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Hi Everyone:

 

Thank you all for those heart felt welcomes, I get the feeling this is a very

special group,

don´t know why. I wanted to post a message about enlightenment. Supposedly

Kundalini awakening leads to enlightenment which is why I ask myself, why put so

much enfasis on Kundalini if enlightenment is the goal? I think the answer might

be, as Crism says in his teachings that each individual is an expression of

truth, and therefore each individual chooses to express truth however he or she

feels it should be expressed. I am in my own process of figuring out things, and

one of the conclusions I have come up with is that I have to reject everything I

have heard about enlightenment because the only truth to know is that which you

come to know by your own experience. I´m finding this statement to be very true

and this process of awakening to a higher source is taking away everything I

have ever heard, thought, or felt to be true. I feel like writing this message

is accelerating the process, don´t know why, but as I write and confide in all

of you the energy gets stronger. Anyhow, Is is not that I believe teachings in

general are misguided, it is that the teaching itself should point and enable

one to experience the truth of oneself. Nonetheless I am trying to understand

this process from knowledge point of view, reading about chakras, ect...Is this

anyone´s experience? Does any of this makes sense?

 

Thank you.

 

Elio

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hi Elio,

 

yes, I agree with you. reject everything you have heard about enlightenment, and

seek to know it from your experience. Your experience is your only wisdom, and

its quite a process of dropping everything we have been taught and opening the

mind to the truth of higher consciosness...

 

i feel a lot of emphasis is put on kundalini as its one of the pathways to

enlightenment, and once awakened, the kundalini will give you experiences to

realize for yourself what enlightenment actually means.. (which is no big deal..

haha..)

 

for me, enlightenmentg is the recognition that the happiness and peace and joy I

seek is my true nature, to be realized by a continual process of deep

relaxation, or seeing and allowing any attachments to any experience to self

liberate within the awareness of consciuusness.. and as let go (which is an act

of grace), the radiance of my being can shine forth, happiness not being

dependant on anything and survival not an issue..

 

love

bruce

 

, " elieits " <elieits

wrote:

>

> Hi Everyone:

>

> Thank you all for those heart felt welcomes, I get the feeling this is a very

special group,

> don´t know why. I wanted to post a message about enlightenment. Supposedly

Kundalini awakening leads to enlightenment which is why I ask myself, why put so

much enfasis on Kundalini if enlightenment is the goal? I think the answer might

be, as Crism says in his teachings that each individual is an expression of

truth, and therefore each individual chooses to express truth however he or she

feels it should be expressed. I am in my own process of figuring out things, and

one of the conclusions I have come up with is that I have to reject everything I

have heard about enlightenment because the only truth to know is that which you

come to know by your own experience. I´m finding this statement to be very true

and this process of awakening to a higher source is taking away everything I

have ever heard, thought, or felt to be true. I feel like writing this message

is accelerating the process, don´t know why, but as I write and confide in all

of you the energy gets stronger. Anyhow, Is is not that I believe teachings in

general are misguided, it is that the teaching itself should point and enable

one to experience the truth of oneself. Nonetheless I am trying to understand

this process from knowledge point of view, reading about chakras, ect...Is this

anyone´s experience? Does any of this makes sense?

>

> Thank you.

>

> Elio

>

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Elio,

 

There's an old zen story - goes something like this. One monk points up at the

beautiful moon and says to the other monk, " Isn't it a beautiful moon? " The

other monk says, " That's not the moon - it's a finger pointing at the moon. "

(For those who know the story, forgive me for mangling it - it's been a really

long time since I read it.)

 

Many of the books we read on spirituality are " fingers pointing at the moon, "

not the moon itself, so to speak. Still, the finger pointing at the moon helps

you to understand where to look, how to look, and what might occur. You still

have to experience the moon for yourself, but as we start to have our own

spiritual experiences, reading of others' experiences, instructions, etc. can be

helpful.

 

Part of the process we go through involves taming the mind. Or stilling it, or

transcending it, or at least getting it algned with our spiritual aspirations.

The mind likes knowledge. So there's some amount of " book learning " we all

probably do as our minds try to understand that which ultimatley cannot be

described. But since the mind operates by thought and reason, some degree of

reading may provide satisfaction to the mind, helping it to get on board.

Reading about enlightenment is not the end, but I think it is often part of the

process.

 

Then there are other writings, written by enlightened folk or people

experiencing Kundalini. Reading these, the energy pours into you and transforms

your consciousness. You literally feel it - it is beyond words, a visceral

experience. It acts as inspiration, initiation, shaktipat, etc. - the direct

transmission of Kundalini energy helping to awaken the Goddess within you.

 

As to enlightenment being a goal, I'm coming to understand it more as a process.

It goes on forever. The emphasis on Kundalini is because this is the power

within us that brings us into the enlightenment process, then takes over and

governs the process as well.

 

You mention that writing this message the energy gets stronger. This has

probably a twofold cause. One, participating in this group you are

energetically connecting with a bunch of K-active people - the energy will come

through to you. This is often referred to as " sitepat " , a form of Shaktipat

from associating with K-active people (and a K-active teacher who gives

Shaktipat) via the web site. Another reason, is as you write about these

things, you are turning your attention to the Kundalini within you. Whenever

you give Her your attention, She returns the favor by giving you Her loving

attention!

