Guest guest Posted November 23, 2009 Report Share Posted November 23, 2009 ----- Forwarded Message ---- Diane Baugh <cdgbdronningen Mon, November 23, 2009 5:24:55 PM Re: Doing and Not Doing - All Students please respond Dear Chrism:  Kundalini has always approached me, and I have now fully surrendered to Kundalini and the unfolding process. For me, this involves an inner focus, a sensitivity to the subtle presence, and not only an " allowing "  of that, but as there is move of the kundalini to " act " , a cooperation on my part to be used in whatever capacity kundalini chooses at that moment. I have no interest in phenomena, I just accept whatever happens without personal interest or intention. (I had alot of phenomena as a child, and am very clear that I was not the " doer " .  I never felt it was something within my control, nor did I have the desire to control them. Because I was so young, I thought they were a natural occurance for everyone. As I got a few years older and my sensitivity increased, I did find that I was aware on a level that caused me to be afraid, because by that time, I was old enough to realize that not all " powers " were positive, and I also realized my vulnerability. ADD: I realize that apparently at the moment, my ability to express my experience with kundalini is limited to the poetry " given " through me. I don't have many words of my own; my thoughts and feelings are with and in kundalini. I have difficulty in conveying the feelings evoked, except to say they are of love so intense it is inexpressable, except through the words of poems. I feel kundalini is wooing me, and the rest of existance is diminished during this process; I want only this wordless union, the falling away of labels and separateness. For me, there is less and less separateness, and so many triggers to the bliss, that for the most part, bliss is an ongoing state . I am having difficulty functioning in daily life, I sometimes feel that the separate me is or will disintegrate, overcome with joy, joy, joy " unspeakable and full of glory " .           ________________________________ <> Mon, November 23, 2009 4:58:36 PM Doing and Not Doing - All Students please respond  How are you approaching the Kundalini within you? Are you pushing it and forcing it? Are you tied in to having as much phenomena as you can get? Heres something: Levitation is an act of walking and not walking at the same time. Falling and standing at once. Kundalini is as a way of action intention and letting go at the same time. Can you conceptualize this? - Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Recommended Posts
Join the conversation
You are posting as a guest. If you have an account, sign in now to post with your account.
Note: Your post will require moderator approval before it will be visible.