hi everyone

[Guest guest]

Hello my kunda friends,

 

So nice to read the posts - they've been really insightful! Wishing you all too

a happy december and a blissful shaktipat!

 

Thank you all for your kind words and you too Bruce your words help ground even

this nut! (:

 

Craig - all I can say is " GO CRAIG GO! "

 

Linda I just want to tell you how much I love your writings and your sincerity

of heart and the sharing of your experiences! All of you its great!

 

I for the first time have been feeling an inner strength that truthfully I've

been lacking for a long time. I don't know I was so swept away in emotions for

quite a while and I don't know why or if this is just a " break " but finally I am

feeling what many here and abound talk about...that inner strength. It feels

good. So maybe its just a glimpse but either way I am enjoying this - weird for

someone so swept in the tide of emotions...maybe I can put my eggs away... (:

 

The energy has been feeling really nice. I like the way now I feel it more so

than before on the front of my body and not just the back. Was having some weird

sensations like I think Shaz with the beak on the face and strange bubblings on

the face and in the mouth back by the jaw or wisdom teeth. My lips are still

quivering quite a bit but it feels nice - strange feelings in the nose and on

top of my head and inside the head - feelings of things being pulled out - Good

hope she cleans me out good I am sure there is an abundance of debris. (:

 

The energy in my feet and legs is always moving up - bubbling away and I notice

that obes are coming back now. Seems to be like I feel the bubbling on my feet

and it shoots up and I just raise my arms - and I'm out. Freedom. Whats been

great is working with my beliefs in this state. I always had this kinda feeling

that Shakti must have made a mistake - I don't feel so saintly you know. haha So

when I go flying I sometimes when this self-worth thing is in my mind can only

go up so far and hit like an invisible wall and come shooting like a torpedo

back down to the ground. Ouch.

 

But during one of my rapid downfalls I said to myself - Self (: this is your

false belief of limitation...you don't have to smash like a bug - LAND GENTLY!

And I did!!! Crazy great, right?

 

So now when I get out I am using the same thing saying to myself that there are

no limitations and have been able to fly higher. I know this is stupid -

phenomena or whatever but for me its like coming to terms with my lack and

working on it bit by bit and anyway - its fun. ha

 

I've been able to meditate deeper in silence which honestly I thought I would

never be able to do cuz I seem to be so darn chatty inside! But even that is

better - I can be quiet - its not hard anymore - I can't believe it! So before

I go to sleep at night I usually do this for an hour now. Before I was so chatty

and it seemed okay sorry but so boring I couldn't discipline myself and riding

the waves of emotions didn't help. So maybe its all just a little treat but it

all feels so good.

 

Or maybe those glowing symbols downloaded last week did some housecleaning! I

don't know...but now when I lay in bed at night I am not afraid of anything

anymore. I mean I wasn't but there was always this little bit of ok...whats

coming next and worrying if I was going off the deep end. (:

 

Now I am completely relaxed with whatever comes and I look forward to those

strange little energy visits. Whatever or whoever they are.

 

And really its great not to crash into the ground anymore. I always felt

sensations not in the body sometimes more than in the body which is weird cuz my

body is on the bed ... right? ha

 

Beside that just a lot of head stuff - getting quite a working on inside the

head which always went on but this is different somehow. I think has

amped me up. (: Thank you Chrism! The third eye area is almost always vibrating

- sometimes I get headaches but its not bad and if the air is blinking too much

I try to sleep for a bit and it helps. I don't know if thats me thats blinking

and I just think its the air?

 

Then the area at the hairline on the forehead and around is getting more intense

sensations...its all just sensations no pain.

 

Still am hearing that music coming from above my head and sometimes on my

stomach.

and the noise the humming and buzzing inside can get quite loud but its all

good.