 

Love and blessings,

 

David

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Bruce and David:

 

I find your messages highly valuable to my own experience, just because I feel

some acknowledgement from people who understand what I am going through.

 

Thank you all.

 

Elio.

 

, " djgottlieb "

<dgottlieb wrote:

Elio,

>

> There's an old zen story - goes something like this. One monk points up at

the beautiful moon and says to the other monk, " Isn't it a beautiful moon? " The

other monk says, " That's not the moon - it's a finger pointing at the moon. "

(For those who know the story, forgive me for mangling it - it's been a really

long time since I read it.)

>

> Many of the books we read on spirituality are " fingers pointing at the moon, "

not the moon itself, so to speak. Still, the finger pointing at the moon helps

you to understand where to look, how to look, and what might occur. You still

have to experience the moon for yourself, but as we start to have our own

spiritual experiences, reading of others' experiences, instructions, etc. can be

helpful.

>

> Part of the process we go through involves taming the mind. Or stilling it,

or transcending it, or at least getting it algned with our spiritual

aspirations. The mind likes knowledge. So there's some amount of " book

learning " we all probably do as our minds try to understand that which

ultimatley cannot be described. But since the mind operates by thought and

reason, some degree of reading may provide satisfaction to the mind, helping it

to get on board. Reading about enlightenment is not the end, but I think it is

often part of the process.

>

> Then there are other writings, written by enlightened folk or people

experiencing Kundalini. Reading these, the energy pours into you and transforms

your consciousness. You literally feel it - it is beyond words, a visceral

experience. It acts as inspiration, initiation, shaktipat, etc. - the direct

transmission of Kundalini energy helping to awaken the Goddess within you.

>

> As to enlightenment being a goal, I'm coming to understand it more as a

process. It goes on forever. The emphasis on Kundalini is because this is the

power within us that brings us into the enlightenment process, then takes over

and governs the process as well.

>

> You mention that writing this message the energy gets stronger. This has

probably a twofold cause. One, participating in this group you are

energetically connecting with a bunch of K-active people - the energy will come

through to you. This is often referred to as " sitepat " , a form of Shaktipat

from associating with K-active people (and a K-active teacher who gives

Shaktipat) via the web site. Another reason, is as you write about these

things, you are turning your attention to the Kundalini within you. Whenever

you give Her your attention, She returns the favor by giving you Her loving

attention!

>

> Love and blessings,

>

> David

>

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Hi Elio,

 

you are welcome.... and i would like to acknowledge the wisdom in David's post,

in that reading and listening to teachers can be a very useful way to orient the

mind in the journey and are an important part of the process...

 

love

Bruce

 

, " elieits " <elieits

wrote:

>

> Bruce and David:

>

> I find your messages highly valuable to my own experience, just because I feel

some acknowledgement from people who understand what I am going through.

>

> Thank you all.

>

> Elio.

>

> , " djgottlieb "

<dgottlieb@> wrote:

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

> > Elio,

> >

> > There's an old zen story - goes something like this. One monk points up at

the beautiful moon and says to the other monk, " Isn't it a beautiful moon? " The

other monk says, " That's not the moon - it's a finger pointing at the moon. "

(For those who know the story, forgive me for mangling it - it's been a really

long time since I read it.)

> >

> > Many of the books we read on spirituality are " fingers pointing at the

moon, " not the moon itself, so to speak. Still, the finger pointing at the moon

helps you to understand where to look, how to look, and what might occur. You

still have to experience the moon for yourself, but as we start to have our own

spiritual experiences, reading of others' experiences, instructions, etc. can be

helpful.

> >

> > Part of the process we go through involves taming the mind. Or stilling it,

or transcending it, or at least getting it algned with our spiritual

aspirations. The mind likes knowledge. So there's some amount of " book

learning " we all probably do as our minds try to understand that which

ultimatley cannot be described. But since the mind operates by thought and

reason, some degree of reading may provide satisfaction to the mind, helping it

to get on board. Reading about enlightenment is not the end, but I think it is

often part of the process.

> >

> > Then there are other writings, written by enlightened folk or people

experiencing Kundalini. Reading these, the energy pours into you and transforms

your consciousness. You literally feel it - it is beyond words, a visceral

experience. It acts as inspiration, initiation, shaktipat, etc. - the direct

transmission of Kundalini energy helping to awaken the Goddess within you.

> >

> > As to enlightenment being a goal, I'm coming to understand it more as a

process. It goes on forever. The emphasis on Kundalini is because this is the

power within us that brings us into the enlightenment process, then takes over

and governs the process as well.

> >

> > You mention that writing this message the energy gets stronger. This has

probably a twofold cause. One, participating in this group you are

energetically connecting with a bunch of K-active people - the energy will come

through to you. This is often referred to as " sitepat " , a form of Shaktipat

from associating with K-active people (and a K-active teacher who gives

Shaktipat) via the web site. Another reason, is as you write about these

things, you are turning your attention to the Kundalini within you. Whenever

you give Her your attention, She returns the favor by giving you Her loving

attention!

> >

> > Love and blessings,

> >

> > David

> >

>

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Hi Bruce,

What would be other paths to enlightenment other than kundalini? I thought all

paths leads to kundalini which, when it is awakened fully, is enlightenment. Are

you meaning your expeiences are not big deal or that enlightenment is no big

deal?

