Guest guest Posted December 9, 2009 Report Share Posted December 9, 2009 All: I need to be honest and share that I was not quite expecting nor ready to share about the Tiger Shaktipat. I do feel safe in sharing with you and wish to share openly, it was a most sacred and amazing experience, but I had not even really sat with the experience yet myself. I apologize, but I'm feeling rather vulnerable and self conscious and am leaning toward retreating into self...perhaps feeling a bit too desperate about the need to automatically replaster my cracked shell. Love to you while I scamper off and fill these cracks with some mud and/or preferably find the strength to break down the remaining pieces altogether and be ok with just being vulnerable and shell-less. Love: Danielle Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 10, 2009 Report Share Posted December 10, 2009 Hi Debs - thanks for sharing your experience. Don't feel vulnerable - this path is a most individualistic path and we all teach and learn from each other - your experiences become lessons for us all and visa versa. Don't worry about retreating into your shell - stay out there and keep the posts coming. There is nothing out there to fear except things that you might create in your mind and they are therefore controllable! Blessings - Jonathan Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 10, 2009 Report Share Posted December 10, 2009 Hi Danielle, blessings on your transformation. When we are vulnerable and shell-less we are in the best state for the Divine to enter us.... love Bruce , " iamwaitingmoon " <iamwaitingmoon wrote: > > All: > I need to be honest and share that I was not quite expecting nor ready to share about the Tiger Shaktipat. I do feel safe in sharing with you and wish to share openly, it was a most sacred and amazing experience, but I had not even really sat with the experience yet myself. I apologize, but I'm feeling rather vulnerable and self conscious and am leaning toward retreating into self...perhaps feeling a bit too desperate about the need to automatically replaster my cracked shell. Love to you while I scamper off and fill these cracks with some mud and/or preferably find the strength to break down the remaining pieces altogether and be ok with just being vulnerable and shell-less. > > Love: > Danielle > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 10, 2009 Report Share Posted December 10, 2009 Indeed...hence the " reason " for my wanting to fill in the mortar and re-incase myself. (i) don't want to be gobbled up for dinner, or maybe (I) do? Isn't that ironic. It's contradictory to my journey of sought enlightenment. One would think that my Tiger Shaktipat experience would have been a clear enough message. ( " Fear the not... " )It's interesting to be in a parallel place of resistance. I wasn't ready to share of my experience, yet here I am sharing as it remains a teaching and parallel to where that very experience has now placed me. Does anyone have a sledge hammer I can borrow? Cheers to our shell-less selves & surrenderings: -Danielle , " BruceO " <bruce_oom wrote: > > Hi Danielle, > When we are vulnerable and shell-less we are in the best state for the Divine to enter us.... > > love > Bruce > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 10, 2009 Report Share Posted December 10, 2009 P.S. But too I will hold onto this little detachable shell hut, as I feel everyone has a right to their privacy and needs a place to retreat to and snuggle up in. Love: shelly Daniell-e , " iamwaitingmoon " <iamwaitingmoon wrote: > > Indeed...hence the " reason " for my wanting to fill in the mortar and re-incase myself. (i) don't want to be gobbled up for dinner, or maybe (I) do? Isn't that ironic. It's contradictory to my journey of sought enlightenment. One would think that my Tiger Shaktipat experience would have been a clear enough message. ( " Fear the not... " )It's interesting to be in a parallel place of resistance. I wasn't ready to share of my experience, yet here I am sharing as it remains a teaching and parallel to where that very experience has now placed me. > > Does anyone have a sledge hammer I can borrow? > > Cheers to our shell-less selves & surrenderings: > -Danielle > > > , " BruceO " <bruce_oom@> wrote: > > > > Hi Danielle, > > > When we are vulnerable and shell-less we are in the best state for the Divine to enter us.... > > > > love > > Bruce > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 10, 2009 Report Share Posted December 10, 2009 Danielle the fact that you can say you need time to regroup speaks volumes of your experience- you are raw to the world and it is a new exposure for you. I am sure you will find how to rebuild the new coatings as guided by Shakti. There is no shame in taking care of yourself - you are the one who is living this new you. You will emerge as the beautiful Kundalini butterfly that you have become. I am very happy for your experience and am amazed that you were able to share it so vividly . I know others had the Tiger shakti this past weekend and I was thinking that you were the only one who came out and tried to share with those of us who are curious. It is true some things are best experienced - words do not do the happening justice. Blessings e Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 10, 2009 Report Share Posted December 10, 2009 Hi Danielle.. haha.. can I lend you my jackhammer I bought to demolish the walls of my ego!!! (anyway, i think its becuase they breed them so tough in Benoni dat jy het so veel moeilikheid ) I must be honest... I battled with some of the levels of surrender. Shakti demands everything, and you cant bargain. You cant hold onto your safety and securty and still get the prize. Shakti would shatter me. Sometimes the blocks were unconsciouss. Sometimes I was terrified. After 'surrender' training, I would be shattered and exhausted as my whole self was reorganized (not to put anyone off spiritual growth here ) I had to get the message of surrender quite a few times... but then, the nice thing about hitting your head against a wall is when you stop.. lol.. love and biltong Bruce , " iamwaitingmoon " <iamwaitingmoon wrote: > > Indeed...hence the " reason " for my wanting to fill in the mortar and re-incase myself. (i) don't want to be gobbled up for dinner, or maybe (I) do? Isn't that ironic. It's contradictory to my journey of sought enlightenment. One would think that my Tiger Shaktipat experience would have been a clear enough message. ( " Fear the not... " )It's interesting to be in a parallel place of resistance. I wasn't ready to share of my experience, yet here I am sharing as it remains a teaching and parallel to where that very experience has now placed me. > > Does anyone have a sledge hammer I can borrow? > > Cheers to our shell-less selves & surrenderings: > -Danielle > > > , " BruceO " <bruce_oom@> wrote: > > > > Hi Danielle, > > > When we are vulnerable and shell-less we are in the best state for the Divine to enter us.... > > > > love > > Bruce > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 10, 2009 Report Share Posted December 10, 2009 That must be a mighty fine jack-hammer you've got there Bruce. Perhaps it's the " k-hammer " delux version I eye-spied a few days ago at the little Shoppe of Shakti, as I was flipping through the surrender bootcamp manual. At the time I elected to not make the investment as the fine print read, " You can't hold onto your safety and security and still get the prize. " But now that I've been re-wired a bit, my in/outlets just might accomodate such a powerful tool. Please do send it on over. Love: Danielle , " BruceO " <bruce_oom wrote: > > Hi Danielle.. > > haha.. can I lend you my jackhammer I bought to demolish the walls of my ego!!! > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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