 

 

Theres still that tunnel on my wall exactly to the right of me - I sleep with my

head to the north so its on the west side. I was thinking about going in there

now that I can get out of the body again but I decided to not and sometimes that

wind comes and takes me where I need to go so I will let it guide me. If it

pulls me in fine - if not I just watch it sometimes the way it moves like energy

moving I don't know - I throw a kiss in there and go to sleep (maybe the kiss is

my way of saying play nice with me when you suck me in)

 

So much love to you all - hope everyone is doing well - Glad Bruce you are back

and writing away here! Again was extremely helpful to hear how you went through

your emotions and then it all smoothed out or less and less. Maybe that helped

me to subconsciously realize that it wasn't going to be forever and just hearing

that and Linda with her detachment and the other posts about that - all seems to

have helped center me more. So lots and lots of chi balls filled with

eggs...(just in case you need to throw one)

 

And our beautiful Lucia I wonder if your boyfriend would want to post here or if

maybe he would feel comfortable writing to someone off list - I am not sure if

what he is going through is spiritual but there are so many of us here that

would talk with him - but only if he feels like that is something he is wanting.

But I am throwing lots of calming chi balls at him! And a big one at you! Merry

Merry and ho ho ho!

 

Lots of love to you all and hope everyone is doing great! And guess what? Its

starting to snow outside!!! (:(: I can't wait for the forest to be covered in

snow so I can put my cross country skis on and go find my friend, the older man

who walks with a wobble so I can assualt him again!

I am so wicked.

Debs (:

[Guest guest]

lol, I love your posts, nice to read of your journey and not needing to smash so

many eggs, although it sounds pretty fun, might have to try it. Sounds like

you're doing really well

 

craig

 

, " flowerpowers7777 "

<flowerpowers7777 wrote:

>

> Hello my kunda friends,

>

[Guest guest]

Hi Debs

 

lovely to read your post, and I always enjoy tapping into your sense of fun. You

can throw some playful chi balls this way

 

i like how you describe the head movements... I also have a lot of third eye

stuff where it seems like everything is blinking, or maybe I am blinking, and

then often I need to go and lie down for a while...

 

enjoy the snow..

love

bruce

 

, " flowerpowers7777 "

<flowerpowers7777 wrote:

>

> Hello my kunda friends,

>

> So nice to read the posts - they've been really insightful! Wishing you all

too a happy december and a blissful shaktipat!

>

> Thank you all for your kind words and you too Bruce your words help ground

even this nut! (:

>

> Craig - all I can say is " GO CRAIG GO! "

>

> Linda I just want to tell you how much I love your writings and your sincerity

of heart and the sharing of your experiences! All of you its great!

>

> I for the first time have been feeling an inner strength that truthfully I've

been lacking for a long time. I don't know I was so swept away in emotions for

quite a while and I don't know why or if this is just a " break " but finally I am

feeling what many here and abound talk about...that inner strength. It feels

good. So maybe its just a glimpse but either way I am enjoying this - weird for

someone so swept in the tide of emotions...maybe I can put my eggs away... (:

>

> The energy has been feeling really nice. I like the way now I feel it more so

than before on the front of my body and not just the back. Was having some weird

sensations like I think Shaz with the beak on the face and strange bubblings on

the face and in the mouth back by the jaw or wisdom teeth. My lips are still

quivering quite a bit but it feels nice - strange feelings in the nose and on

top of my head and inside the head - feelings of things being pulled out - Good

hope she cleans me out good I am sure there is an abundance of debris. (:

>

> The energy in my feet and legs is always moving up - bubbling away and I

notice that obes are coming back now. Seems to be like I feel the bubbling on my

feet and it shoots up and I just raise my arms - and I'm out. Freedom. Whats

been great is working with my beliefs in this state. I always had this kinda

feeling that Shakti must have made a mistake - I don't feel so saintly you know.

haha So when I go flying I sometimes when this self-worth thing is in my mind

can only go up so far and hit like an invisible wall and come shooting like a

torpedo back down to the ground. Ouch.

>

> But during one of my rapid downfalls I said to myself - Self (: this is your

false belief of limitation...you don't have to smash like a bug - LAND GENTLY!

And I did!!! Crazy great, right?

>

> So now when I get out I am using the same thing saying to myself that there

are no limitations and have been able to fly higher. I know this is stupid -

phenomena or whatever but for me its like coming to terms with my lack and

working on it bit by bit and anyway - its fun. ha

>

> I've been able to meditate deeper in silence which honestly I thought I would

never be able to do cuz I seem to be so darn chatty inside! But even that is

better - I can be quiet - its not hard anymore - I can't believe it! So before

I go to sleep at night I usually do this for an hour now. Before I was so chatty

and it seemed okay sorry but so boring I couldn't discipline myself and riding

the waves of emotions didn't help. So maybe its all just a little treat but it

all feels so good.

