Inability to Verbally Express

[Guest guest]

Dear and Everyone:  First, Thank you for putting my pictures in

the two albums;  I greatly appreciate your help.  I am having difficulty

verbalizing my thoughts and feelings.  Just now, when I wanted to respond to

Danielle's post regarding being lied to, I found no words to express the 

thoughts and feelings that lie very deep; my mind and emotions seem serene and

untouched by the events of life at a level that had access to speech.  Yet I am

aware of a deeper level where a lot is changing and there are feeling, but no

words.  As I reread the above, it didn't even make sense logically, but on the

deeper level, it does have meaning to me.  It is almost as if the meaning and

use of words is changing for me, as I used to be very verbal and now I have far

less inclination to speak (which is probably good!).  The part that has me

confused is that I sense learning and wisdom " gathering deep within " , but

inaccessible to speech. 

Would this mean that what I thought was wisdom and truth previously is being

replaced, and since it is still " foreign " it is still inaccessible?  Therefore,

when it becomes a more natural process, more of a unification, or maybe a better

explanation would be more of a transformation within me, speech will return?  It

would be helpful to have some clarification on this issue if possible.  In

addition, I continue to have a deep aching on the right side of my chest just to

the right of my sternum level with my heart.  This pain is daily pretty much all

day, and the pain is quite severe.  (I was admitted to the hospital cardiac care

unit for 3 days from the ER in mid September with the same deep aching, and

after extensive testing, nothing was found, so it is not my heart or any of my

internal organs, therefore, it must be kundalini.   Comments, advice?   Respect,

Honor, Gratitude and Love from Diane

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Hi Diane,

I have been having a hard time expressing in words lately, too. I posted to

Danielle the best I could but could not really say what I was feeling.. what I

wanted to say, but gave it a try anyways.

 

There have been many of us recently who have gone through the aching in the

heart area. I feel you are right in saying it is kundalini.

 

Blessings & love,

Linda

 

, Diane Baugh

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> Dear and Everyone:  First, Thank you for putting my pictures in

the two albums;  I greatly appreciate your help.  I am having difficulty

verbalizing my thoughts and feelings.  Just now, when I wanted to respond to

Danielle's post regarding being lied to, I found no words to express the 

thoughts and feelings that lie very deep; my mind and emotions seem serene and

untouched by the events of life at a level that had access to speech.  Yet I am

aware of a deeper level where a lot is changing and there are feeling, but no

words.  As I reread the above, it didn't even make sense logically, but on the

deeper level, it does have meaning to me.  It is almost as if the meaning and

use of words is changing for me, as I used to be very verbal and now I have far

less inclination to speak (which is probably good!).  The part that has me

confused is that I sense learning and wisdom " gathering deep within " , but

inaccessible to speech. 

> Would this mean that what I thought was wisdom and truth previously is being

replaced, and since it is still " foreign " it is still inaccessible?  Therefore,

when it becomes a more natural process, more of a unification, or maybe a better

explanation would be more of a transformation within me, speech will return?  It

would be helpful to have some clarification on this issue if possible.  In

addition, I continue to have a deep aching on the right side of my chest just to

the right of my sternum level with my heart.  This pain is daily pretty much all

day, and the pain is quite severe.  (I was admitted to the hospital cardiac care

unit for 3 days from the ER in mid September with the same deep aching, and

after extensive testing, nothing was found, so it is not my heart or any of my

internal organs, therefore, it must be kundalini.   Comments, advice?   Respect,

Honor, Gratitude and Love from Diane

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