Guest guest Posted November 7, 2009 Report Share Posted November 7, 2009 Hello My name is Alexander. It is nice to see a group of fellow seekers and achievers of the Greater Kan and Li. I am strongly hoping to learn from this group, I have not acheived the Greater Kan and Li, but I long to achieve this state of Enlightenment. I am hoping I can learn things here that will help me to progress further towards achieving the Greater Kan and LI experience. I feel strongly inclined to tell my story of my quest for the Greater Kan and Li. My story is somewhat long winded but I stronly feel it is necessarry. For those who read my story, I ask you, if you should feel inclined to tell me anything, then please do not hold back, no matter what it is. I first began truly seeking enlightenment about the age of 17. I have always had mediocere jobs that paid very little money so I did not have enough to go to seminars were they might teach techniques to help one obtain the greater Kan and Li. I also never found anyone in the city were I had access to that was interested in the seeking of enlightenment. I also was very learning dissabled and had a lot of trouble comprehending things. What I did have was a lot of Free time at school as ESE school classes did not give you much work at all, Books, faith and mabye some supernatural help as well. The books I read that were most comprehensible to me and were also my inspiration were the following. 1. Path Notes of an American Ninja Master: by Glenn J. Morris 2. Shadow Stratagies of an American Ninja Master: by Glenn J. Morris 3. The Tao of Meditation the Way to Enlightenment: BY Jou Tsung Hwa 4. Spirit of Himalaya: The Story of a Truth Seeker: By Swami Amar Jyoti 5. Ninja Mind Control: BY Ashida Kim 6. Spirit of Shaolin: BY David Carradine This was the year that I began to start regularly meditating. From the age of 17 to 22 was the time when I was real strong upon this path. I became a vegitarian and made time regulary to spend out in nature. I meditated both in nature and in my home. During this time I lost 105 lbs, and the terrible headaches I had on a weekly bases for about 10 years stopped, I went from almost always getting sick to almost never getting sick. About a year and a half into my practice I began to sense what people were going to say with amazing accuracy. I also began to have visions. I began to see flashes of light. One time the flash was white and occured to me when I was meditating in the darkness right in between my living and family room. The next flash of light I saw was when I was doing a meditation exercise in my parents bathroom and everything was pitch dark, the next thing I knew the entire room lit up with a flash of light that was blood red in color. I also began to see ghostly images. One time when I was alone on a Sunday out at a creek during the day time, out of some bushes about 50 feet away I saw 2 entities shaped just like human,s, but they were shadows standing straight up like a human. They both walked out of the bushes one at a time and turned toward me, they had the exact body of humans but had no facial features, they were just pure shadows. After a few moments they began to walk towards a fence to which I began to follow, but when they reached the fence before I could catch up with them they immediatly vanished. By the age of 19 I began to experience a little touching from unseen forces. One time I remember in particular was when I walked out in my back yard at about 10:30 PM at nite and as I was walking to a section of the back yard to practice some Nei Gung techniques I read about, suddenly I felt a small hand grab my right hip and stop me in my tracks. The hand then gave a weak jerk to my right hip and then stopped. I turned around because their was a little lite at that time in my back yard and no body was around. I continued to go and meditate like nothing every happened. I also began to have intense dreams. I began to have dreams of Christ. In one dream I had I was practicing with a Samurai Sword out in the middle of the road and Jesus came from the heavens and held his hand out to me. I floated upward and took his hand and we came down to earth. Together we started going in one direction to every house we could, each time we came up to a house and knocked at the door some people came out of the house and some stayed inside the house. After each time we left the house with the people who willingly join us on our walk fire then rained down from the heavens and destroyed the houses and everything in them. As the dream went on their were hundreds walking with Christ and when ever we turned around to look back over areas that we passed, their was nothing but destruction not a single house remained in the areas that we passed. Eventually people got together and meant with us on our path and