Winter Shaktipat Photo / Struggles

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Dear Chrism:  After repeated attempts to add  my photo to the Winter Shaktipat

photo album, even following

 

 

the instructions carefully and with help from Denny, my picture doesn't show. 

Don't know what else to do to put it there, but I hope I will still be able to

receive the scatterfield. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

               

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Your response to my " struggles " post was so very healing, both the words (LIVING

words) and your picture.  When I first joined the group and saw your picture, I

" recognized " you from your eyes, and so, yes, I drank and drank more and more

kundalini, through both your  words and eyes.  Words are inadequate to express

my gratitude, but I feel you know the depth of my gratitude,  and the intensity

of my longing for this process to unfold.  I have put this longing on hold for

so many years to care for my family and provide for our needs.  When I found

this site, I knew it wasn't by accident, and that you were the right person to

help me through the process.  As I read your words and looked into your eyes,

tears ran down my cheeks.  I have struggled for a very long time , not in

judgement of those I love, but at times overcome with the sorrow of wasted life,

in the sense of lack of understanding of one's own part in one's difficulties. 

For my

part, I believe I have learned a great many lessons in regard to my own

weaknesses and past failures, but also in observing others. It is becoming

easier now to deal with the stresses, demands, manipulations and choas as I feel

K becoming stronger and as I do the tibetans, which really help in

strengthening  me.  And, I am driving the freeway here locally after your post! 

No long trips yet, but doing it totally calmly, without tension or anxiety;

truly a miracle.....from your words in that post!   Respect, Honor, Gratitude

and Love from Diane