Struggles

[Guest guest]

Dear and Everyone:  I am struggling with feeling depleted and

overwhelmed.  With this also comes sadness.  My family has so many needs and

issues, and I have made them a priority for many years and am still willing to

do so.  I have neither required or expected acknowledgement, but have hoped that

there  would be evidence of growth (spiritual and in ability to relate to other

people without an agenda) for their own good.  This is of course, my agenda,

wanting others to change on my timeline, and I recognize that, repent of it and

recognize I have no control over anyone else's choices.  But it is so painful to

see those you love suffer, at least to some degree due to their own choices, and

those choices affect other people too.  I need to find a way to relate without

being depleted by these needs.  Especially with our son, I feel so vulnerable on

an energy level.  I was with him for one hour today, and I feel sucked dry.  Can

anyone

offer insight as to what I could do to be able to relate to him without these

negative results?  I accept full responsibility for my lack here, I am not

blaming anyone else for my own weaknesses.  I must have a blind spot, that has

prevented me from seeing how to better deal with the needs and still be

unaffected on an energy level.  Any insight would be appreciated, and

suggestions applied as they are applicable. I do understand the significance of

the relationships in terms of the opportunity to grow and learn life lessons and

therefore, have never sought to separate myself from these and other difficult

relationships and circumstances.  In anticipation and with love, I thank you in

advance.  Diane

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

You are correct Diane it isnt your job to heal those who refuse to help

themselves. What you CAN do is to radiate your love through the Kundalini

everywhere. This can provide a way of allowing another person to see and feel

the options available to them and from there they can CHOOSE or not choose to

take actions for there health.

 

You just radiate the Kundalini Diane. Open the spigots and let it come through

you and out into the environment. Everything gets this. The grass, the blessed

weeds, the insects and animals, the bacteria',s and single celled creatures the

humans and the spiritual beings. Everyone drinks of this divinity and there is

no end of it. It just goes on and on and keeps on coming and radiating outward

from this divine " YOU " that you are becoming. The divine well never goes dry.

 

Your son may drain the " ego based mother love " from you but he cannot touch the

Kundalini. So go there with that and let him be as he is in this life. Radiate

upon him and allow him to make the changes as best that he can. He too has

guidance and angels of mercy with him. Bipolarism can sometimes be a mis

diagnosis as science doesnt know much about the human spiritual condition. So

your radiance may serve him in many ways.

 

Dont try to control it Diane just be open to that flow to come AND be open to

the ramifications of that flow upon you as this will bring challenges to your

ego entrenched way of relating to life as it does all of us in our early

Kundalini states.

 

Let yourself be healed first. Be available to have and to hold your own healing

first. In this way is it seen that you can help yourself, you can walk your

talk. From that point of strength does the healer help others.

 

Take my Kundalini within you Diane. Take it from these words and from the

healing picture. Take it and drink of it and let it help you help yourself and

from there let it help to serve you as you give service to all through your

radiant divine self.

 

There is an endless supply so ALL WHO READ THIS have a long and deep drink of

chrism's Kundalini. I offer it to you from the Holy Grail that I am to the Holy

Grail that YOU ARE!. - blessings and health to all! - chrism

 

 

, Diane Baugh

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> Dear and Everyone:

[Guest guest]

Thank you so much  and your Kundalini for this drink of the Living

Water. I have drank and i am now swimming in bliss and radiating my Kundalini

love to everybody.

 

bliss and love to all,

edgar

 

 

 

 

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Sun, November 15, 2009 6:03:53 PM

Re: Struggles

 

 

 

 

There is an endless supply so ALL WHO READ THIS have a long and deep drink of

chrism's Kundalini. I offer it to you from the Holy Grail that I am to the Holy

Grail that YOU ARE!. - blessings and health to all! - chrism

 

Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , Diane Baugh

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> Dear and Everyone: