Guest guest Posted November 10, 2009 Report Share Posted November 10, 2009 I had a weird occurance today. I was at work and was going through feelings of incompetency and burn out. since I started work, it seems so far that they are gong to schedule me for only one day off a week. The work hours aren't long but honestly I'm already starting to burn out, I just need more days off, I would rather work longer hours with more days off than to work shorter hours and have one day off. I don't know really how to go about asking this since I've only been at work for a week and I don't want to get fired but my burn out is already showing today and my manager even asked what I thought took me so long to accomplish the tasks I needed to accomplish... But anyways, as I was making the night rounds to clean out empty dog kennels and giving the dogs more water, I came across this dog who I've seen before but didn't even think about offering my services. This dog was abandoned and tied up to this doggie day care's front and it has bad skin stuff and probably has other maladies because it has a cone on it's head to keep him/her from gnawing at them. And every single night this dog cries the most loneliest and heart wrenching of cries and it breaks my heart to hear it. today I got the idea to give him/her a K healing, so I went in and asked Shakti to give the dog healing and a home for it's highest good and then felt my body charge up and I put my fingers on it's spine. I felt strong K activity, but I still can't tell if the energy is flowing out, in or what, I jsut assume it's flowing out. But my heart kept opening more and I jsut felt so bad, what a horrible thing this dog is going through, and it's so scared and lonely. And when I felt like I should get back to work because I had already been screwing up alot, I felt so drained, like this healing depleted some of my energy. But this dog deserves a good home, if I didn't already have a dog, I would take him/her. Well, I guess I wanted to report that this is the first time I gave a healing and felt depleted afterwards. What could have caused this? could it have been my feelings of burn out from work? I'm already starting to dread working there...but it's definitely not the people nor the animals, it's hardly any days off... craig Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 10, 2009 Report Share Posted November 10, 2009 (I wish to share on this, but am exhausted.) I'll have to come back to it. Please know you are in my thoughts. I'll leave something to perhaps ponder regarding your work schedule... " work vs progress " . Healing hands to you. -Danielle , " phoenix.ing9 " <phoenix.ing9 wrote: > > I had a weird occurance today. I was at work and was going through feelings of incompetency and burn out. since I started work, it seems so far that they are gong to schedule me for only one day off a week. > > craig > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 10, 2009 Report Share Posted November 10, 2009 Craig, Bless you for giving this being/spirit love and k-healing. My heart goes out to you. I hope your situation gets better. I'm working at a job that I am not happy at because I sit in a cubicle all day and only get to see the daylight 4 times a day counting the morning before work. But it is only 5 days a week. But there are good people around me, all in the same situation and that seems to make it better. When I asked my inner-self why I was working at this job (that is so devoid of nature or even sunlight) I got the answer that I need to do this for awhile & to be patient. Love and light, Pat , " phoenix.ing9 " <phoenix.ing9 wrote: > > I had a weird occurance today. I was at work and was going through feelings of incompetency and burn out. since I started work, it seems so far that they are gong to schedule me for only one day off a week. The work hours aren't long but honestly I'm already starting to burn out, I just need more days off, I would rather work longer hours with more days off than to work shorter hours and have one day off. I don't know really how to go about asking this since I've only been at work for a week and I don't want to get fired but my burn out is already showing today and my manager even asked what I thought took me so long to accomplish the tasks I needed to accomplish... > But anyways, as I was making the night rounds to clean out empty dog kennels and giving the dogs more water, I came across this dog who I've seen before but didn't even think about offering my services. This dog was abandoned and tied up to this doggie day care's front and it has bad skin stuff and probably has other maladies because it has a cone on it's head to keep him/her from gnawing at them. And every single night this dog cries the most loneliest and heart wrenching of cries and it breaks my heart to hear it. today I got the idea to give him/her a K healing, so I went in and asked Shakti to give the dog healing and a home for it's highest good and then felt my body charge up and I put my fingers on it's spine. I felt strong K activity, but I still can't tell if the energy is flowing out, in or what, I jsut assume it's flowing out. But my heart kept opening more and I jsut felt so bad, what a horrible thing this dog is going through, and it's so scared and lonely. And when I felt like I should get back to work because I had already been screwing up alot, I felt so drained, like this healing depleted some of my energy. But this dog deserves a good home, if I didn't already have a dog, I would take him/her. > Well, I guess I wanted to report that this is the first time I gave a healing and felt depleted afterwards. What could have caused this? could it have been my feelings of burn out from work? I'm already starting to dread working there...but it's definitely not the people nor the animals, it's hardly any days off... > > craig > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 11, 2009 Report Share Posted November 11, 2009 Craig, Thank you for what you did for the dog. Carla 2009/11/10 phoenix.ing9 <phoenix.ing9 > > > I had a weird occurance today. I was at work and was going through feelings > of incompetency and burn out. si > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 11, 2009 Report Share Posted November 11, 2009 Blessings to you Pat and may your working conditions improve. When will working conditions become more humane (knowing that in the past they were way worse but today they still have alot of room for improvement)? Thanks for this insight of asking my inner-self, I feel I should start communicating with it and Shakti alot more, I need a deeper relationship with them so I can hear them better. love to you Pat and I sincerely hope that you are brought to a job that you really enjoy sooner rather than later craig , " lookinglassaussies " <lookinglassaussies wrote: > > Craig, Bless you for giving this being/spirit love and k-healing. My heart goes out to you. > I hope your situation gets better. I'm working at a job that I am not happy at because I sit in a cubicle all day and only get to see the daylight 4 times a day counting the morning before work. But it is only 5 days a week. But there are good people around me, all in the same situation and that seems to make it better. When I asked my inner-self why I was working at this job (that is so devoid of nature or even sunlight) I got the answer that I need to do this for awhile & to be patient. > Love and light, > Pat Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 11, 2009 Report Share Posted November 11, 2009 love to you Carla , " Carla & Patrick " <bowenhealth wrote: > > Craig, > Thank you for what you did for the dog. > Carla > > 2009/11/10 phoenix.ing9 <phoenix.ing9 > > > > > > > I had a weird occurance today. I was at work and was going through feelings > > of incompetency and burn out. si > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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