To New Students and Potential Students

[Guest guest]

It was about this time exactly two years ago that put out a call asking

for new students. He asked us to think long and hard and to declare if we wished

to have him be our teacher. He asked for our surrender.

 

I thought long and hard, I thought about what I could give up, what I could

surrender. If I followed this path, would I be willing to move? To change my

job? My way of life? What would I be able to give to the Kundalini? Everything?

Could I change my habits and follow the safeties more and more?

 

Well, here we are two years later. I still have very far to go. I still need to

surrender more. I still have many challenges in front of me. And I too am still

here, and I still go on.

 

I think of myself as the 'Fool'. The choice. I put the blind fold on and step

off the cliff. But perhaps that is wise? I have faith, I have trust. I believe

in the Kundalini. So I can see and know in another way, but yes the 'unknowing'

is very present.

 

I leave you with the words I wrote two years ago.

 

Show me the way and I will follow.

If i need to lighten my load

Tell me what to drop

I will trust the hand that guides me.

 

be well, bradly