>

> Or maybe those glowing symbols downloaded last week did some housecleaning! I

don't know...but now when I lay in bed at night I am not afraid of anything

anymore. I mean I wasn't but there was always this little bit of ok...whats

coming next and worrying if I was going off the deep end. (:

>

> Now I am completely relaxed with whatever comes and I look forward to those

strange little energy visits. Whatever or whoever they are.

>

> And really its great not to crash into the ground anymore. I always felt

sensations not in the body sometimes more than in the body which is weird cuz my

body is on the bed ... right? ha

>

> Beside that just a lot of head stuff - getting quite a working on inside the

head which always went on but this is different somehow. I think has

amped me up. (: Thank you Chrism! The third eye area is almost always vibrating

- sometimes I get headaches but its not bad and if the air is blinking too much

I try to sleep for a bit and it helps. I don't know if thats me thats blinking

and I just think its the air?

>

> Then the area at the hairline on the forehead and around is getting more

intense sensations...its all just sensations no pain.

>

> Still am hearing that music coming from above my head and sometimes on my

stomach.

> and the noise the humming and buzzing inside can get quite loud but its all

good.

>

>

> Theres still that tunnel on my wall exactly to the right of me - I sleep with

my head to the north so its on the west side. I was thinking about going in

there now that I can get out of the body again but I decided to not and

sometimes that wind comes and takes me where I need to go so I will let it guide

me. If it pulls me in fine - if not I just watch it sometimes the way it moves

like energy moving I don't know - I throw a kiss in there and go to sleep (maybe

the kiss is my way of saying play nice with me when you suck me in)

>

> So much love to you all - hope everyone is doing well - Glad Bruce you are

back and writing away here! Again was extremely helpful to hear how you went

through your emotions and then it all smoothed out or less and less. Maybe that

helped me to subconsciously realize that it wasn't going to be forever and just

hearing that and Linda with her detachment and the other posts about that - all

seems to have helped center me more. So lots and lots of chi balls filled with

eggs...(just in case you need to throw one)

>

> And our beautiful Lucia I wonder if your boyfriend would want to post here or

if maybe he would feel comfortable writing to someone off list - I am not sure

if what he is going through is spiritual but there are so many of us here that

would talk with him - but only if he feels like that is something he is wanting.

But I am throwing lots of calming chi balls at him! And a big one at you! Merry

Merry and ho ho ho!

>

> Lots of love to you all and hope everyone is doing great! And guess what? Its

starting to snow outside!!! (:(: I can't wait for the forest to be covered in

snow so I can put my cross country skis on and go find my friend, the older man

who walks with a wobble so I can assualt him again!

> I am so wicked.

> Debs (:

>

[Guest guest]

Hey Debs,

 

Glad you are finding your inner strength, I've been feeling a great sense of

strength and peace within myself lately too, I don't feel the need to transform

or change as much, I feel good the way I am. Which is unusual for me. I came to

K with a desire to transform, and now I feel I have changed enough, I start to

feel settled and good.

 

Have fun in the snow, I will be in some very cold places at Christmas working

:-))

Miss you , love and hugs

elektra x x x

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Hello J, welcome to KAS

Kat.

 

 

 

 

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aprilnluv096 <terminij

 

Thu, May 6, 2010 8:25:08 PM

Hi Everyone

 

 

Greetings Everyone. Wow, first off, I can't even begin to believe my own eyes.

What an amazing group, or group of groups. I can't even believe that I have been

brought to you guys or that I have found you. It's like a handprint that has

been placed upon my life. Like it all fits. LOL, in the last 15 minutes, I have

just sat here right in front of my computer putting it all together, like I have

been waiting for this day, to meet you all. I can't describe it, so many things

over the course of my life are being explained to me (even though Ihave searched

high and low for answers before) just now. --through this site KAS-1 and others.

 

 

Hugs all!

J

 

**I was only briefly introduced to the idea of Kundalini a few years back,

through searching for answers, but didn't get very far, so here I am now. And

for this, I have also joined Kundalini-Virgins. .