Hello Everyone, my intro and quest for the Greater Kan and LI

November 7, 2009

Hello

My name is Alexander. It is nice to see a group of fellow seekers and achievers

of the Greater Kan and Li. I am strongly hoping to learn from this group, I have

not acheived the Greater Kan and Li, but I long to achieve this state of

Enlightenment. I am hoping I can learn things here that will help me to progress

further towards achieving the Greater Kan and LI experience.

I feel strongly inclined to tell my story of my quest for the Greater Kan and

Li. My story is somewhat long winded but I stronly feel it is necessarry.

For those who read my story, I ask you, if you should feel inclined to tell me

anything, then please do not hold back, no matter what it is.

I first began truly seeking enlightenment about the age of 17. I have always

had mediocere jobs that paid very little money so I did not have enough to go to

seminars were they might teach techniques to help one obtain the greater Kan and

Li. I also never found anyone in the city were I had access to that was

interested in the seeking of enlightenment. I also was very learning dissabled

and had a lot of trouble comprehending things. What I did have was a lot of Free

time at school as ESE school classes did not give you much work at all, Books,

faith and mabye some supernatural help as well.

The books I read that were most comprehensible to me and were also my

inspiration were the following.

1. Path Notes of an American Ninja Master: by Glenn J. Morris

2. Shadow Stratagies of an American Ninja Master: by Glenn J. Morris

3. The Tao of Meditation the Way to Enlightenment: BY Jou Tsung Hwa

4. Spirit of Himalaya: The Story of a Truth Seeker: By Swami Amar Jyoti

5. Ninja Mind Control: BY Ashida Kim

6. Spirit of Shaolin: BY David Carradine

This was the year that I began to start regularly meditating. From the age of

17 to 22 was the time when I was real strong upon this path.

I became a vegitarian and made time regulary to spend out in nature.

I meditated both in nature and in my home.

During this time I lost 105 lbs, and the terrible headaches I had on a weekly

bases for about 10 years stopped, I went from almost always getting sick to

almost never getting sick.

About a year and a half into my practice I began to sense what people were

going to say with amazing accuracy. I also began to have visions. I began to see

flashes of light. One time the flash was white and occured to me when I was

meditating in the darkness right in between my living and family room. The next

flash of light I saw was when I was doing a meditation exercise in my parents

bathroom and everything was pitch dark, the next thing I knew the entire room

lit up with a flash of light that was blood red in color.

I also began to see ghostly images. One time when I was alone on a Sunday out

at a creek during the day time, out of some bushes about 50 feet away I saw 2

entities shaped just like human,s, but they were shadows standing straight up

like a human. They both walked out of the bushes one at a time and turned toward

me, they had the exact body of humans but had no facial features, they were just

pure shadows. After a few moments they began to walk towards a fence to which I

began to follow, but when they reached the fence before I could catch up with

them they immediatly vanished.

By the age of 19 I began to experience a little touching from unseen forces.

One time I remember in particular was when I walked out in my back yard at about

10:30 PM at nite and as I was walking to a section of the back yard to practice

some Nei Gung techniques I read about, suddenly I felt a small hand grab my

right hip and stop me in my tracks. The hand then gave a weak jerk to my right

hip and then stopped. I turned around because their was a little lite at that

time in my back yard and no body was around. I continued to go and meditate like

nothing every happened.

I also began to have intense dreams. I began to have dreams of Christ.

In one dream I had I was practicing with a Samurai Sword out in the middle of

the road and Jesus came from the heavens and held his hand out to me. I floated

upward and took his hand and we came down to earth. Together we started going in

one direction to every house we could, each time we came up to a house and

knocked at the door some people came out of the house and some stayed inside the

house. After each time we left the house with the people who willingly join us

on our walk fire then rained down from the heavens and destroyed the houses and

everything in them. As the dream went on their were hundreds walking with Christ

and when ever we turned around to look back over areas that we passed, their was

nothing but destruction not a single house remained in the areas that we passed.

Eventually people got together and meant with us on our path and they tried to

attack Jesus, but he dodged them and held up his hand and they turned into black

shadows in broad daylight and sank into the ground.

I then had another dream about Jesus in which he came to me and I grabbed his

hand and we flew around the world to houses in both third world countries and

countries with high standards of living.

By the time I was 22 I had the greatest experience of my life from meditation.

Back then I was a nite stocker and it was on a Saturday, I had gotten off work

early that nite at 11PM and had went to go stay the nite with my Grandmother. I

decided to go to bed early at about 1:30AM to get ahead of scheduel in hopes of

getting up early the next day.