they tried to attack Jesus, but he dodged them and held up his hand and they turned into black shadows in broad daylight and sank into the ground. I then had another dream about Jesus in which he came to me and I grabbed his hand and we flew around the world to houses in both third world countries and countries with high standards of living. By the time I was 22 I had the greatest experience of my life from meditation. Back then I was a nite stocker and it was on a Saturday, I had gotten off work early that nite at 11PM and had went to go stay the nite with my Grandmother. I decided to go to bed early at about 1:30AM to get ahead of scheduel in hopes of getting up early the next day. However shortly after I laid down, before I could even turn the lite out, a voice began to speak to me. It said the following in a very kind and gentle and patient manner. Voice: Get up and Meditate... Me: Ignore, it is only my imagination. Voice: Get up and Meditate... Me: NO! I don't want to get up and meditate, I want to go to sleep... Voice: You must get up and Meditate.... Me: Sensing this is something that is absolutely meant to be, I then said, Ok I will get up and meditate! I turned out the lite. I sat with my back up against the wall, and placed my legs in a lotus possession. I placed my hands palms downward on my thies right next to my knees. I tucked my chin inwards and upwards, and began to slowly breath into my lower abdomen, I closed my eyes and looked at my eyebrows. Usually my mind wanders and I have a very hard time clearing my mind, but this nite in particular my mind cleared rather easily, as if someone or something just removed the thoughts from my mind for me. Within what seemed to be 5 minutes of keeping my eyes closed and focusing on my eyelids, I began to see a tunnel with a Beautiful Sky Blue lite at the end of it. I started moving uncontrollably to the lite at a slow pace. Then suddenly in the blink of an eye the room became very cold. The cold did not cause me to shiver, it was not like the cold I have shivered in however I became very scared as I felt the feeling of ice rub against my skin. I then heard one of the hinges on the dress drawers in the bed room began to lift up and knock down. I was really scared. I wanted to open my eyes when suddenly the voice returned. Once again it spoke in a very kind gentle and patient manner. It said, " Do not open your eyes " . I tried real hard and managed to force myself to keep my eyes shut. I could see the beautiful sky blue lite getting closer, suddenly the terrible feeling of ice became even worse, I was real scared, I wanted desperatley to open my eyes. I was at the point were I was about to give up. I was just about to open my eyes when suddenly the voice came back and patiently said, " Do not open your eyes... Just keep focusing on the lite at the end of the tunnel. " I then said, " okay, I'll do it! " Sensing once again that this was some kind of test I was meant to undergo and that I needed to pass it, I managed through sheer will to keep my eyes closed even though I was still real scared. After a few minutes passed I reached the light at the end of the tunnel. Then the tunnel completely dissapeared, all I could see with my eyes closed was this very beautiful sky blue lite all around me. The noises from the hinge stopped and the cold feeling immediatly stopped. Suddenly I felt the most wonderful tinkling feeling all over my body, all fear was gone and at this moment I felt the greatest both mentally and physically that I have ever felt in my life. Never in my life had I experienced joy and peace and good feeling like on this nite. The tinkling feeling that was all over my body lastet for the rest of the nite. And for about 2 weeks after this people who would touch my hand would tell me they could feel a tinkling feeling comming from my hand and some said they had never felt a more peaceful spirit in their entire life. However towards the middle of 22nd year of life, I did something that I think caused a fall from Grace so to speak. The voice came back to me one nite about an hour and a half before I was supposed to go to work. This time I was not laying down, I was walking when the voice came to me. The voice spoke Patiently and kindly once again. Voice: Go into your parents bedroom and meditate... Me: It is just my imagination, so I Ignore it. Voice: Go into your parents bedroom and meditate... Me: No, I do not have enough time to do a good meditation. Voice: You must go to meditate inside your parents bedroom... Me: Alright I'll do it! I go into my parents bedroom and begin to meditate up against one of the bedroom walls. I turned off the lite in the bedroom, sat in a full lotus possession and and placed my hands together in front of me as if I was doing a ritual prayer. I closed my eyes and began to stare