Guest guest Posted November 6, 2009 Report Share Posted November 6, 2009 I have been quiet for the last week or so, but I have been reading all the posts. Hi to all the new members, make your self at home ;-). Two weeks ago I had 3 friends visit for a week. We had a great time catching up on old times and I had planned to go back to their place for a week or so. On the night before they left I decided to cancel my trip as I was so very, very tired as well as feeling pain from my Fibromyalgia. After they left I had to admit that having people around me exhausted me. Just the extra interaction, cooking and cleaning up, really tired me out. That was two weeks ago and I am still tired and sleeping 10-12 hours a night and just laying on the sofa all day. Everything is an effort and its been hard motivating myself to even get a bath and get dressed. But I have had about three days when I've been okay. Yesterday was one of them. So I took time out today to work out what was different on those 3 days. The difference was simple. On those mornings I had laid in bed for half an hour after waking. This allowed me to let the Kundalini work its way up my body into my head. As I closed my eyes the kaleidoscope of strong colours and shapes swirled around in my head. I also saw dozens of symbols download themselves from somewhere above me, into the top of my head. I let my body move in any way it wanted as I jerked around on the bed. In all I surrendered my body over to Kundalini before I started putting my own demands on it for the day. On the other tiring days I had not 'allowed' my body to do what it wanted as I had a list of more 'important' things to do. So the result of 'me' making the decision meant that I was in no state to do anything. If only I had listened to what my Kun was asking for. Just half an hour each morning to do its thing with me, and in return the rest of my day would be fruitful. Blessings, Iona x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 7, 2009 Report Share Posted November 7, 2009 Hi Iona, thanks, thats a wonderful message for me of what it means to surrender and 'trust God and put God first'.. love and prayers for your fibromyalgia Bruce , iona winton <ionaskydancer wrote: > > > I have been quiet for the last week or so, but I have been reading all the posts. Hi to all the new members, make your self at home ;-). > > Two weeks ago I had 3 friends visit for a week. We had a great time catching up on old times and I had planned to go back to their place for a week or so. On the night before they left I decided to cancel my trip as I was so very, very tired as well as feeling pain from my Fibromyalgia. After they left I had to admit that having people around me exhausted me. Just the extra interaction, cooking and cleaning up, really tired me out. > > That was two weeks ago and I am still tired and sleeping 10-12 hours a night and just laying on the sofa all day. Everything is an effort and its been hard motivating myself to even get a bath and get dressed. But I have had about three days when I've been okay. Yesterday was one of them. So I took time out today to work out what was different on those 3 days. > > The difference was simple. On those mornings I had laid in bed for half an hour after waking. This allowed me to let the Kundalini work its way up my body into my head. As I closed my eyes the kaleidoscope of strong colours and shapes swirled around in my head. I also saw dozens of symbols download themselves from somewhere above me, into the top of my head. I let my body move in any way it wanted as I jerked around on the bed. > > In all I surrendered my body over to Kundalini before I started putting my own demands on it for the day. On the other tiring days I had not 'allowed' my body to do what it wanted as I had a list of more 'important' things to do. So the result of 'me' making the decision meant that I was in no state to do anything. > > If only I had listened to what my Kun was asking for. Just half an hour each morning to do its thing with me, and in return the rest of my day would be fruitful. > > Blessings, Iona x > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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