pain, and I had the same tests, including 2 treadmill tests, the 2nd being

done with a nuclear isotope, but the finding was that my heart was normal; no

reason could be found for the chest pain. I haven't meditated for years now,

having a conflict within myself as to the sensory experiences, though I still

experience them to a degree anyway. I am a completely committed Christian, and

that too makes K problematic in my family since my older son is the senior

pastor of a large church. He doesn't know about k, and would never accept or

understand it. The same is true about my other son. My husband knows, but

doesn't understand, but my daughter knows and just accepts me k and all. This

was way too much to post, but I needed to give background. I would appreciate

any feedback any of you would care to give. Blessings and Love, Diane

>

[Guest guest]

A very warm welcome, Diane! There are many paths and a diverse membership who

follow those paths, they all eventually lead to the same thing. God or whatever

name one gives for the Divine Source of all.

 

I enjoyed reading your story of your experiences. You seem open and level-headed

about it all. I think you'll find several here who can relate to what you've

experienced so far and get ideas about where you might be headed. There is so

much information here and much to read. Please ask if things puzzle you or share

if you feel you need to. We are all open and are very much of a " service to

others " bent. I love this group, not only for all the amazing information you

can get here but also because I can share things with people here that I can't

with my friends or even my closest family. You will find understanding,

compassion and love here.

 

Again, welcome!

Valarie Vousden

[Guest guest]

Hi Diane,

 

welcome I am also a committed Christian, which came about as a consequence of

the K. journey.

 

K. is not something that I can discuss at church though, as no one really has a

reference point for it

 

love

Bruce

 

, " Julia " <jajahern

wrote:

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> Hello and welcome Diane, Thank you for sharing your story.

> I am a christian also. I do admit that at times I have found it a struggle

to integrate the K experience into my Christian up bringing... there seemed to

be no frame of reference in my tradition...

>

> I believe that Kundalini has also shown me God of other religions...If I was

to say I have been touched by Vishnu or Krisna I hope no one will take

offence... but I think I have.... God is God regardless of how WE view him.

His expression of light and truth is given / received by us in different

traditions but I think Kundalini itself is traditionless as such.. ..sometimes

I can really see that and sometimes it slips away from me.

>

> Ooops hope I did not go on to much there.... I do not want to put you off..lol

! Welcome again.

> Love Julia

>

>

>

>

>

> , " Diane "

<cdgbdronningen@> wrote:

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> >

> > Hello, I'm Diane, a 68 year old married mom of 3, grandma of 8. I had a

spontaneous K experience in 1993, which recaptured what I had experienced in an

OOBE at age 3, where I had felt ageless and knew that the 3 year old body was

not me. I did not want to return to that 3 year old body, knew that I would

have to face very difficult circumstances,but I also " knew " that I would not

have to face the difficulties alone. That experience changed my life. The

spontaneous experience in 1993 occurred during deep prayerful meditation. I

also realize that my beginning to meditate at age 12, when I seemed to have

extraordinary power of concentration was probably elicited by a fall on

concrete in which I injured my coccyx coccyx. I fell again on ice injuring my

coccyx again 1963 during my first marriage while pregnant,and in 1964 had a

child who not only has an IQ of 165+ but is very well grounded and able to

function very successfully in an academic career as well as raise a family of 6

children. I've always wondered if she and her abilities were positively

affected by the K as it was strengthening within me. She was also miraculously

healed of a fatal disease for which she had been given only a 2% chance of

living 5 years in 1999. I knew what k was, but had no help in dealing with the

sensory manifestations which concerned me, so I stopped meditating, but still

have had experiences such as a clicking noise in my head with bliss and in

September was admitted to the hospital via the ER for chest pain. I was reading

your recent class chat, in which , was it William?, was also hospitalized for

chest pain, and I had the same tests, including 2 treadmill tests, the 2nd being

done with a nuclear isotope, but the finding was that my heart was normal; no

reason could be found for the chest pain. I haven't meditated for years now,

having a conflict within myself as to the sensory experiences, though I still

experience them to a degree anyway. I am a completely committed Christian, and

that too makes K problematic in my family since my older son is the senior

pastor of a large church. He doesn't know about k, and would never accept or

understand it. The same is true about my other son. My husband knows, but

doesn't understand, but my daughter knows and just accepts me k and all. This

was way too much to post, but I needed to give background. I would appreciate

any feedback any of you would care to give. Blessings and Love, Diane

> >

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