focusing on my eye lids. Once again on a rare occaision, my mind became clear easily and almost instantly.... Suddenly I was flying, I do not know the location, but it was broad day lite out at the place were I was flying and their was a beautiful green jungle right below me. I was flying at a very fast pace and could physically feel the pressure of the wind blowing up against my body. Off in the distance I saw a beautiful green mountain. I felt wonderful. However I suddenly got the urge to want to start getting ready for work, I could have meditated for about 15 to 20 minutes longer and still made it to work on time, however for some reason I was in a hurry that nite. I opened my eyes and began to pull my hands apart. But something caused them to start to come back together. I then tried to pull them apart again, but something pulled them back together. Then I SHOUTED, <inside my mind>. I shouted NO, inside my mind and then forcefully ripped my hands apart out of the prayed possession and got up feeling peaceful but also guilty. Then shortly after that I started becoming Preoccupied with Physical Fitness and did not feel the inclination to meditate very much at all. Suddenly worldly things meant more to me and meditating meant little. I even found myself with less faith and doubting my own experiences. I could not figure out why suddenly my perceptions got so worldly when they were not nearly as worldly for years. I could not figure out why I began to doubt my intuitive idealistic side so much. By 2006 I became so indulgant and worldly I fell apart on my discipline and experienced many troubles that had been over come for years much worse than before. However around the beginning of 2009, I once again began to feel the calling to seek the Greater Kan and Li. I have been doing frequent meditation for the 8 to 9 months hoping to get back to were I once was and to eventually achieve the greater Kan and Li. Though I have to admit meditation seems to be much harder to me now than it did ever before at the ages of 17 to 22. I am glad to say though that I have started experiencing blissful feelings more often right after a meditation session. I have also started feeling a heart beat that occurs at random. At first it happened in my lower abdomen. Then it started happening in my solar plexus. I have also started seeing flashes of light out of the corner of my eyes more frequently. However as of yet I have not achieved the Greater Kan and LI. Does anyone have any advice on what I can do to help me get closer to achieving the Greater Kan and Li? For those who have achieved the Greater Kan and Li, can you please tell me what kind of techniques you found were the most helpful in succeeding in your efforts? I thank everyone for their time and for any information. Have a good nite. Be thee well and in peace, Alexander Michalski > > > Sun, 8 Nov 2009 00:55:40 +0000 > Re: Seeing What's Not There - Diane > > These experiences are very much within the domain of Kundalini expression. It is not a reach or stretch. It is a fact that the Kundalini and its purview contain the ability to sequence certain events into happening that for others would not be accessible. > > Whether it be people or items it matters not. Kundalini can and does interact in ways that defy and manipulate the logical expectations of our reality and our interactions within that reality. > > The miraculous is a fact. Kundalini is part and partner to and of the miraculous. So many times now I have experienced and witnessed this that I cannot return to to the perception of limitation or of a reality governed by the laws of science. There is a vast amount of information and causality that hover at the edges of our five perceptions. - > > , Diane Baugh <cdgbdronningen wrote: > > > Now, I think it's a stretch to attribute these 2 incidents to kundalini, but nothing like these 2 incidents has ever happened to me before. Are these kinds of experiences common with a k awakening? > > > > > > --- > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 7, 2009 Report Share Posted November 7, 2009 Alexander, Welcome to the group. It sounds like Kundalini Shakti is already blessing you with Her transformative presence. Here are some links to explore. The main page: http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com/index.html <http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com/index.html> The Safeties. A set of protocols and practices that help to provide balance within the Kundalini experience: http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com/the-safeties.html <http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com/the-safeties.html> Once of Chrism's articles touching on the greater Kan and Li: http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com/kundalini-circulation-of-light\ ..html <http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com/kundalini-circulation-of-ligh\ t.html> Blessings, David Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 7, 2009 Report Share Posted November 7, 2009 Hello Alex, welcome to the group you certainly have a history of spiritual seeking and searching. I suggest to live the safeties, just as David suggested, do the 5 tibetans, and seek the kingdom of God with all your heart and all your soul. In that seeking, doubt everything you think you know. love Bruce , alex michalski <siralex20003 wrote: > > > Hello > > My name is Alexander. It is nice to see a group of fellow seekers and achievers of the Greater Kan and Li. I am strongly hoping to learn from this group, I have not acheived the Greater Kan and Li, but I long to achieve this state of Enlightenment. I am hoping I can learn things here that will help me to progress further towards achieving the Greater Kan and LI experience. > > I feel strongly inclined to tell my story of my quest for the Greater Kan and Li. My story is somewhat long winded but I stronly feel it is necessarry. > > For those who read my story, I ask you, if you should feel inclined to tell me anything, then please do not hold back, no matter what it is. > > I first began truly seeking enlightenment about the age of 17. I have always had mediocere jobs that paid very little money so I did not have enough to go to seminars were they might teach techniques to help one obtain the greater Kan and Li. I also never found anyone in the city were I had access to that was interested in the seeking of enlightenment. I also was very learning dissabled and had a lot of trouble comprehending things. What I did have was a lot of Free time at school as ESE school classes did not give you much work at all, Books, faith and mabye some supernatural help as well. > > The books I read that were most comprehensible to me and were also my inspiration were the following. > > 1. Path Notes of an American Ninja Master: by Glenn J. Morris > > 2. Shadow Stratagies of an American Ninja Master: by Glenn J. Morris > > 3. The Tao of Meditation the Way to Enlightenment: BY Jou Tsung Hwa > > 4. Spirit of Himalaya: The Story of a Truth Seeker: By Swami Amar Jyoti > > 5. Ninja Mind Control: BY Ashida Kim > > 6. Spirit of Shaolin: BY David Carradine > > This was the year that I began to start regularly meditating. From the age of 17 to 22 was the time when I was real strong upon this path. > > I became a vegitarian and made time regulary to spend out in nature. > I meditated both in nature and in my home. > > During this time I lost 105 lbs, and the terrible headaches I had on a weekly bases for about 10 years stopped, I went from almost always getting sick to almost never getting sick. > > About a year and a half into my practice I began to sense what people were going to say with amazing accuracy. I also began to have visions. I began to see flashes of light. One time the flash was white and occured to me when I was meditating in the darkness right in between my living and family room. The next flash of light I saw was when I was doing a meditation exercise in my parents bathroom and everything was pitch dark, the next thing I knew the entire room lit up with a flash of light that was blood red in color. > > I also began to see ghostly images. One time when I was alone on a Sunday out at a creek during the day time, out of some bushes about 50 feet away I saw 2 entities shaped just like human,s, but they were shadows standing straight up like a human. They both walked out of the bushes one at a time and turned toward me, they had the exact body of humans but had no facial features, they were just pure shadows. After a few moments they began to walk towards a fence to which I began to follow, but when they reached the fence before I could catch up with them they immediatly vanished. > > > By the age of 19 I began to experience a little touching from unseen forces. One time I remember in particular was when I walked out in my back yard at about 10:30 PM at nite and as I was walking to a section of the back yard to practice some Nei Gung techniques I read about, suddenly I felt a small hand grab my right hip and stop me in my tracks. The hand then gave a weak jerk to my right hip and then stopped. I turned around because their was a little lite at that time in my back yard and no body was around. I continued to go and meditate like nothing every happened. > > I also began to have intense dreams. I began to have dreams of Christ. > > In one dream I had I was practicing with a Samurai Sword out in the middle of the road and Jesus came from the heavens and held his hand out to me. I floated upward and took his hand and we came down to earth. Together we started going in one direction to every house we could, each