However shortly after I laid down, before I could even turn the lite out, a

voice began to speak to me. It said the following in a very kind and gentle and

patient manner.

Voice: Get up and Meditate...

Me: Ignore, it is only my imagination.

Voice: Get up and Meditate...

Me: NO! I don't want to get up and meditate, I want to go to sleep...

Voice: You must get up and Meditate....

Me: Sensing this is something that is absolutely meant to be, I then said, Ok I

will get up and meditate!

I turned out the lite. I sat with my back up against the wall, and placed my

legs in a lotus possession. I placed my hands palms downward on my thies right

next to my knees. I tucked my chin inwards and upwards, and began to slowly

breath into my lower abdomen, I closed my eyes and looked at my eyebrows.

Usually my mind wanders and I have a very hard time clearing my mind, but this

nite in particular my mind cleared rather easily, as if someone or something

just removed the thoughts from my mind for me.

Within what seemed to be 5 minutes of keeping my eyes closed and focusing on my

eyelids, I began to see a tunnel with a Beautiful Sky Blue lite at the end of

it. I started moving uncontrollably to the lite at a slow pace. Then suddenly in

the blink of an eye the room became very cold. The cold did not cause me to

shiver, it was not like the cold I have shivered in however I became very scared

as I felt the feeling of ice rub against my skin. I then heard one of the hinges

on the dress drawers in the bed room began to lift up and knock down. I was

really scared. I wanted to open my eyes when suddenly the voice returned. Once

again it spoke in a very kind gentle and patient manner. It said, " Do not open

your eyes " .

I tried real hard and managed to force myself to keep my eyes shut. I could see

the beautiful sky blue lite getting closer, suddenly the terrible feeling of ice

became even worse, I was real scared, I wanted desperatley to open my eyes. I

was at the point were I was about to give up. I was just about to open my eyes

when suddenly the voice came back and patiently said, " Do not open your eyes...

Just keep focusing on the lite at the end of the tunnel. "

I then said, " okay, I'll do it! "

Sensing once again that this was some kind of test I was meant to undergo and

that I needed to pass it, I managed through sheer will to keep my eyes closed

even though I was still real scared.

After a few minutes passed I reached the light at the end of the tunnel. Then

the tunnel completely dissapeared, all I could see with my eyes closed was this

very beautiful sky blue lite all around me. The noises from the hinge stopped

and the cold feeling immediatly stopped. Suddenly I felt the most wonderful

tinkling feeling all over my body, all fear was gone and at this moment I felt

the greatest both mentally and physically that I have ever felt in my life.

Never in my life had I experienced joy and peace and good feeling like on this

nite. The tinkling feeling that was all over my body lastet for the rest of the

nite. And for about 2 weeks after this people who would touch my hand would tell

me they could feel a tinkling feeling comming from my hand and some said they

had never felt a more peaceful spirit in their entire life.

However towards the middle of 22nd year of life, I did something that I think

caused a fall from Grace so to speak. The voice came back to me one nite about

an hour and a half before I was supposed to go to work. This time I was not

laying down, I was walking when the voice came to me. The voice spoke Patiently

and kindly once again.

Voice: Go into your parents bedroom and meditate...

Me: It is just my imagination, so I Ignore it.

Voice: Go into your parents bedroom and meditate...

Me: No, I do not have enough time to do a good meditation.

Voice: You must go to meditate inside your parents bedroom...

Me: Alright I'll do it!

I go into my parents bedroom and begin to meditate up against one of the

bedroom walls. I turned off the lite in the bedroom, sat in a full lotus

possession and and placed my hands together in front of me as if I was doing a

ritual prayer. I closed my eyes and began to stare focusing on my eye lids. Once

again on a rare occaision, my mind became clear easily and almost instantly....

Suddenly I was flying, I do not know the location, but it was broad day lite out

at the place were I was flying and their was a beautiful green jungle right

below me. I was flying at a very fast pace and could physically feel the

pressure of the wind blowing up against my body. Off in the distance I saw a

beautiful green mountain. I felt wonderful.

However I suddenly got the urge to want to start getting ready for work, I

could have meditated for about 15 to 20 minutes longer and still made it to work

on time, however for some reason I was in a hurry that nite. I opened my eyes

and began to pull my hands apart. But something caused them to start to come

back together. I then tried to pull them apart again, but something pulled them

back together. Then I SHOUTED, <inside my mind>. I shouted NO, inside my mind

and then forcefully ripped my hands apart out of the prayed possession and got

up feeling peaceful but also guilty.

Then shortly after that I started becoming Preoccupied with Physical Fitness

and did not feel the inclination to meditate very much at all. Suddenly worldly

things meant more to me and meditating meant little. I even found myself with

less faith and doubting my own experiences. I could not figure out why suddenly

my perceptions got so worldly when they were not nearly as worldly for years. I

could not figure out why I began to doubt my intuitive idealistic side so much.

By 2006 I became so indulgant and worldly I fell apart on my discipline and

experienced many troubles that had been over come for years much worse than

before. However around the beginning of 2009, I once again began to feel the

calling to seek the Greater Kan and Li. I have been doing frequent meditation

for the 8 to 9 months hoping to get back to were I once was and to eventually

achieve the greater Kan and Li.

Though I have to admit meditation seems to be much harder to me now than it did

ever before at the ages of 17 to 22.

I am glad to say though that I have started experiencing blissful feelings more

often right after a meditation session. I have also started feeling a heart beat

that occurs at random. At first it happened in my lower abdomen. Then it started

happening in my solar plexus. I have also started seeing flashes of light out of

the corner of my eyes more frequently. However as of yet I have not achieved the

Greater Kan and LI.

Does anyone have any advice on what I can do to help me get closer to achieving

the Greater Kan and Li?

For those who have achieved the Greater Kan and Li, can you please tell me what

kind of techniques you found were the most helpful in succeeding in your

efforts?

I thank everyone for their time and for any information. Have a good nite.

Be thee well and in peace,

Alexander Michalski

, " caraleen98 "

<caraleen98 wrote:

>

> Dear Matt,

> This is a very interesting and vivid experience.

> Lately I've been thinking about this also, the issue of balance. There is a

counterpart for everything.

> In a dream I saw a beautiful white creature come close to me, watching me and

staying in my vicinity. Near it I saw a black shape. I looked again, and I saw

that what I first thought was a shadow was a black creature in its own right;

the complete mirror image of the white creature, its twin.

>

> Love, Sandra

>

> , " astraltraveler1984 "

<mjf84@> wrote:

> >

> > to the rescue - Thank you

> >

> > So I just had a pretty intense little experience this morning. I had a

" nightmare, " a test and basically a reminder, to keep my focus on love.

> >

> > The dream began, at this small bar in the middle of this empty lobby in a

hotel. There was no real lights on in the bar, but there was a lot of natural

light coming in from the glass walls of the lobby. It was cloudy and grey

outside and the overall feeling was very dreary. I was with someone from High

school helping out. Apparently I was " working " at this bar. At some point it was

shown to me that there was a row of medium sized " shiva linghams " about 7-9 of

them, all lined up on the top shelf. I was cautioned that they were infused

with this really dark energy. For some reason it was my job to take care of

them, and no one else wanted to deal with it. I don't remember exactly what I

was supposed to do with them other than take on the responsibility of having

them in my " ownership " . No one else wanted anything to do with them. In the

dream it was implied that the shiva linghams and this dark energy was the " dark

kundalini " . I don't know what that means, like the " dark side of the kundalini " ?

So I did my work at the bar. Keeping notice of these stones. At first I thought

they were creepy but I became used to having them around. At some point I was

told that they could be used to help you progress a little faster, you just have

to be careful. Eventually over a period of time, in the dream it seemed like a

week, I became addicted to having them around me. I had to have them around,

because it was that agreement but after awhile I began incorporating them in

everything I did, like I had them in the sink as I was cleaning the dishes, all

over the bar, in my pockets, etc...

> >

> > Any time I used them this really creepy music would come out of them. I

don't remember how exactly I used them, I think I just extracted " energy " from

them. Eventually at some point, the other person who I was working with came

back to the bar and found me eating chicken uncontrollably and I was not myself,

like I was being influenced by these stones. Everyone was sort of disgusted by

the situation, they didn't want those shiva linghams around. I had them all

over, they were in the bar food, and they were " contaminating " everything.

Meanwhile I was becoming really " distorted " and was completely hypnotized by the

shiva linghams. I know there was a lot more to the dream, there was this whole

portion of the dream about my Datura garden, and something else but I don't

remember now.

> >

> > At some point the scenery switches and I'm in my room. I want to say it was

almost like I was experiencing a false awakening in the dream, but the first

thing I notice was the overall feeling in the room. All I could feel was

darkness, it was so, sooo, dark, demonic and evil feeling. I was terrified, and

I was getting all these thoughts like, I had done this to myself, everything

that I worked up to at this point had an " evil seed " and everything in my life

was infused with these " evil seeds " and there was no escape. Like basically

everything in my life up to this point was a lie, and there was somehow evil

intentions even behind the most loving things in my life. Even my brugmansias I

had overwintering in my room/the basement, were somehow impregnated with this

evil. This feeling wanted me to feel like its all my fault, I somehow caused

this evil, to feel guilty, and any pain I experienced from this is my own fault.

