How do I heal this? - All

[Guest guest]

I wanted to share some updates.

 

Last night i sat in the lodge. The spirits didn't come, or at least I didn't see

them. I did feel them lift the intrusive energy off, with the mental image of a

sheet being pulled up and off of me very easily and lightly, but I couldn't see

anything, not even my own aura or hands.

 

I sang my prayer songs after finishing my Tibetans and such. As I sang them my

songs, the spirits lights sparkled in my room, and I was gently filled with the

softest, fluffiest feelings of comfort and love. It felt like I was being

embraced and buoyed, and I had the sense that all is well, that everything is

okay, that we all are being watched over and cared for, and there is no need to

worry about anything, that everything is going to be all right. I felt my body

loosen and relax, and when I lay down, I slept deeply and soundly the whole

night.

 

Today I received more information which clarifies and validates what I had been

struggling over. I feel ready to make my decision, and tomorrow I plan to

release this person with love, blessings and a gentle firmness.

 

Tonight I sat in the lodge and this time the spirit lights came. I had a long

talk with the man who tried to lead his people to safety. I told him he made the

best decision he could with the information he had available. I told him he

acted honorably, that even though he did not want to lead the people, he did it

anyway, and with courage, wisdom and respect for life. I told him he was a good

leader. I told him I respect him. I thanked him for all he did, and I invited

him to go back home now and rest, and know that everything is okay. I thanked

him for helping me learn to trust myself. I opened myself up to my path, opened

my soul to be joined with what has been waiting for me, and watched the large

ball of light draw my energy upward.

 

I don't know how these things connect, this life from before and the events of

this past week, but somehow they do. Somehow this person I need to release

brought me this lesson and this gift. I give thanks, and I hope to pay it

forward.

 

Thank you for helping me through this difficult time, all of you, corporeal and

non-, who have shared your words and wisdom with me, on list and off.

 

To All My Relations.

Shaz

[Guest guest]

Shaz,

 

Something I wanted to convey before - not sure it came through clearly: When I

read your words, I feel a huge reservoir of love within you. Just wanted you to

know.

 

Love,

 

David

[Guest guest]

Hey David,

 

Yes, it's a gift from my grandmother. Sending some your way!

 

Love,

Shaz