Feeling a little confused.

 

Love,

Linda

 

, " BruceO " <bruce_oom

wrote:

 

>

> i feel a lot of emphasis is put on kundalini as its one of the pathways to

enlightenment, and once awakened, the kundalini will give you experiences to

realize for yourself what enlightenment actually means.. (which is no big deal..

haha..)

>

 

> love

> bruce

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Hi Linda :)

 

well, confusion leads to great doubt which is the way of the enlightened mind ;)

so welcome the confusion, because one of the hallmarks of enlightenment, as I

understand it, is the radical realization that nothing, not even understanding,

can be held onto.

 

In buddhist teachings, the highest teachings are the Dzogchen meditations, which

simply say 'Pay attention to what is arising. Rest in what is arising' To rest

in the moving world of form, one has to be fundamentally free of it.

 

What do you mean by enlightenment? What is your understanding of it?

 

My understanding of enlightenment is the realization that there is nothing I can

do, nowhere I can go to be ok, so relax happens to me. When I say enlightenment

is no big deal, what I mean is that even the notion that enlightenment is

something to be had, something special to be gained, some wonderful mystical

state to be entered into, has to be dropped. When enlightenment is seen to be

the most natural, ordinary state of your everyday mind, containing all the peace

and freedom that you ever wanted, and its what you are before you do anything,

then thats when you get it. We have enlightened nature before Kundalini awakes,

as our everpresent awareness. From my experience, Kundalini is not needed to

realize this, yet Kundalini helps to realize this and helps to stabilize this

awareness. Who were you before you started this search for God? Who were you

when you were 5 years old? Its the same 'you' looking out at the world. The

scenery has changed yet the seer stays the same. You are the seer, not the

scenery.

 

As long as you want to get enlightened you will fail. (yet trying to stop

wanting it is impossible... and thats the problem). YOu will need to see the

perfection of this moment before you try and change it.

 

Yet, if we confuse enlightenment with phenomena, like that which the kundalini

brings, then yes, kundalini is very helpful in bringing forth 'enlightened'

phenomena and turning this body into a vessel for Christ consciousness. Christ

said 'I and the Father are one'. What he meant is that he had realized his

fundamental identity with God, which is the fundamental identity we all have.

 

So, my definition of enlightenment is not phenomological; rather, its the

recognition of one true identity, which is the ground of all phenomena, and this

can occur without kundalini.. imho...

 

again, these are just my opinions. I would love to hear what you understand

enlightenment to be, and also what thinks...

 

love

Bruce

 

 

, " danceswithcats999 "

<crazycats711 wrote:

>

> Hi Bruce,

> What would be other paths to enlightenment other than kundalini? I thought all

paths leads to kundalini which, when it is awakened fully, is enlightenment. Are

you meaning your expeiences are not big deal or that enlightenment is no big

deal?

> Feeling a little confused.

>

> Love,

> Linda

>

> , " BruceO " <bruce_oom@>

wrote:

>

> >

> > i feel a lot of emphasis is put on kundalini as its one of the pathways to

enlightenment, and once awakened, the kundalini will give you experiences to

realize for yourself what enlightenment actually means.. (which is no big deal..

haha..)

> >

>

> > love

> > bruce

>

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Hi Bruce, the following is my take. LOL! Sorry, it took so long to reply.

 

I did not think in terms of the word enlightenment until coming here to this

group and prior to that the OBE groups. I am seeing enlightenement as

stages/levels of transformation that we are

being taken through. I did not see the suffering and trials we go through as a

purifying agent, but more like friction that causes our spiritual muscles to

grow, faith to increase. I guess these too

are just different labels for the same proscess.

 

I believed and still do that it is the blood of Jesus Christ (his sacrifice of

himself) which purifies a person, a gift of forgiveness given when one turns

from living only for one's self and submits

themselves (flaws and all) to be lead/guided by Christ Jesus and the Holy

Spirit. (Shiva and Shakti for the Hindu faith) I do not believe a person can

eliminate their own karma (sin) in their own strength/ power, thus the need for

the creation of a mediator/savior/atonement because the Creator could not go

against his/her own law.

 

When I first began as a christian, I knew nothing of the Holy Spirit, so I

submitted myself to Jesus's teachings/intructions only. I daily laid my ego

self (the old man/sinful self in christian terms) at the foot of the cross in

submission and followed the spiritual teachings of the bible to the best of my

ability. Of course I failed many times. This was the first level. Then as I read

and studied the bible I learned of the Holy Spirit and began desiring for this

baptism so I could have power to do more selfless service for others as I

desired more and more to give back. It was my growing love for Christ Jesus and

what he had done for me that gave me the desire to push on and do these services

for others. After recieving the baptism of the Holy Spirit, I was filled with so

much joy, peace, and love and other gifts that it was easy doing the services

for others. The more I gave, the more joy, peace and love I recieved. That was

the second level for me and I really loved that level. I could have stayed there

forever. :) But there came a time for more growing of the faith to occur or

transformation to come about.

 

It seemed the Holy Spirit pull back and I was given trials and sickness to

overcome. My securities, comforts were taken, one by one. It wasn't fun and joy

any more. Here I was, suppose to be an overcomer in Christ Jesus and I was

struggling with things, (life happenings) more so than before I was a christian.