It just went on and on, and as this was going that demonic feeling progressively

continued to saturate the overall ambience of the room. My room had lights on

(this is still in the dream) but everything just was so " dark " and saturated

with a feeling of pure dread, and awfulness. Pacing back and forth, " oh crap,

what am I going to do? This is all my fault! What have I done? " I really thought

at this point that I was awake. I kept thinking, " If there was ever a time where

I needed to call for help, this would probably be it, but I shouldn't

because its all my fault and he probably doesn't want to hear about it. Its my

fault and I should deal with it on my own. " At this point my thinking was

completely irrational, I started to believe these thoughts that I was fed. I

started frantically calling in Christ Consciousness, and Arch Angel Michael to

clear the room of all negativity and to fill me and the room with Christ

Consciousness. I wasn't convinced that the room was clear. Then all of a sudden

I feel my pocket vibrate. I look down and I see that I got a picture message. I

opened it up and it was a little picture of a sunflower and a honey bee.

Underneath it asked me if I wanted to " accept " the message. It was Chrism,

calling me to remind me to focus on love. I immediately remembered, " O yea!!!

Love! " and everything instantly went back to normal and then I woke up.

> >

> > I immediately opened the computer to write this down. As I am reviewing

this, I realize this closely relates to the last kundalini dream I had. At first

I sort of took this the wrong way, like maybe there was something in my

subconscious that was tempted to resist the current path that I am on and

basically go the other way, but then I realized something. This is just a test,

like a review of the things I have learned up until this point. I am thankful

for this test. I notice a lot of times with these dream tests, I am not always

lucid... So I may experience a similar test multiple times before I get it right

in the dream, then I move on to the next one. If I am lucid in the dream, its

easier to pass the test the first time around.

> >

> > Afterwards I went back to sleep and I had another dream of being operated on

and having new lungs and intestines put into me. They kept injecting me with

something to knock me out but it wasn't working. I could feel them working on

me. I was giving them a hard time. They were trying to put these huge organs in

me that were like twice the size of my current ones. I wasn't lucid at all and

it never occurred to me that this was possibly the dismemberment that Chrism

mentioned in a previous post.

> >

> > So I had a pretty interesting morning...

> >

> > - Matt

> >

>

November 8, 2009

Hi Alexander,

Welcome. I have never heard of the Greater Kan and Li before reading your post

so I am not familiar at all with the practice or protocols you are engaged in

and so cannot really speak on that. I know that the safeties that chrism offers

here may be worth looking at for you... I am sure you would find them most

helpful.

Thank you for sharing your wonderful story.

You asked if we felt inclined to tell you something not to hold back well here

it comes..lol

I wonder if trying to recapture the same experience that once happened to

you.... or trying to create a specific experience... may (and I really have no

clue, this just occured to me so please accept it as just my immediate thought)

may delay or thwart your " progress " . I say this because I have experienced the

temptation of wanting to experience previous blissful sensations.... I now know

that it is the NOT seeking of these that they are often given. I have asked

myself these questions...

What is it that I actually seek?

What motivates me to seek it?

Who is in charge?

this is what came to mind....

Love Julia.

, " Alex " <siralex20003

wrote:

>

> Hello

>

> Does anyone have any advice on what I can do to help me get closer to

achieving the Greater Kan and Li?

>

> For those who have achieved the Greater Kan and Li, can you please tell me

what kind of techniques you found were the most helpful in succeeding in your

efforts?

>

> I thank everyone for their time and for any information. Have a good nite.

>

> Be thee well and in peace,

> Alexander Michalski

>

> , " caraleen98 "

<caraleen98@> wrote:

> >

> > Dear Matt,

> > This is a very interesting and vivid experience.

> > Lately I've been thinking about this also, the issue of balance. There is a

counterpart for everything.

> > In a dream I saw a beautiful white creature come close to me, watching me

and staying in my vicinity. Near it I saw a black shape. I looked again, and I

saw that what I first thought was a shadow was a black creature in its own

right; the complete mirror image of the white creature, its twin.

> >

> > Love, Sandra

> >

> > , " astraltraveler1984 "

<mjf84@> wrote:

> > >

> > > to the rescue - Thank you

> > >

> > > So I just had a pretty intense little experience this morning. I had a

" nightmare, " a test and basically a reminder, to keep my focus on love.

> > >

> > > The dream began, at this small bar in the middle of this empty lobby in a