emotions

[Guest guest]

Hi everyone...

 

Really appreciating all these posts. I have no words of wisdom for dealing with

heartache...

 

the k intensifies everything ... we already knew that - doesn't really make it

 

any easier to know that going through strong emotions - but at least it helps to

tell yourself

 

you are not weak or broken or unlovable - you're just kundalinified ... you

are passionate -

 

and sensitive - and beautiful and maybe

 

that sometimes means full of emotions that can feel like being thrown around in

a storm

 

wave after

 

wave ( maybe there is a hurricane going on too)

 

... and maybe one day things will be like sitting on the sandy shores with the

sun shining down - the water perfectly still and silent

 

actually I was encouraged awhile back reading one of Bruces post about the

emotions and

 

how he went through this too but then it got better -

 

Very encouraging to hear ...

 

SO this is what I do when I'm in a storm of emotion

 

(this will only help momentarily and I am not making light of anyones

emotional pain - this is just like a momentary release)

 

I take eggs to the forest (sometimes lots) - usually its dark or twilight - the

more of a storm I'm in the darker I like it

 

I throw eggs inside the forest away from anyone - and I pick up a big stick and

use it like a bat and swing hard smacking eggs about - although I usually get

quite messy - but you throw and bat and make a glorious mess - you may need many

many eggs

 

I don't know why I like this - but I do - feels like something real I can do

with emotion - what does one do with it when its so intense...i do not

know...but i do this

 

and then you start to smile at the thought of the animals getting a treat

(although this may take some egg throwing) - the real smile comes in thinking

they are calling out to each other to beware of the nut in the forest... (the

nut thats feeding them dessert)

 

-

its a release - it feels " momentarily " refreshing ... and its kinda

exhilarating ...

 

the kundalini is doing the real clearing - guess I can get in the way

sometimes.. sometimes I need eggs - Danielle you up for some eggs? (:

 

Much love to you all -

Debs