I felt like a hypocrite being around my christian friends or anyone for that

matter. My christian friends would shoot me down with one gospel bullit after

the other. I know they were just trying to be helpful, but it hurt. These were

verses..meanings I had known for years and were not helping me no matter how

many times I quoted them and prayed. I missed what I once had, but was somewhat

glad in a way that my church family fell apart and I could just walk away from

them all. Didn't get to walk away from the trials and sufferings though, but was

able to suffer in peace. LOL! I threw myself into becoming a workaholic for

material gain and grew sicker in body until I was no longer functioning so well.

I quit asking God for healing and took the healing of myself into my own hands

and began experiementing with all sorts of healing remedies, which lead me to

meditation and then to Kundalini being activated. I felt cursed and a huge

failure, but my love for Jesus did not lessen. He was there for me when I was

taken through all that beginning K phenomena, which I took to be one curse after

the other at the time. :)

 

After the experience with my daughter and husband I was changed once more and I

relate to the outside world in a different way now. I take it as another level I

intered into. The K phenomena continued, but I was handling it a little better.

By the time I arrived here on KAS1 I had the feeling of just dangling out there,

with not knowing where/what I should be doing. My desire for having OBE dwindled

down to nothing, as well as other desires. I had by that time learned a little

about kundalini from that gnostic course I took. They told me that what I was

experiencing was not kundalini, but something else since women did not have

kundalini activations. From what I read other places on the net, I felt I did

have many Kundalini symptoms, but didn't know what to believe about it all.

 

From what I understand about the bible we are to eventually evolve to have

immortal physical bodies that no longer suffer from diseases. Our last enemy is

to conquer death just as Jesus' last enemy to conquer was death. The only bodies

we have that experience death right now is our physical and astral bodies. The

soul and spirit are already immortal. The way I see it we are still in the

sixth day of the Creators creating of us. We are still on the potters wheel

being refined. I do see that we are one with Christ Jesus and one with God, but

that does no mean we are going to stop being our individual soul beings. We

function as one body, but stay individuals is the way I see it.

 

I have not given a lot of thought to the word enlightenment, but have been

meditating on it just about all day yesterday and is the reason I did not

replied to you post until now. The word light is what God is in the same sense

that love is what God is. All that is not light and love is the anti or that

which is the illusion. In christian terms, light equals perfection. I

visualized the Creator spininng us on his potter's wheel with unconditional love

and as we grow stronger, more light is added evolving us into perfected god

beings.

 

I know chrism says there is no end to the process, but the bible says at the end

of the sixth day, when creation is completed, the seveth day begans which is

when God enters into his eternal rest and we are to enter in with him. Cycles

are there until there is a time of completion. Then the cycle ends, that is how

cycles are in nature, right?

 

So I guess, I would see enlightenment as the levels/stages we go through on the

way to becoming perfected beings, but not the end results. If Kundalini and the

Holy Spirit are one in the same, which I have come to believe is truth, how

could the enlightenment process take place without the involvement of the God of

Light and Love and Life. Some stages may seem like the Holy Spirit/Kundalini is

not involved, but how could it not be when it is that light and love of

God/Divine that is doing working in us.

 

I do not understand the nothingness concept that is spoken of, except to me, it

would mean one did not make it as an individual being and the spirit spark is

returned to the Creator God and that one's soul experiences the second death

(spoken of in the bible) and is no more. Non-duality to me is knowing that all

that is reality is the light,love,life and all that is anti these are the

illusion.

 

I just see the phenomena as just stuff along the path that we do not have an

understanding of the meaning yet. I guess it could be part of the anti/illusion

or not. LOL! My knowledge is so miniscule, you could say I know nothing. Hehe!

Some day the veil will be lifted is what we are told and we will know longer be

seeing through the glass darkly, until then, we can all have our opinions from

what we percieve. :)

 

Love,

Linda

 

 

, " BruceO " <bruce_oom

wrote:

>

> Hi Linda :)

 

What do you mean by enlightenment? What is your understanding of it?

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Nothingness ??? Many of us have different view points on this. This is an

interesting subject to discuss. My concept of this word has changed over the

course of my life many times and has come to view nothingness as The Void. Why

I've come to this belief is because of a 3 AM kundalini insight a few years ago.

One evening I slipped off to deep sleep mode and during this sleep I went

exploring into the Astral as best as I can describe it. All I could see was the

stars and the darkness (blackness) surrounding me and everything. By the way...

I could not even see me...I just knew my presence was there. Not a soul in sight

but my mind was somehow receiving messages and information from a higher source.

I did not feel alone in this vast empty place even though I could not see

another being. I was just the observer...with no thought, opinion, or whatever.

I really do not think I can pull the words out to describe this experience to

its fullest. I can describe

the emotions and feelings I had though. I was in awe...a realization...of ONE.

That all things come together as ONE. Then of course there was FEAR...this is

what jolted me back into my body. Upon waking I knew I had experienced a new

revelation. I also knew I had to let go of any fear based BS. Nothingness...is

when you think you know something and you find out you know nothing. A deeper

part of me says this is not a word we can just understand by reading its meaning

but rather by experiencing its phenomena. Nothingness is so ALONE...I do not

want to travel this lifetime or any other lifetime alone.

