Guest guest Posted November 24, 2009 Report Share Posted November 24, 2009 Quote: " Am in a state of longing to be back in the feelings I had when first introduced to K - there was more of a feeling of joy and happiness. Somewhere along the road I lost that and am not sure how to bring it back. If I allow myself to think I seem to just cry and feel miserable so I try not to think about much. " Dear , I remember that with fondness too... I am wondering if it is rose coloured glasses with me but I think I was much more full of a joy and happiness that was present in every fibre of my being most of the time....for example looking at a tree or a flower or the countryside was like having my lover touch my arm..shivers down my back bone and surges of love and joy.....perhaps it is like looking back at when you first fall in love and how that is.... those huge feeling calm down after a while and are replaced by others but the love is still present... Now our joy and happiness is still present but it does not leap about as much... it is contained and treasured and expressed through devotion and service. I think it comes back when we stop wanting it to, or wishing it was not as it is or maybe when we go on " holiday " or take a second honeymoon.....lol! Mmmmmm! I don't really know but that just struck me as I read your post and wanted to share with you. Love Julia. ________________________________ . Tue, November 24, 2009 10:09:41 PM Re: Doing and Not Doing - All Students please respond Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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