Added to: Doing and Not Doing- Diane

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This is all good Diane no worries. Please make sure your husband understands and

if needed your Son to know what is occurring so that they do not call 911 if

they see you doing something unexpected. - blessings Diane. - chrism

 

, Diane Baugh

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> Mon, November 23, 2009 5:24:55 PM

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> Dear Chrism:   Kundalini has always approached me, and I have now fully

surrendered to Kundalini and the unfolding process. For me, this involves an

inner focus, a sensitivity to the subtle  presence, and not only an

" allowing "   of that, but as there is move of the kundalini to " act " , a

cooperation on my part to be used in whatever capacity kundalini chooses at that

moment. I have no interest in phenomena, I just accept whatever happens without

personal interest or intention.  (I had alot of phenomena as a child, and am

very clear that I was not the " doer " .  I never felt it was something within my

control, nor did I have the desire to control them.  Because I was so young, I

thought they were a natural occurance for everyone.  As I got a few years older

and my sensitivity increased, I did find that I was aware on a level that caused

me to be afraid, because by that time, I was old enough to realize that not all

" powers " were positive, and I

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> ADD:  I realize that apparently at the moment, my ability to express my

experience with kundalini is limited to the poetry " given " through me.  I don't

have many words of my own; my thoughts and feelings are with and in

kundalini.  I have difficulty in conveying the feelings evoked, except to say

they are of love so intense it is inexpressable, except through the words of

poems.  I feel kundalini is wooing me, and the rest of existance is diminished

during this process;  I want only this wordless union, the falling away of

labels and separateness.  For me, there is less and less separateness, and so

many triggers to the bliss, that for the most part, bliss is an ongoing

state .  I am having difficulty functioning in daily life, I sometimes feel

that the separate me is or will disintegrate, overcome with joy, joy, joy

" unspeakable and full of glory " .

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> How are you approaching the Kundalini within you?

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> Are you pushing it and forcing it?

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> Are you tied in to having as much phenomena as you can get?

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> Levitation is an act of walking and not walking at the same time. Falling and

standing at once.

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> Kundalini is as a way of action intention and letting go at the same time. Can

you conceptualize this? -

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