 

My 1/2 cents worth. Much love and light to all.

 

Namaste',

Denny

 

 

________________________________

danceswithcats999 <crazycats711

 

 

 

 

I do not understand the nothingness concept that is spoken of, except to me, it

would mean one did not make it as an individual being and the spirit spark is

returned to the Creator God and that one's soul experiences the second death

(spoken of in the bible) and is no more. Non-duality to me is knowing that all

that is reality is the light,love,life and all that is anti these are the

illusion.

 

I just see the phenomena as just stuff along the path that we do not have an

understanding of the meaning yet. I guess it could be part of the anti/illusion

or not. LOL! My knowledge is so miniscule, you could say I know nothing. Hehe!

Some day the veil will be lifted is what we are told and we will know longer be

seeing through the glass darkly, until then, we can all have our opinions from

what we percieve. :)

 

Love,

Linda

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Hi Linda,

 

thanks for writing this, and in many ways I feel aligned with what you are

saying and have great respect for it :) My knowledge is also minuscule and i too

look forward to deeper understanding one day..

 

we can chat about it in heaven ;)

 

love

Bruce

 

, " danceswithcats999 "

<crazycats711 wrote:

>

> Hi Bruce, the following is my take. LOL! Sorry, it took so long to reply.

>

> I did not think in terms of the word enlightenment until coming here to this

group and prior to that the OBE groups. I am seeing enlightenement as

stages/levels of transformation that we are

> being taken through. I did not see the suffering and trials we go through as a

purifying agent, but more like friction that causes our spiritual muscles to

grow, faith to increase. I guess these too

> are just different labels for the same proscess.

>

> I believed and still do that it is the blood of Jesus Christ (his sacrifice of

himself) which purifies a person, a gift of forgiveness given when one turns

from living only for one's self and submits

> themselves (flaws and all) to be lead/guided by Christ Jesus and the Holy

Spirit. (Shiva and Shakti for the Hindu faith) I do not believe a person can

eliminate their own karma (sin) in their own strength/ power, thus the need for

the creation of a mediator/savior/atonement because the Creator could not go

against his/her own law.

>

> When I first began as a christian, I knew nothing of the Holy Spirit, so I

submitted myself to Jesus's teachings/intructions only. I daily laid my ego

self (the old man/sinful self in christian terms) at the foot of the cross in

submission and followed the spiritual teachings of the bible to the best of my

ability. Of course I failed many times. This was the first level. Then as I read

and studied the bible I learned of the Holy Spirit and began desiring for this

baptism so I could have power to do more selfless service for others as I

desired more and more to give back. It was my growing love for Christ Jesus and

what he had done for me that gave me the desire to push on and do these services

for others. After recieving the baptism of the Holy Spirit, I was filled with so

much joy, peace, and love and other gifts that it was easy doing the services

for others. The more I gave, the more joy, peace and love I recieved. That was

the second level for me and I really loved that level. I could have stayed there

forever. :) But there came a time for more growing of the faith to occur or

transformation to come about.

>

> It seemed the Holy Spirit pull back and I was given trials and sickness to

overcome. My securities, comforts were taken, one by one. It wasn't fun and joy

any more. Here I was, suppose to be an overcomer in Christ Jesus and I was

struggling with things, (life happenings) more so than before I was a christian.

I felt like a hypocrite being around my christian friends or anyone for that

matter. My christian friends would shoot me down with one gospel bullit after

the other. I know they were just trying to be helpful, but it hurt. These were

verses..meanings I had known for years and were not helping me no matter how

many times I quoted them and prayed. I missed what I once had, but was somewhat

glad in a way that my church family fell apart and I could just walk away from

them all. Didn't get to walk away from the trials and sufferings though, but was

able to suffer in peace. LOL! I threw myself into becoming a workaholic for

material gain and grew sicker in body until I was no longer functioning so well.

I quit asking God for healing and took the healing of myself into my own hands

and began experiementing with all sorts of healing remedies, which lead me to

meditation and then to Kundalini being activated. I felt cursed and a huge

failure, but my love for Jesus did not lessen. He was there for me when I was

taken through all that beginning K phenomena, which I took to be one curse after

the other at the time. :)

>

> After the experience with my daughter and husband I was changed once more and

I relate to the outside world in a different way now. I take it as another level

I intered into. The K phenomena continued, but I was handling it a little

better. By the time I arrived here on KAS1 I had the feeling of just dangling

out there, with not knowing where/what I should be doing. My desire for having

OBE dwindled down to nothing, as well as other desires. I had by that time

learned a little about kundalini from that gnostic course I took. They told me

that what I was experiencing was not kundalini, but something else since women

did not have kundalini activations. From what I read other places on the net, I

felt I did have many Kundalini symptoms, but didn't know what to believe about

it all.

>

> From what I understand about the bible we are to eventually evolve to have

immortal physical bodies that no longer suffer from diseases. Our last enemy is

to conquer death just as Jesus' last enemy to conquer was death. The only bodies

we have that experience death right now is our physical and astral bodies. The

soul and spirit are already immortal. The way I see it we are still in the

sixth day of the Creators creating of us. We are still on the potters wheel

being refined. I do see that we are one with Christ Jesus and one with God, but

that does no mean we are going to stop being our individual soul beings. We

function as one body, but stay individuals is the way I see it.