time we came up to a house and knocked at the door some people came out of the house and some stayed inside the house. After each time we left the house with the people who willingly join us on our walk fire then rained down from the heavens and destroyed the houses and everything in them. As the dream went on their were hundreds walking with Christ and when ever we turned around to look back over areas that we passed, their was nothing but destruction not a single house remained in the areas that we passed. Eventually people got together and meant with us on our path and they tried to attack Jesus, but he dodged them and held up his hand and they turned into black shadows in broad daylight and sank into the ground. > > I then had another dream about Jesus in which he came to me and I grabbed his hand and we flew around the world to houses in both third world countries and countries with high standards of living. > > By the time I was 22 I had the greatest experience of my life from meditation. Back then I was a nite stocker and it was on a Saturday, I had gotten off work early that nite at 11PM and had went to go stay the nite with my Grandmother. I decided to go to bed early at about 1:30AM to get ahead of scheduel in hopes of getting up early the next day. > > However shortly after I laid down, before I could even turn the lite out, a voice began to speak to me. It said the following in a very kind and gentle and patient manner. > > Voice: Get up and Meditate... > Me: Ignore, it is only my imagination. > Voice: Get up and Meditate... > Me: NO! I don't want to get up and meditate, I want to go to sleep... > Voice: You must get up and Meditate.... > Me: Sensing this is something that is absolutely meant to be, I then said, Ok I will get up and meditate! > > I turned out the lite. I sat with my back up against the wall, and placed my legs in a lotus possession. I placed my hands palms downward on my thies right next to my knees. I tucked my chin inwards and upwards, and began to slowly breath into my lower abdomen, I closed my eyes and looked at my eyebrows. > > Usually my mind wanders and I have a very hard time clearing my mind, but this nite in particular my mind cleared rather easily, as if someone or something just removed the thoughts from my mind for me. > > Within what seemed to be 5 minutes of keeping my eyes closed and focusing on my eyelids, I began to see a tunnel with a Beautiful Sky Blue lite at the end of it. I started moving uncontrollably to the lite at a slow pace. Then suddenly in the blink of an eye the room became very cold. The cold did not cause me to shiver, it was not like the cold I have shivered in however I became very scared as I felt the feeling of ice rub against my skin. I then heard one of the hinges on the dress drawers in the bed room began to lift up and knock down. I was really scared. I wanted to open my eyes when suddenly the voice returned. Once again it spoke in a very kind gentle and patient manner. It said, " Do not open your eyes " . > > I tried real hard and managed to force myself to keep my eyes shut. I could see the beautiful sky blue lite getting closer, suddenly the terrible feeling of ice became even worse, I was real scared, I wanted desperatley to open my eyes. I was at the point were I was about to give up. I was just about to open my eyes when suddenly the voice came back and patiently said, " Do not open your eyes... Just keep focusing on the lite at the end of the tunnel. " > > I then said, " okay, I'll do it! " > Sensing once again that this was some kind of test I was meant to undergo and that I needed to pass it, I managed through sheer will to keep my eyes closed even though I was still real scared. > > After a few minutes passed I reached the light at the end of the tunnel. Then the tunnel completely dissapeared, all I could see with my eyes closed was this very beautiful sky blue lite all around me. The noises from the hinge stopped and the cold feeling immediatly stopped. Suddenly I felt the most wonderful tinkling feeling all over my body, all fear was gone and at this moment I felt the greatest both mentally and physically that I have ever felt in my life. Never in my life had I experienced joy and peace and good feeling like on this nite. The tinkling feeling that was all over my body lastet for the rest of the nite. And for about 2 weeks after this people who would touch my hand would tell me they could feel a tinkling feeling comming from my hand and some said they had never felt a more peaceful spirit in their entire life. > > However towards the middle of 22nd year of life, I did something that I think caused a fall from Grace so to speak. The voice came back to me one nite about an hour and a half before I was supposed to go to work. This time I was not laying down, I was walking when the