Guest guest Posted November 12, 2009 Report Share Posted November 12, 2009 Hi all, K. has been strongly active this week. I have had deeper levels of liberating meditation, vibrations, kriyas, frustrations and lots of energy trickling around and buzzing in my head. I feel my threshold of what I can handle is being raised and I am also feeling lower back pain and blockages in that area. Fun fun fun !!! With it all is coming a greater sense of doubt and unknowing. This is in itself confusing, as the doubt is a radical sense of unknowing, and when it comes into my thinking mind, there is a realization that I may have absolutely every understanding i ever had totally wrong. I really just dont know, and that is terrifying if my certainty is in knowing, yet radically liberating if I find that not knowing creates a tremendous opening within me, priming me for divine discovery. In my deepest core I am drawn to serve the divine by transforming consciousness in myself and in others, yet the reality is that its a path that too few will wholeheartedly engage in as its too uncertain, too painful and too difficult, yet the blessings are extraordinary for those with eyes to see. Its an interesting paradox, sitting with the hearts desire to serve others as an expression of my deepest truth, yet not doing that is also ok. I really have no clue how this will unfold.. lol... love and the mystery Bruce Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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