>

> I have not given a lot of thought to the word enlightenment, but have been

meditating on it just about all day yesterday and is the reason I did not

replied to you post until now. The word light is what God is in the same sense

that love is what God is. All that is not light and love is the anti or that

which is the illusion. In christian terms, light equals perfection. I

visualized the Creator spininng us on his potter's wheel with unconditional love

and as we grow stronger, more light is added evolving us into perfected god

beings.

>

> I know chrism says there is no end to the process, but the bible says at the

end of the sixth day, when creation is completed, the seveth day begans which is

when God enters into his eternal rest and we are to enter in with him. Cycles

are there until there is a time of completion. Then the cycle ends, that is how

cycles are in nature, right?

>

> So I guess, I would see enlightenment as the levels/stages we go through on

the way to becoming perfected beings, but not the end results. If Kundalini and

the Holy Spirit are one in the same, which I have come to believe is truth, how

could the enlightenment process take place without the involvement of the God of

Light and Love and Life. Some stages may seem like the Holy Spirit/Kundalini is

not involved, but how could it not be when it is that light and love of

God/Divine that is doing working in us.

>

> I do not understand the nothingness concept that is spoken of, except to me,

it would mean one did not make it as an individual being and the spirit spark is

returned to the Creator God and that one's soul experiences the second death

(spoken of in the bible) and is no more. Non-duality to me is knowing that all

that is reality is the light,love,life and all that is anti these are the

illusion.

>

> I just see the phenomena as just stuff along the path that we do not have an

understanding of the meaning yet. I guess it could be part of the anti/illusion

or not. LOL! My knowledge is so miniscule, you could say I know nothing. Hehe!

Some day the veil will be lifted is what we are told and we will know longer be

seeing through the glass darkly, until then, we can all have our opinions from

what we percieve. :)

>

> Love,

> Linda

>

>

> , " BruceO " <bruce_oom@>

wrote:

> >

> > Hi Linda :)

>

> What do you mean by enlightenment? What is your understanding of it?

>

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Thanks for your explanation of " Nothingness " , Denny. I have read several

accounts of people experiencing the astral void that way. I have experienced

being in complete darkness for a second or two while out of body and I have been

to the edge of the void looking in a couple of times. I have no desire to go

there and experience that. I have often wondered if it is a dark hole that is

being experienced. The astral realm is a mirror image of the physical or vice

versa so that would be a reasonable explanation to me.

 

From an article on black holes I read some time ago, it left me thinking that

maybe black holes are the universe's recycling centers. Hehe!

 

Love,

Linda

 

, Denny <dennynorton

wrote:

>

> Nothingness ??? Many of us have different view points on this. This is an

interesting subject to discuss. My concept of this word has changed over the

course of my life many times and has come to view nothingness as The Void.

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Hehe! I am not so sure if there would be a need to chat about it then.

 

Love,

Linda

 

, " BruceO " <bruce_oom

wrote:

>

> Hi Linda,

>

> we can chat about it in heaven ;)

>

> love

> Bruce

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Dear Denny,

 

I once had a dream experience of 'nothingness'.

In the dream I was in a white stone building, and there was a row of machinery.

There was a warning sound coming from one of the machines. Everyone left in

fear and panic, and I went closer to the machine. I felt that I could not leave

without trying to stop the machine. It had great destructive power.

White smoke was pouring out of the top of the machine, and the dial was in the

red warning zone. I wanted to turn the dial back, and I reached out to turn the

dial. I couldn't reach it in time, and

the machine exploded and I felt incredible heat. For an instant there was the

terrible heat and terrible pain, just for a second. I died; my body exploded. I

was still aware though I had no physical body. Everything was blinding white and

there were no shapes and no people in this whiteness. I was looking for people,

but there was no form. The instant of death after the fear felt like flowing,

melting, and being released. After some time of just waiting in the whiteness, I

felt I was moving fast in a tunnel, and I was looking to the right and seeing

things on the earth pass by. It seemed like I was looking at many different

landscapes. I was moving in some kind of parallel.

I don't understand the experience that I had but it resonated for me with your

post. Though we do not have bodies after physical death our awareness is

released and greatly expanded. The 'nothingness' refers to the loss of the

boundaries placed on the awareness by the physical self, possibly.

 

Love, Sandra

 

 

' Why I've come to this belief is because of a 3 AM kundalini insight a few

years ago. One evening I slipped off to deep sleep mode and during this sleep I

went exploring into the Astral as best as I can describe it. All I could see was

the stars and the darkness (blackness) surrounding me and everything. By the

way... I could not even see me...I just knew my presence was there. Not a soul

in sight but my mind was somehow receiving messages and information from a

higher source. I did not feel alone in this vast empty place even though I could

not see another being. I was just the observer...with no thought, opinion, or

whatever. I really do not think I can pull the words out to describe this

experience to its fullest. I can describe

> the emotions and feelings I had though. I was in awe...a realization...of

ONE. That all things come together as ONE. Then of course there was FEAR...this

is what jolted me back into my body. Upon waking I knew I had experienced a new

revelation. I also knew I had to let go of any fear based BS. Nothingness...is

when you think you know something and you find out you know nothing. A deeper

part of me says this is not a word we can just understand by reading its meaning

but rather by experiencing its phenomena. Nothingness is so ALONE...I do not

want to travel this lifetime or any other lifetime alone.'