voice came to me. The voice spoke Patiently and kindly once again. > > Voice: Go into your parents bedroom and meditate... > Me: It is just my imagination, so I Ignore it. > Voice: Go into your parents bedroom and meditate... > Me: No, I do not have enough time to do a good meditation. > Voice: You must go to meditate inside your parents bedroom... > Me: Alright I'll do it! > > I go into my parents bedroom and begin to meditate up against one of the bedroom walls. I turned off the lite in the bedroom, sat in a full lotus possession and and placed my hands together in front of me as if I was doing a ritual prayer. I closed my eyes and began to stare focusing on my eye lids. Once again on a rare occaision, my mind became clear easily and almost instantly.... Suddenly I was flying, I do not know the location, but it was broad day lite out at the place were I was flying and their was a beautiful green jungle right below me. I was flying at a very fast pace and could physically feel the pressure of the wind blowing up against my body. Off in the distance I saw a beautiful green mountain. I felt wonderful. > > However I suddenly got the urge to want to start getting ready for work, I could have meditated for about 15 to 20 minutes longer and still made it to work on time, however for some reason I was in a hurry that nite. I opened my eyes and began to pull my hands apart. But something caused them to start to come back together. I then tried to pull them apart again, but something pulled them back together. Then I SHOUTED, <inside my mind>. I shouted NO, inside my mind and then forcefully ripped my hands apart out of the prayed possession and got up feeling peaceful but also guilty. > > Then shortly after that I started becoming Preoccupied with Physical Fitness and did not feel the inclination to meditate very much at all. Suddenly worldly things meant more to me and meditating meant little. I even found myself with less faith and doubting my own experiences. I could not figure out why suddenly my perceptions got so worldly when they were not nearly as worldly for years. I could not figure out why I began to doubt my intuitive idealistic side so much. By 2006 I became so indulgant and worldly I fell apart on my discipline and experienced many troubles that had been over come for years much worse than before. However around the beginning of 2009, I once again began to feel the calling to seek the Greater Kan and Li. I have been doing frequent meditation for the 8 to 9 months hoping to get back to were I once was and to eventually achieve the greater Kan and Li. > > Though I have to admit meditation seems to be much harder to me now than it did ever before at the ages of 17 to 22. > > I am glad to say though that I have started experiencing blissful feelings more often right after a meditation session. I have also started feeling a heart beat that occurs at random. At first it happened in my lower abdomen. Then it started happening in my solar plexus. I have also started seeing flashes of light out of the corner of my eyes more frequently. However as of yet I have not achieved the Greater Kan and LI. > > Does anyone have any advice on what I can do to help me get closer to achieving the Greater Kan and Li? > > For those who have achieved the Greater Kan and Li, can you please tell me what kind of techniques you found were the most helpful in succeeding in your efforts? > > I thank everyone for their time and for any information. Have a good nite. > > > Be thee well and in peace, > Alexander Michalski > > > > > > > Sun, 8 Nov 2009 00:55:40 +0000 > > Re: Seeing What's Not There - Diane > > > > These experiences are very much within the domain of Kundalini expression. It is not a reach or stretch. It is a fact that the Kundalini and its purview contain the ability to sequence certain events into happening that for others would not be accessible. > > > > Whether it be people or items it matters not. Kundalini can and does interact in ways that defy and manipulate the logical expectations of our reality and our interactions within that reality. > > > > The miraculous is a fact. Kundalini is part and partner to and of the miraculous. So many times now I have experienced and witnessed this that I cannot return to to the perception of limitation or of a reality governed by the laws of science. There is a vast amount of information and causality that hover at the edges of our five perceptions. - > > > > , Diane Baugh <cdgbdronningen@> wrote: > > > > > Now, I think it's a stretch to attribute these 2 incidents to kundalini, but nothing like these 2 incidents has ever happened to me before. Are these kinds of experiences common with a k awakening? > > > > > > > > > > > > --- > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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