Guest guest Posted November 10, 2009 Report Share Posted November 10, 2009 Thank you for your gracious welcome. I have felt alone for so long. Reading though the Kundalini-Awakening-System-1 web site was like coming home. Until your web site - I thought Kundalini Awakening was only for a special few chosen beings. And I was not one of them. Intellectually, I know and feel what is being said - but I have not experienced it - it is my greatest yearning to go past " knowing " to " doing " and become " being with All " . You asked my experience with Kundalini - I learned the word a year ago and until your site I never equated it with the Holy Spirit. Twenty years ago - oh has it really been that long - I decided to find God. So I went to the Yellow Pages and went to the first church on the list. At the end of the service, they had an altar call - and something came over me - a hugh pressure that was pushing me down and all over. It would not let up - so I started talking to it " NO I will not go down in front to all those people!! " The people next to me looked at me as if I were crazy. The pressure would not stop - I could hardly stay in my seat - it was pushing me to the floor. " Okay - I'll go " The pressure let me stand up and walk and when I got to the front - it felt like a plunger was put on my head and plunged - energy ran from my head to my toes and back up again. Someone grabbed me and said " Congratulations - you are a born again christian. " I tried so hard to be a christian. It is a truth but not my Truth. So do you think that this was a little start of an awakening that I didn't know what to do with? Thank you for letting me tell and rethink this experience. I have other experiences I would love your wisdom on but I will save that for another day. Always Helen Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 11, 2009 Report Share Posted November 11, 2009 Hi Helen, welcome and hope you will enjoy the group love Bruce , Helen Looft <helenlooft wrote: > > Thank you for your gracious welcome. I have felt alone for so long. Reading though the Kundalini-Awakening-System-1 web site was like coming home. Until your web site - I thought Kundalini Awakening was only for a special few chosen beings. And I was not one of them. Intellectually, I know and feel what is being said - but I have not experienced it - it is my greatest yearning to go past " knowing " to " doing " and become " being with All " . > You asked my experience with Kundalini - I learned the word a year ago and until your site I never equated it with the Holy Spirit. Twenty years ago - oh has it really been that long - I decided to find God. So I went to the Yellow Pages and went to the first church on the list. At the end of the service, they had an altar call - and something came over me - a hugh pressure that was pushing me down and all over. It would not let up - so I started talking to it " NO I will not go down in front to all those people!! " The people next to me looked at me as if I were crazy. The pressure would not stop - I could hardly stay in my seat - it was pushing me to the floor. " Okay - I'll go " The pressure let me stand up and walk and when I got to the front - it felt like a plunger was put on my head and plunged - energy ran from my head to my toes and back up again. Someone grabbed me and said " Congratulations - you are a born again christian. " I tried so hard > to be a christian. It is a truth but not my Truth. So do you think that this was a little start of an awakening that I didn't know what to do with? > Thank you for letting me tell and rethink this experience. I have other experiences I would love your wisdom on but I will save that for another day. Always Helen > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 11, 2009 Report Share Posted November 11, 2009 Hi Helen, Welcome to the group! Blessings, David Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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