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Dear Bruce and Linda,

Thanks for your very interesting posts.

Love, Sandra

 

, " BruceO " <bruce_oom

wrote:

>

> Hi Linda,

>

> thanks for writing this, and in many ways I feel aligned with what you are

saying and have great respect for it :) My knowledge is also minuscule and i too

look forward to deeper understanding one day..

>

> we can chat about it in heaven ;)

>

> love

> Bruce

>

> , " danceswithcats999 "

<crazycats711@> wrote:

> >

> > Hi Bruce, the following is my take. LOL! Sorry, it took so long to reply.

> >

> > I did not think in terms of the word enlightenment until coming here to this

group and prior to that the OBE groups. I am seeing enlightenement as

stages/levels of transformation that we are

> > being taken through. I did not see the suffering and trials we go through as

a purifying agent, but more like friction that causes our spiritual muscles to

grow, faith to increase. I guess these too

> > are just different labels for the same proscess.

> >

> > I believed and still do that it is the blood of Jesus Christ (his sacrifice

of himself) which purifies a person, a gift of forgiveness given when one turns

from living only for one's self and submits

> > themselves (flaws and all) to be lead/guided by Christ Jesus and the Holy

Spirit. (Shiva and Shakti for the Hindu faith) I do not believe a person can

eliminate their own karma (sin) in their own strength/ power, thus the need for

the creation of a mediator/savior/atonement because the Creator could not go

against his/her own law.

> >

> > When I first began as a christian, I knew nothing of the Holy Spirit, so I

submitted myself to Jesus's teachings/intructions only. I daily laid my ego

self (the old man/sinful self in christian terms) at the foot of the cross in

submission and followed the spiritual teachings of the bible to the best of my

ability. Of course I failed many times. This was the first level. Then as I read

and studied the bible I learned of the Holy Spirit and began desiring for this

baptism so I could have power to do more selfless service for others as I

desired more and more to give back. It was my growing love for Christ Jesus and

what he had done for me that gave me the desire to push on and do these services

for others. After recieving the baptism of the Holy Spirit, I was filled with so

much joy, peace, and love and other gifts that it was easy doing the services

for others. The more I gave, the more joy, peace and love I recieved. That was

the second level for me and I really loved that level. I could have stayed there

forever. :) But there came a time for more growing of the faith to occur or

transformation to come about.

> >

> > It seemed the Holy Spirit pull back and I was given trials and sickness to

overcome. My securities, comforts were taken, one by one. It wasn't fun and joy

any more. Here I was, suppose to be an overcomer in Christ Jesus and I was

struggling with things, (life happenings) more so than before I was a christian.

I felt like a hypocrite being around my christian friends or anyone for that

matter. My christian friends would shoot me down with one gospel bullit after

the other. I know they were just trying to be helpful, but it hurt. These were

verses..meanings I had known for years and were not helping me no matter how

many times I quoted them and prayed. I missed what I once had, but was somewhat

glad in a way that my church family fell apart and I could just walk away from

them all. Didn't get to walk away from the trials and sufferings though, but was

able to suffer in peace. LOL! I threw myself into becoming a workaholic for

material gain and grew sicker in body until I was no longer functioning so well.

I quit asking God for healing and took the healing of myself into my own hands

and began experiementing with all sorts of healing remedies, which lead me to

meditation and then to Kundalini being activated. I felt cursed and a huge

failure, but my love for Jesus did not lessen. He was there for me when I was

taken through all that beginning K phenomena, which I took to be one curse after

the other at the time. :)

> >

> > After the experience with my daughter and husband I was changed once more

and I relate to the outside world in a different way now. I take it as another

level I intered into. The K phenomena continued, but I was handling it a little

better. By the time I arrived here on KAS1 I had the feeling of just dangling

out there, with not knowing where/what I should be doing. My desire for having

OBE dwindled down to nothing, as well as other desires. I had by that time

learned a little about kundalini from that gnostic course I took. They told me

that what I was experiencing was not kundalini, but something else since women

did not have kundalini activations. From what I read other places on the net, I

felt I did have many Kundalini symptoms, but didn't know what to believe about

it all.

> >

> > From what I understand about the bible we are to eventually evolve to have

immortal physical bodies that no longer suffer from diseases. Our last enemy is

to conquer death just as Jesus' last enemy to conquer was death. The only bodies

we have that experience death right now is our physical and astral bodies. The

soul and spirit are already immortal. The way I see it we are still in the

sixth day of the Creators creating of us. We are still on the potters wheel

being refined. I do see that we are one with Christ Jesus and one with God, but

that does no mean we are going to stop being our individual soul beings. We

function as one body, but stay individuals is the way I see it.

> >

> > I have not given a lot of thought to the word enlightenment, but have been

meditating on it just about all day yesterday and is the reason I did not

replied to you post until now. The word light is what God is in the same sense

that love is what God is. All that is not light and love is the anti or that

which is the illusion. In christian terms, light equals perfection. I

visualized the Creator spininng us on his potter's wheel with unconditional love

and as we grow stronger, more light is added evolving us into perfected god

beings.

