Birth to myself-

[Guest guest]

Dear & All:

I was in meditation, which is mostly of movement and sound for me…and after

various movements, I came to be kneeling. I was kneeling with hands pressed

together between my knees, and back straight and erect. My hands were brought

forward and up, until palms were tilted towards each other like a cup. And I

sat in an amazing silence with this overflowing " cup " of liquid before me. I

had some more swaying movements which usually rises up my spine with a feeling

of bliss…but this time the feeling was on the edge of bliss and pain (not

physical pain, but more so emotional pain). Once this completed I sat in the

swirling bliss like feeling and my head was drawn down to my hands. And there

" my hands " gave birth. My hands literally cupped my entire face and head and

contracted against my face. My head pushed against the sides of the walls of my

hands. My head moved slightly from side to side against these contracting

walls, until breaking through, slowly as if being birthed. And while this

happened the vocals expression was… somewhere between pleasure and of pain. And

when my head was pushed through, " I " let out a gasp and a deep deep cry from

somewhere inside I did not know existed. I was pressed forward with my forehead

and crown pressed against the floor…and would roll from this position into

another like a rocking motion. Then the tears and that guttural cry stopped.

Like someone turned off a switch. My eyes opened to see the tear splotches on my

yoga mat, and that it was over just like that. Words will never describe. Time

of " birth " : 8am.

 

Love:

Danielle

[Guest guest]

Welcome to the new you! Your transformation continues.... - blessings Danielle!

- chrism

[Guest guest]

Hi Danielle,

 

hope the new you is wonderful. I have been enjoying your posts recently and

have been feeling much resonance with your process.... I am also in a 'birthing

phase', as a new me emerges.. (so far it seems to have two arms and two legs..

lol.. ) first in consciousness, and slowly into action and form..

 

love and metamorphasis

Bruce

 

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> Welcome to the new you! Your transformation continues.... - blessings

Danielle! - chrism

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[Guest guest]

Dear Danielle:  I went through a similar birth experience some years back ,

after I had had my initail kundalini awakening on 10/14/93.  My husband was on

a trip, and I was alone in the house, but I had the experience of seeing without

knowing the names of things, and not having words, for an entire day.  I had to

close all the shades because my eyes burned and teared continually (at my birth

68 years ago silver nitrite or nitrate, don't know which was put in babies eyes

to prevent infection from the birth canal).  I could not do anything all day,

just lie there, seeing, hearing, feeling sensation on my skin.  I " saw " the

attending nurse put my feet, one at a time, against an ink pad and onto a piece

of paper (birth certificate).  Her first attempt starting with my left foot

smeared, she said words (didn " t understand) and started again, and finished.  I

experienced all this as just pictures, which, after the experience, I put

understanding to. 

So I resonate with your experience.    After this amount of time, 1993-2009,

I'm the OLD, NEW, Diane, but the experience is still there inside.  I've also

had a number of dreams of emerging from a tight tunnel into light and release

from the tightness.  Love and Blessings  Diane

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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iamwaitingmoon <iamwaitingmoon

 

Fri, November 20, 2009 7:41:03 AM

Birth to myself-Chrism

 

 

Dear & All:

I was in meditation, which is mostly of movement and sound for me…and after

various movements, I came to be kneeling. I was kneeling with hands pressed

together between my knees, and back straight and erect. My hands were brought

forward and up, until palms were tilted towards each other like a cup. And I sat

in an amazing silence with this overflowing " cup " of liquid before me. I had

some more swaying movements which usually rises up my spine with a feeling of

bliss…but this time the feeling was on the edge of bliss and pain (not

physical pain, but more so emotional pain). Once this completed I sat in the

swirling bliss like feeling and my head was drawn down to my hands. And there

" my hands " gave birth. My hands literally cupped my entire face and head and

contracted against my face. My head pushed against the sides of the walls of my

hands. My head moved slightly from side to side against these contracting walls,

until breaking through, slowly as

if being birthed. And while this happened the vocals expression was…

somewhere between pleasure and of pain. And when my head was pushed through, " I "

let out a gasp and a deep deep cry from somewhere inside I did not know existed.

I was pressed forward with my forehead and crown pressed against the floor…and

would roll from this position into another like a rocking motion. Then the tears

and that guttural cry stopped. Like someone turned off a switch. My eyes opened

to see the tear splotches on my yoga mat, and that it was over just like that.

Words will never describe. Time of " birth " : 8am.

 

Love:

Danielle

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Thank you for sharing of your experience Diane & Bruce. All is amazing. This is

my third k-birth of sorts. This morning's was most fascinating as I experienced

such from a birthing and being birthed " perspective " . My biological birth was of

a c-section. I wonder a bit though as I had the very tangible thought during the

process that " I " had/was a still birth...but then " I " cried. And the cry was

like a baby's first cry and that too of a mother who realized her child's life

had ceased. I think " I " was two or perhaps three if including the birthing.

 

Now as the day passes, I have to giggle just a little (even with my body feeling

a bit sore), to think of what that may have looked like if someone had been

watching. I respect the need for privacy and personal space for Shakti to work

through me.

 

Love to you.

-Danielle

 

, Diane Baugh

<cdgbdronningen wrote:

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> Dear Danielle:  I went through a similar birth experience some years back ,

after I had had my initail kundalini awakening on 10/14/93.