> >

> > I know chrism says there is no end to the process, but the bible says at the

end of the sixth day, when creation is completed, the seveth day begans which is

when God enters into his eternal rest and we are to enter in with him. Cycles

are there until there is a time of completion. Then the cycle ends, that is how

cycles are in nature, right?

> >

> > So I guess, I would see enlightenment as the levels/stages we go through on

the way to becoming perfected beings, but not the end results. If Kundalini and

the Holy Spirit are one in the same, which I have come to believe is truth, how

could the enlightenment process take place without the involvement of the God of

Light and Love and Life. Some stages may seem like the Holy Spirit/Kundalini is

not involved, but how could it not be when it is that light and love of

God/Divine that is doing working in us.

> >

> > I do not understand the nothingness concept that is spoken of, except to me,

it would mean one did not make it as an individual being and the spirit spark is

returned to the Creator God and that one's soul experiences the second death

(spoken of in the bible) and is no more. Non-duality to me is knowing that all

that is reality is the light,love,life and all that is anti these are the

illusion.

> >

> > I just see the phenomena as just stuff along the path that we do not have an

understanding of the meaning yet. I guess it could be part of the anti/illusion

or not. LOL! My knowledge is so miniscule, you could say I know nothing. Hehe!

Some day the veil will be lifted is what we are told and we will know longer be

seeing through the glass darkly, until then, we can all have our opinions from

what we percieve. :)

> >

> > Love,

> > Linda

> >

> >

> > , " BruceO " <bruce_oom@>

wrote:

> > >

> > > Hi Linda :)

> >

> > What do you mean by enlightenment? What is your understanding of it?

> >

>

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chrism gave us the mantra " I am one with the all that I am " . The depth in that

mantra is profound.

 

In comprehending who and what we really are and that all aspects of our being

are integrated into a cohesive `unit', and that `unit' in turn comprises a part

of the whole or that which is divine, duality disappears. On moving beyond

duality and in the light of that integration into that whole, the true meaning

of unconditional love becomes fully apparent. Forgiveness becomes a `given'

when unconditional love is comprehended as you cannot not forgive that which you

are part of. The actions of the physical aspect of some and indeed our, at some

time, own ego-driven actions may well be `wrong', but in the light of that

unconditional love the lessons become clear. Once we are at that point of

comprehension our egos should be well under control but that again is part of

the progression.

 

The `plot' then becomes simpler but also more complex – but sometimes the

obvious is not so obvious. We practice the safeties daily where we focus on

trust, surrender, gratitude, forgiveness, love, honesty, inner joy, prayer,

meditation and the Tibetans. The Tibetans open and balance the energies within

our system and that impacts directly on our physical state. From many posts on

the forum, aspects of the practice prove a challenge often due to prior or

current life experiences. Stand back for one moment as the quintessimal

observer and, if you are one of those who struggles with an aspect of the

practice, re-examine your take on duality and review all again in that light of

non-duality. Then not only are unconditional love and forgiveness givens, but

so too are the remaining aspects of our practice.

 

Initially we battle to surrender because we cannot fully conceive that to which

we are surrendering. With our limited mental ability we will never fully

conceive that divine whole in that regard. That battle is duality related –

perceiving things from the physical. But part of us is already `operating' and

interacting on the higher non-physical or `integrated into the whole' level!

Accepting that we are `already' there but cannot fully conceive it, surrender

too becomes a given. For our minds it requires faith to accept that which is

bigger than us, and beyond our limited minds it is not an issue as the

integration is there!

 

Maybe then you say how can honesty, gratitude, inner joy be givens? Again as

part of the divine whole and already existing on all levels (but maybe not

always consciously), if we fully comprehend that integration, then any act of

disservice damages the whole and therefore ourselves. Dishonesty tears at the

fabric of our physical being; being ungrateful for the lessons taught (many

harsh and painful) hides us from the truth of our existence and reintroduces

duality with all its limitations. Inner joy `unfolds' with the greater

comprehension of our true and full being as our physical minds accept that

integrated state. In our progression we thus move progressively towards a state

of complete and ongoing honesty in all we do accompanied also by that ongoing

gratitude and inner joy.

Our behaviour in the physical changes significantly. Where in the past we may

well have brooded on being wronged in one way or another, we now see things from

the positive perspective – the lesson was pre-planned, we experienced, we

learned (or maybe are still learning in respect of a particular past lesson), we

are grateful for the `complicity' of others in teaching us that which we needed

to learn, and we achieve that contentment or inner joy in knowing that we are

advancing on our true path.

 

I believe that the steps in transitioning from a position of being ego-driven to

that of conscious integration with our total being for want of a better

description is that process of enlightenment. The process never ends but the

`givens' as above become the only way of life for us. As we progress we do

realise that we are being given access to that divine knowledge but only in a

drip-feed manner in accordance with how fast we do change and how able and

receptive we are to receive that knowledge. In our case we choose to effect

that change by following the kundalini path.

 

Blessings - Jonathan

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Hi Jonathon,

 

thanks for this, I enjoyed reading your (as always) insightful posts. (There

must be something in the mielie miel in Zimbabwe ;) )

 

 

love

bruce

 

> I believe that the steps in transitioning from a position of being ego-driven

to that of conscious integration with our total being for want of a better

description is that process of enlightenment.

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